
I dont understand I thought simon was obsessed about raymond in the novel? Why does he want a new victim

Hey so I didnt read the novel but it was known that is simon obssesed over raymond in the novel HOWEVER I have a link for the novel (fan translation to ENG) but I'm not sure if the link is still working nor if the novel is still there so forgive me if it wasnt there.
Link: https://blossomtranslation.com/story/bl/
Password: 2_HF-KZ_2)Q8'H5
If they change the password I reccomend following them on discord sense they share their updates/passwords there.

bc Raymond is too aware or smth. Simon can only r*pe Raymond when Raymond is asleep and he does that by mixing sleeping pills into his food. However Raymond figures out and stops eating the food. Simon gets impatient and wants a replacement to continue his weird fetish… but Simon does confess his love multiple times
Mc is literally not evil, alot of yall just don't get him and tbh I kinda relate to him