I feel like Kaoru is afraid he'll hurt Hara by cutting the red string of fate. That he might be happier if fate just took its course. Shit. This is agonising.... (/TДT)/
Shit I'm totally feeling Kaoru-kun.... I feel like I'd do what he's doing right now. I see much of myself in him dammit. I'm torn between letting fate take its course and changing fate!!! My chest hurts!!!
God this is so painful to read!!! Ugh!! My hearts being torn to pieces!!! I'm dying for raws!!!