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This is very upsetting. The premise itself is actually pretty intriguing. I’m bored as fuck with all the slice of life shit, and its hard to come by good fantasy / supernatural works.

But what the actual fuck is going on here? Sex infront of a 12 year old and acting like its fine? Marlon offering to “hook him up”? I don’t understand how some people here are so brain rotted that they find this okay. There has to be something wrong with you if you find this “normal” or “acceptable”.

Also saying that “child trafficking is the bigger issue” is fucking incompetent. Yes, it is, fucking obviously. That is NOT THE ISSUE. The trafficking is somewhat being treated as bad. The sexual misconduct around a child is NOT being treated the same way. THAT is the problem.

It’s perfectly fine to express dark themes in a story. Sexual trauma as a child, human trafficking, drug addiction, rape, etc.

The issue is when you treat it like a normal / non-problematic topic. The author makes it seem like Marlon offering Six sex from a third party, appearing naked infront of him after having sex, and showing Six have a child crush on him after having seen Marlon having sex- is all normal and good. What the literal fuck is wrong with you?

I can tell you why this is bad as well. There are DEFINITELY people who find it appealing to know a person has crushed on you when they were a child, all the way up to adulthood. That is pedophilic. The gratification comes from knowing a fucking child was in love with you. Doesn’t matter if you “wait”. Its fucked up. Marlon may not be showing that interest, but this 100 percent appeals to the shota enjoyers. It makes me want to vomit.

Again, pissed off since this had the potential to be great. But the whole first section of chapters was so disgusting to read. I enjoy stories with dark themes, so that is no way the issue. If Six had gone through his trauma, met Marlon a few times but never experienced the sexual encounters, the crushing, and met him later and THEN fell in love, I would not have any issue with this.

Fucking hell.

As usual, binged this shit in one sitting. Saw from another comment there's only 12 chapters left??? Can't confirm that myself, but FUCK I hope there is epilogue content... I really love how this is going, but it is also good for an author to know when to stop.

I wish more BL's had a video game theme going on, Idk, I really love the silly shit featured in works that have it.

Anyways, if there really is 12 chapters left, I'm going to guess that nothing bad will happen. I'm too used to terrible shit going down after good stuff with these other toxic BL's lmao. IDK, you can never be too safe though- So part of me is also preparing. We'll see. They're so stupidly cute.

I just read all like 82 chapters (not including side stories) which have been uploaded at the time of writing, and god fucking damn the story is way more complex than I thought it’d initially be, and I love it.

One thing I must say however. I can tell the artist has improved a LOT throughout this. But one thing that I can’t help but be bothered by is the immense feminisation of the main characters face. I prefer the more proportionate eyes of the earlier chapters, and I am not a huge fan of colored lips on an anime style. I think it works better for more semi realistic ones. Alas, can’t win them all. Otherwise, the art is actually extremely beautiful.


Spoilers ahead:

Vercion ? If that’s how you spell his name? Christ, he’s straight up an abuser. I would definitely classify him as a rapist, due to Sunwon having told him stop certain times, being obviously unwilling, and getting to the point where he has to force himself to “consent” to “avoid” being raped. Sadly, that is still rape, it’s just an attempt to cope with it. Vercion is generally an obsessed, narcissistic, and slimy guy. Nothing but hatred for him from me.

Then the other “God” turns out to be his abusive (probably also a rapist) ex bf??? Give Sunwon a break man…

I haven’t started reading, but let me get this straight;

This is about a 25yo and a 17yo becoming intimate? (not sex persay) and waiting until he’s 18 to go further???

What the literal fuck man. I would understand if the older guy was maybe 19, but 25? Are you shitting me?

Yes, there is a gap between the maturity of a 17 year old and 25 year old. I know I haven’t read it, but that is fucking disgusting. An 8 year fucking gap. Dawg what???

So glad we’re getting dubs here. Now, its pride month. All BL authors are OBLIGATED to give me happy chapters this month, or else…

I binged this to chapter 101 in one sitting. Jesus fucking christ this story is a rollercoaster.

There’s a lot I could say, as a addict rambler, but I don’t know if I even want to start with this one…

I just hope things wont crash and burn. I am invested, but my heart has been tugged to many directions I think its gonna be torn apart by this shit. Gods fucking balls dude.

I really hope they don't kill him off. I really want to see TJ succeed. Not with Ian though, that relationship needs to be let go of. Ian wants his own future, TJ deserves a new start. I fear that it will either end in him dying or becoming the villain. I really don't want to see that, but I can see how those two are the most obvious paths for a story of this genre. Fuckkkk


A ramble for if he does get better however:

On the basis of if he were to "find another", food for thought, I also don't know how I feel about him getting in a relationship to "fix" things. Why I care about him so much is because I relate to the low point he is at, the things he went through (obviously my own experience not being the same, not gang related or whatever) and from my trauma and environment I went to a really dark morbid place. I was at the "man with nothing to lose" point.

Problem is, getting into a relationship with the person I am with is exactly how I escaped that. He pushes me to get professional help, to get what I need to build a stable life, and to be a happy person. He challenges my flaws and does not sugar coat his words. I credit him for saving my life, because without him I would have either become someone I could not predict the depravity and emptiness of, or I would have chosen to exit life on my own terms.

The thing is, I was extremely lucky. Most relationships don't work like that and for anyone going through something similar, you can't depend on that. It's also a huge undertaking for the other person, and I could not ever ask the man I love to do the things he's done for me by his own will.

It would be way more meaningful to see TJ succeed in changing his life by his own will, and perhaps AFTER, getting into a relationship where he can heal his most inner wounds. He's very obviously tied to love, as the pain he feels for Ian is evidence of such, but its also his obsession. It's unhealthy, and he needs a different form of love, and for a different person.

Anyways, while that's a bit random I just wanted to write some more thoughts. I hope he doesn't die or go down a darker path. I am prepared for that outcome, but I am hoping so strongly that he will be okay.

Extremely self indulgent ramble ahead;

This is a fucking gold mine. Not an ounce of SA or generally non con slop, extremely engaging story with a premise I would fucking die for, and art of gorgeous quality…

Seriously, any edgy murder themed stories I come across, I prepare myself for a ride to hell, and eventually dropping the work- but this has done EVERYTHING right and keeps its edge without the toxic abusive shit all these other BL’s do. I am beyond ecstatic. It’s so fucking engaging and I feel my emotions go wild with the mood and developments of the story. FUCK.

Seriously, I know this is not some huge masterpiece work like some of the others here, but for what the author aimed for, the premise itself, how it was all executed, I fucking love it. Finally I can enjoy some action murder bastard content without bashing my head into the pavement over rape fetishization bullshit.

My one sorrow is the lack of sex scenes. The implied but never shown! We have some brutal stuff here (given its about an assassin of course), but sex is too far? I am grieving. Nonetheless, the story and our protagonists make up enough for it by far. Perhaps one day… a man can dream.

I speed ran binged this shit til the most recent chapter. It’s such a silly, surprisingly deep at times, but nonetheless humorous work. I feel insane. The tension and shit has got my head spinning. I cant take this shit brothers. This is the end.

While I read BL stories for MLM as a gay man myself, the few times I see WLW it’s always such sweet heartwarming stuff. Heals the soul.

MLM on the other hand always has me teetering on the edge, Maythan not feeling the same way as Kael does, and the situations all from before between them. Why are men so complicated?

I say this all in good fun though. Genuinely happy to see the girls start their journey. I’m curious as to how things are going to go with Kael and Maythan, but I have a feeling it’s going to be a bit bitter. I could be wrong though.