FUUUUUUCK!!!!!! A Mass update again!!!!!! Uploader; whoever you are, BLESS YOUR HEART, BLESS YOUR SOUL! BLESS ALL YOUR ANCESTORS! AND KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY FUJOSHI SOUL!!!!! Thank thank thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
He is annoying, you'll see later. They're get together and then they'll fight again and they'll go in circles because the uke can't accept for REAL that they're gay. even though he kisses eunsung and sits on his his lap and they do everything, he's still like "so what are we???" The uke WILL take this story down with him. But eunsung is in too deep so he'll keep getting hurt and then forgiving him and then getting hurt again. (●'◡'●)ﾉ
Where did you read it at? Like from the raws or just somewhere else? Please help my cat wants to know:(
Yeah the raws. The links are in the comments
WHAT??? NO, IT CAN'T BE ┗( T﹏T )┛ I WAS HOPING FOR THIS MANHWA TO BE ONE OF THE BEST BUT EEEH SO JAEHONG WILL BE RUINING EVERYTHING WHYYYYY UGHHHHHH
ima cry
does it at least get better? ㅜ^ㅜ
Not until chapter 41...
Dang I have to wait 13 chapters til it gets better. And I’ll be angry throughout those 13 chapters. Why does Jaehong have to be so frustrating.
Actually no... it doesn't get better
. It's released upto chapter 42...and they're still fucking around "am I gay, are you gay? Are we gay?" Shit. So nope. Not until chapter 42 at least but lets see
Uhg I cant wait that long （/TДT)/ have they even dicoverd their fellings fir each other by that time?
Yes and no. It's sooooo annoying you have no idea. Eunsung...poor baby
Yes....I know what you mean :((( it's not even angst. It's just simply annoying.
What? Only Eunsung? Uhg my god is thus going to be a really long series?
AGHHHHH IM SO MAD MY POOR BABY EUNSUNG I'M SORRY（/TДT)/ WHYYYYYYYYYYYYY
I KNOW UGH ITS ALWAYS THE UKE THAT RUINS EVERYTHING OH DAMN IT CAN YOU JUST ACT LIKE A NORMAL HUMAN ASGDHDHG
Ah, almost forgot. Congratulations to Hanhoo for seeing chansol blush for the first time....Boy, he's gonna be thinking about that beautiful blushing face for a long time kudos to hanhoo for not kissing him...what self-control! Especially when you're so into a guy, give him a couples scarf, see him blush so cutely at the talk of dedication....I wish the author did a chaste kiss on the cheek scene after he blushed and hanhoo could have gone "this is how you would do it?" And THEN walked away....
But I probably would have screamed and died and ascended to heaven if that happened....just a wish fuck, now I really wanna see it
*seduction, not dedication WTFFFF (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
This chapter was *CHEF'S KISSSSS*
*sob sob* Hanhoo really was searching all over for him....:'(((((((((( fuck, he really missed him huh. He even dropped out of school because chansol disappeared.
AAAAAAAAA BUT his friend's right and wrong at the sane time. I think hanhoo knows he loves him but his way of loving him is to be possessive (especially since he's lost him once too - he's only gonna be more possessive now, after finding him after so long and that too having go through this whole memory loss shit)
Also the WAY I screamed when he bought an exact same scarf and put it around his neck uffffffffffff (he KNOWS he loves him) and "my lovely manager" and "you can never make me unhappy as long as you're my manager" uh, hanhoo-ya... you mean, your bf right? What a wedding vow type line watch me scream!!! He's really hitting on him with full force! Chansol, boy you better remember quick! I wonder how he'll found out.......I can't wait seriously to see how the reveal would change their relationship. The day they kiss...I'm going to die of happiness.
I love you uploader!!!!!!!!! Thank you a trillion times for the upload! Now onto reading it!
I can't stand the stalking, obsessive, force-feeding fetishizing uke. If it was the opposite, people would be raging about another manipulative asshole seme but this uke is just as toxic. Just because he has that sunshine stupid naive look doesn't mean he isn't a shit character. Ugh dropping this...
What a waste!
Hiyakawa deserves ALL THE LOVE AND AFFECTION (AND MEAT) IN THE WORLD!!!!!!! I'm literally going to cry because everything makes so much sense now - why he can't express himself, why he lacks social skills? Why he doesn't "see" people for their appearances, why he doesn't want to let go of Mikado, why he talks funny, why there's nothing inside him to show even mikado sees his core.... I'm crying literally. My heart fucking hurts. Please please love him back Mikado. Please belong to him. Please don't ever break his heart. Pleaseeeeeee give him every ounce of love in this world.... I fucking love this manga so much. I'd sell my soul to ensure Hiyakawa's happiness.
same, at first i didn't like how hiyakawa was kind of rude with his lack of social skills and his possessive self putting bound on mikado without consent. but it seems like he just don't know how to express himself bc of his childhood life i really hope mikado would stick with him and teach him the right and wrong they could just figure things out bc they are fated one
Yessssssss also why he learned everything from the internet because he was never sent to school...
Fuck me. I'm hurting all over for this poor boy ;_; he needs therapy too and lots and lots and lots of love.. and he probably became an "exorcist" because that's the only thing he knew how to do....AH FUCK I'M CRYING
IKR its painful to imagine how did he grew up? no wonder he always said "human are scarier" HE WAS DONE DIRTY EVEN BY HIS OWN MOM this is sad i just want him to be happy and realized his own feeling. being him never go to school, he don't even know how to describe his feeling towards mikado, he's confused xjsnjsks how can he know that's love he is feeling.....
Same thought
I CANNOT BELIEVE HOW AMAZING THIS STORY ISSSSSSSSSSS
Ngl half of me is sad af that this isn't yaoi lmao but somehow it doesn't feel insufficient. I loveeeeee the characters and how less drama there is between the leads even if the situation is stressful and DRAMATIC. I also love how AMAZINGGGGGG the side-characters is...and tbh it's a really really heartbreaking story from all points of view and I can't stop reading. Many many many thanks to the uploader for this nass upload!!! Bless all your ancestors!!!! The art style is GORGEOUS, the story is sOOOO unique. I love it!!!! I cannot wait for another 30+ chapters hahahaah I loveee you translator and I'll be waiting patiently for the next upload!!!! Thank you!!!!
I'm so confused....like when did his hair get so long??? Also, I love the white hair painter dude, but my heart BELONGS TO THAT MAFIA BOSS WITH THE MULLET BECAUSE HE IS SOOOOOOOO HOT AND HIS CHARACTER IS SO INTERESTING. I just knowwwww he's gonna be my favourite and that he'll have a tragic ending and I'll cry a lot. But damn. I love him. Even short glances of him like in this chapter are worth it
And I'm sooo pissed that this gorgeous art is wasted on a simple bromance. It's one of the biggest blue ball moments in bl history...
his hair probably grew while he was recovering
Was he rwocwring for years???? Have years passed???
I think It was only just a month or so but maybe he used a different shampoo while in the hospital...just...who knows ╮(￣▽￣)╭
Hiyakawa please PLEASE find happiness!!! When detective hanzawa said "don't get swallowed up by his isolation" man, I felt that. But I believe in you, Mikadooooo. Please be the light at the end of the tunnel for hiyakawa...he's literally holding onto you for dear life. I love how he pays mikado to make food for him, and mikado almost said he did it to see him smile (and maybe say I love you like his mom did hahahahaa)
It irks me because they're soul-mates and lowkey are married but it's "no homo bruh" tone. But it's charming and I feel 20% frustrated but 80% is overwhelmed by their bond.
Hiyakawa's past breaks my heart - and mikado's too. My heart hurts for the professor because he's more broken and lost than anyone else - he's barely a human being anymore. Losing his own memory must have been his choice to not go back to what he had to abandon...ugh I feel sick with sadness about his wasted life. He reminds me of that quote "it's better to have loved and lost rather to have not loved at all" - but kinda in reverse. I know it's gonna be heartbreaking when mikado finds out...and I hope hiyawaka is there for him and he will be.
I wonder if they'll kiss even ONCE or confess their feelings or it'll be implied till the end... it'll be kinda a blue-balling thing especially it's published in a bl magazine and this author isn't inexperienced with writing explicit yaoi but I love this story too much to hold a grudge for not being yaoi. But in shounen-ai...I mean, please, a kiss and SOME fluff. Hiyakawa being freaked out when he actually was on the verge of seeing mikado's feelings to save him from himself...bruh, I felt that. It reminds me of Yashiro and Doumeki in a way...fucking sad. I LOVE YOU UPLOADERS, AND I CANNOT WAIT FOR FUTURE CHAPTERS. When this manga ends, I'm gonna feel so empty.....