shizu-chan created a topic of An Exclusive Contract

I really really want this to be updated (/TДT)/

shizu-chan created a topic of Death Planning

We aren't dropping this, we're just on a hiatus.

*hasn't updated in over a year*

Ok then.

shizu-chan asked a question

Can you help me find a BL from Korea that has the plot where the main character is responsible for arranging funerals of people and the main lead wants to commit suicide but wants to keep it a secret and then invites him to live at his house

shizu-chan created a topic of The Boy And The Wolf

This is just me pretending that he isn't a terrorist and simping hard for Tera. I'm as willfully blind as the boy. We all down bad.

Also spoilers:

In the next episode, we gonna have a little Scarlet Heart Ryeo moment of painting the ugly cracks on the monster's face with gentle fingerpainting...*sigh* my heart is just waiting to shatter

shizu-chan created a topic of Stay With Me

This artstyle kinda hurts my eyes idk why...maybe it's because like a filter has been applied to the characters. I've seen this artstyle before in some other artist's works...and the eyes are also very reminiscent of POTN Nakyum. Anyway....

shizu-chan created a topic of Blaze Out

This author writes the best "He's so bad but he does it so well" MLs hahahhaa i can't even be mad. It's full of clichés but I love it. Not a single annoying character in sight. It is a blessing in itself.

shizu-chan created a topic of Sugar Trap

The fact that this is a novel...hehehehe I'm tempted to go and read it but the art and story is so fucking hilarious hahahaha
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shizu-chan created a topic of Projection

The only problem i have with age gap thing is that it's icky especially if it is established as a brothers like thing at the start... though you get to see how possessive usually the younger one is since he is a kid but still he's a minor...the balance of power in their relationship too...we know the older guy is a green flag but still it's kinda icky. I wish kinda their relationship when he's young is dragging for so long... to have deep feelings for someone who rescued you and did that once or twice is enough but guardian...it's like developing romantic and sexual feelings for your adopted parents....it's just icky. But I do love this story and these characters are lot...but yk.

The blonde gong is serving cvnt i can't (≧∀≦) time to lock in

OMFGGG I was just browsing without hope but it has a novel and it is SMUTTTTTT fuck me I needed a new Chinese bl novel to go insane overrrrrrr but it has dead link

I found these two links after hopelessly searching for a while:

https://danmeinovel.com/manga/thrive-in-catastrophe/

https://wuxia.click/novel/thrive-in-catastrophe

Don't know if the translation is good yet but at least the whole chapters are there. It isn't a very long novel ┗( T﹏T )┛

I found some old translators' work here: https://fullnovels.com/thrive-in-catastrophe/?pg=1

shizu-chan created a topic of Sunday's Consolation

Yep. I need me a Zeo. I LOVE how he isn't forcing Rawon to accept his feelings for him (knowing very well he does like him) there is something so sexy about a person who is so patient and considerate.

I don't begrudge him for wanting Rawon to stay with him since they haven't met up for a long time and he probably missed just being around him and hearing his nonsense. The same goes for Rawon but he's playing hard to get. I think Zeo has a great knack for being a lover... you have to coax Rawon like people out of their shell by being honest about your relationship for both partners so the other person feels constantly reassured of your affection and interest.

As perverted as Zeo is, I fucking love how honest and upfront he is about his desire towards Rawon so Rawon doesn't have anywhere left to hide from his feelings.

Yep, I need a Zeo in my life. Jesus, are you listening (/TДT)/

This story is so fucking...nonsensical. filled with clichéd tropes. I think the writer just wanted to fuck one of the characters in their game and decided to write this fanfic about it. But they have no sense of plot or characters and rely on clichéd characteristics...I don't get it. This story doesn't deserve this art.

And as for the MC, the biggest issue i haven't isn't even his lack of know-how or how incompetent and useless he is...but the fact that he looks like an 11 year old. I really hate that in bls when it looks like a 30 year old is fucking a 11 year old boy. Like be fr.

The ML himself is so boring. That's the worst part about him. It isn't even that he is controlling, sorta abusive, and audacious...but that he is boring. Literally everyone apart from the mc and ml are okay.

I can see the potential but the execution is so trash. I can't. Dropped it at chapter 18. This story doesn't deserve 9.2. Rating.

shizu-chan created a topic of Lucky Credit

No I don't mind take me along too (/TДT)/ I have a question about a forever single person, do scenarios like this happen irl or should I just stop believing in love?

shizu-chan created a topic of Antidote (Harusari)

This author really enjoys submissive and sorta low-key abused MCs lol. I'm so glad Gjord is so fine and such a green flag...I hate the insinuation that Lister is the second lead because FUCK that. I'm glad for this change where the ml isn't the biggest asshole and the childhood friend is the green flag which is the usual trope but...
I wish that the mc wasn't so subdued and wasn't so willing to lose agency to a bitch like Lister. And his sister as well...if you know how your brother abuses the mc why wouldn't you take him with you to give him that reprieve from torture? Such faux kindness grates my nerves.

I'm guessing our sweet noble ML is going to cause a rebellion to de-throne this bitchass family and marry the love of his life. And I also suspect that the medicine the mc is eating is actually exacerbating his mental illness and causing amnesia which just might be PTSD fr.

Anyway Lister needs to meet God soon.

Ok ok im listening, carry on. A poison mouth ml x a quick healing mc hehehe. Come on now. Also a younger seme who is so adorable and overpowered...hell yes. It's been a while. I like that he isn't a brooding serious character because when he does get serious my heart will flutter so much XD yeses finally found a new story to sink my teeth into. I have a feeling this might a novel so here I go looking for it (▰˘◡˘▰)



Spoilers:

reading the novel rn - It's a slow burn (YASSSS) but the romance is definitely there!!

Don't worry. Sayoung is whipped to the max. He is WHIPPED. Possessive? Check. Cute? Check. Protective? CHECK! He has such a cute school boy crush on his hyung hahaha it is so cute and refreshing! And boy oh boy when he gets serious, it is so HOT!!!

Love at first sight. You'll enjoy it!!! I like it more than the manhwa ngl. The moments between them are so tender and subtle. It might get lost with this manhwa direction. Read the novel if you have time!

shizu-chan created a topic of Can't Think Straight

Han Garam now needs to stop playing hard to get tsundere fr XD like if someone is being so honest and direct, it is kinda upsetting to still not see any true certainty from your partner... I'm with Jaehyuk here. Garam, please confess without shame! Your boyfriend is literally going insane with the love he has for you.

shizu-chan created a topic of PASSION

I just wanna say...being desired like this must be exhilarating and scary. I'm not surprised or annoyed that Taeui can't believe Ilay must love him, and tbh he doesn't love him in the traditional sense, but he desires him the most in the world which is saying a lot. He must be a psychopath but it's not like he is incapable of feeling. Personally I love how he talks dirty - there is a honesty in his desire that makes my heart flutter.

Also, as fucked up and scary as being his lover might mean, to be desired by someone like this for life because you know the standard they have for a companion is you and no other is freaking amazing. People underestimate how lonely one can be when they've grown up with a sibling who is always the one in demand and always coveted by everyone... in this scenario, Taeui is being desired without any remorse or excuses by someone and it's natural he still is making excuses or trying to make sense of it. Especially when it is Ilay. But I feel...for some reason, being loved obsessively after a lifetime of neglect must feel exhilarating.

I love this story, and the novel even more. Guilty pleasure.

shizu-chan created a topic of Lucky Credit

This story is so unique and I have been thirsting and starving for such a story for so long in the bl universe. Fucking A characters. Not a single damn annoying character in sight. Unpredictable plotline. Great art. Great twists. I love the character arc. Fucking A all around. I can't wait for them to be intimate but I sense a bittersweet ending (/TДT)/

shizu-chan created a topic of Kill My Love

This story is getting the treatment the promise should've gotten... you know it has so much potential but the author decided to make Zuosen a fucking asshole without any complexity whatsoever...childhood obsession is one thing but if you don't have basic respect for someone who means so much to you, im sorry but you don't deserve to be loved. The promise ML was such a green flag and done so well, that story was so amazing but this is...

This story has everything I hate about bl - omegaverse (a recipe for forced sex and impregnation) and a toxic male lead, creepy child obsession.

If only he was respectful even if he's possessive, it could be so much better (/TДT)/

Everything about this manhwa replenishes my dead soul fr. Every character, every moment, every dialogue...when Yeonwoo said "I feel like I am receiving unconditional love" I almost teared up. I think as a human being the best feeling is when we are loved unconditionally, I think even a few moments of unconditional love that can help us get through a life full of difficulties, it is so powerful and potent and necessary. Dojoon also might be one of my favourite fictional characters...I just hope and pray that the author who created him also has someone like him in his or her life. Truly, this manhwa is my safe space fr.

shizu-chan created a topic of Projection

Ok ok im strapped in let's go. It's cliché but wholesome. Will ahjussi become the bottom in the future...hmmm... the fact that there is a bodyguatd bigger than the ahjussi made it obvious he gonna be a bottom in the future. I'm not THAT big of a fan of pretty tops ngl...but there are exceptions like Ilay haha. idk let's see what he grows up into.

Tbh this phase is dragging a bit ngl. I was relived when they time jumped by just a month. I want to see him as a grown up already. The minor stuff keeps making me feel uneasy lol. I'm just glad there is no rape and blackmail for once.