
Things are so much better when the tops knows and regrets how bad he fucked up, this is the only path to redemption

Oh I agree. He's actually putting brain power toward what he did, why it was wrong, why it harmed the other person & what he can do to change. And it's lasting more than like one chapter.
I think this is one of the best redemption arcs I've read, granted it did start of terrible but he's come so far.
What a rough day to not have a dick pocking through your organs kink... (idk the exact name but i'm sure you get it)
Also no hate to the author. i'm just saying that, damn, seems rough.