There was the scene early on where MC said the sky was full of colors and when the buildings touched the colors they disintegrated. I think that was a flashback dream that might have been the world ending, and MC was going to accept her death, but ML didn't allow her. So MC almost dying from the colors in the sky lost her memory and now ML is trying to fabricate a regular earth looking experience, even though he, and others are not actually human anymore.... The world has been completely corrupted
*This is a prediction, there is a novel, but I have not read it. I don't know how the story is going to go. This is just an educated guess
Ngl I normally hate amnesia plots, but series like these are why I can't say I 100% hate anything because when done good, it's hella good. I'm now reading two amnesia plots both kinda similar in vibe. And I think it works because both have a legitimate reason there is amnesia, and a good chunk of mystery because we don't know why yet. I'm camping this one!
It's a BL Korean novel, called If you don't become the main character, you'll die:
https://www.novelupdates.com/series/if-you-dont-become-the-main-character-youll-die/
MC has selective amnesia, he doesn't know how he died, why he's in this world or who he is to a certain extent. But he does have basic knowledge. It's a very good use of first person native too, it took me like 25 chapters in before I realized I don't even know MCs name.... (There's a very well explained reason for this).
For those confused. The close MC is wearing in the last panel is a funeral outfit. Grandpa passed and ML woke up after the funeral ended
ML was in a coma this whole time because his soul energy was split between two places and it was weakening him, until he fell into a coma. His soul energy was split because it was keeping Grandpa alive. That is why there was a ML in grandpa's dream space. Now that Grandpa is gone, MLs energy isn't split anymore, so he woke up from his coma.








Haven't read it yet but that summary is 1000% giving "I reincarnated, want to follow the story's end happy, but then changed the entire setup and am now shocked that the story's ending changed!"
Still going to read tho :P. I complain about trash but I still read it. My tastes are the true trash