I honestly just want to hug that poor boy. I want to take him in my arms and cry and cry and sob, and just tell him it's over, it will be okay now. There's no more monsters that can reach him :( that he can breath, that he can sleep soundly, that all his hurts will take time, but that they will heal...
I want to cook for him, teach him how to cook his favorite meals, I want to tuck him in to sleep with cozy socks and the softest blanket there's is. In the morning I would give him the best bathroom I can find and tell him, that yes, bodily autonomy is a right that he is owned, that although he had been violated and humiliated so many times, now he can take his time, shower with tranquility, let the warm water embrace his hurt body and let all the tears and anxiety be washed away, let him soak in the bath for as long as the water holds its heat, provide with the best towel I could find. Not interrupt him, even give him the keys if he feels safer by locking it, and when he got out, there would be easy to chew and stomach foods for breakfast ;^; porridge, maybe an apple, I'd offer for him to pick a tea. Boil the water and serve him, let him breath the aroma peacefully, hold his hands if he allows me, offer to towel dry his hair :( ask if he wants me to brush it. I would be so mindful with my touch, so careful, because he is that precious and lovable.
Not as an objectified person or a pawn in someone else's scheme, but just because he is alive and hasn't given up yet... I would tear up every time he allowed me to take care of him. I don't want him to depend on me, I want him to grow, to learn how to stand up by himself, learn what he likes, what are his objectives, dreams and just anything he likes to do! I would not push him to learn anything, but would strongly encourage with patience and love to find what brings joy to his eyes, what makes him smile, what can make him shine.
Not only is his face pretty, but he himself is a gem... I want him to see himself with pride and love... What has happened I wouldn't be able to change, but I wanna provide and care for him with the best I can... I want to compliment him but would wait for him to allow himself to be, to just exist as someone, to be able to take in someone's words without fear.
He isn't dumb, he was desperate and being dragged, killed and destroyed piece by piece by everyone he got into contact :( I want to help him find himself, to be able to find his voice, to be able to make his own choices, to be himself without any shame or pain.... I wouldn't erase or mold him in any way, I'd only try to gently guide and help... I love him so much, I want to be the parental figure he lacked.... Not in any way that would not be agape, unconditional love ;^; I love him... I want him to be able to be...
Unless I know such feelings just others, I wouldn't hold myself back. I do understand she suffered and is so traumatized she acts irrationally, which is very out of character, but as someone who is ultimately so different( I also have traumas but of course they differ and have different outcomes and consequences that did not left me like her) it's so difficult to see her deny her good feelings and embrace only the vengeful ones :(
I like emperor with his dragon cock : fun refreshing, when not a beast he asked for consent :)
I even like how mage got totally fucked by her, he was a pos for being a pervert and doing shit she clearly wanted an out of, but he got that same treatment :)
I dispise the PRIEST PURIST FUCKER!!!! HOW DARE HE!!! He openly admitted to choosing her although she herself is not priestess material... BECAUSE HER PUSSY WAS THE PUREST??? What?!?? STFU MAN get out of here >:( and when she lives with her fate of being graped, tossed and passed around with happiness he GETS ANGRY AT HER???? HYPOCRITICAL POSSS!!! like??? Sadist? You want her to hurt and not enjoy all YOU chose to put her through??? At least she is enjoying herself with her acursed fate!! Let my girl choose ! She also did not say she wanted to be cream pied all those times >:( and HE DARES CAST VIRGINIZE AT HER ALL THE FUCKING TIME???! When she clearly hates it >:( I hope he dies, never see, touch or speak to her again >:( i hate him. Rot in hell you bastard, hope yer dick melts off with a desease >:(
Anyways: Lyacon is babe and the elf is hella gay for him, hope we see them fucking :) and I accept the sandwich that we all are hoping for next chapters... but damn... I wish it was just them for 2 reasons:
1st- she NEEDS a fucking break <3
2nd- common, elf loves Lyacon, let him have sum ~<3
I HAVE HAD GALACTORREA!!! And I said it jokingly when I saw the ch 0 and ch 1 and 2... THIS BITCH ASS AUTHOR!!!! Fuck this!!!! The misinformation!!!!!! UGHHHHhh YES NO SHIT SHERLOCK YOU CAN HAVE GALACTORREA WITHOUT HAVING HAD SEX DUMBASS!!!!!! Fuck!!!! I had it >:( and it was a coleterral effect that shit was scarry at 17! And it was due to meds not working >:( shame on the author for that phrase, won't read it cause of it and BECAME ENRAGED AF!!! like, treat as magic then if you already are doing this bs, BUT DON'T GET ACTUAL STUFF WRONGLY PORTRAID FFS ANXJDJDJSKKSJD I NEVER GOT THIS MAD B4!!!! FUCK!
In the scene where galactorrhea is mentioned the mc says, “but I haven’t had sex.” The author is not spreading medical misinformation, and is actively acknowledging that you can’t have galactorrhea wo having sex. Also the mc does not have galactorrhea, she’s got freaking strawberry milk coming out her tiddies, which is not a real medical condition
I couldn't have an inkling of compassion, pity, sympathy, whatever for her. She took it upon herself not only to detroy her life, but makes his a living hell he can't break free. And I love demons! But she is just sad and pitiful in her own dichotomy: she latched on to his pious nature and twisted beyond any scape :( he could have found many types of help: self acceptance, his support network help... and idk, just venturing out and trying to learn more about other paths...
But she robbed him of any choice, she muzzled him and beat his spirits out, she just locked himnin a cage of madness and abuse... I sincerely hate her, hope he can get out of her grasp and find anf shape his own happiness according to his will and hands :(










Soooo.... I love BDSM, but when it's done right KKKKKK this is a whole mess a dozzy, if you will, and might I say: I wanna punch Eli! I wanna torture him just as he is to our boy :) like yes he may like it, but it's REALLY not consentual... And rapey, sexual assault, black mailing, power play. It's fiction so I ball, but fucking hell. I hate his guts, I wanna punch that gut till he pukes blood, and not in a sexy way as he tries to portray his own absurd actions. I wouldn't mind seeing our mc enjoy his sex drive and all, but pls, stop abusing him :(