So, I love buff, confident and dominant ukes.
And I love when the ukes ENJOY sex rather than it being painful. And are not innocent and virginal (although this uke appears to be kinda innocent and virginal compared to the top but I’ll forgive it since the uke is so aggressive).
I love when the uke and seme are roughly the same in terms of build and the uke is not written as: fragile and physically weak but beautiful.
I love tsunderes.
But most of all, I love fucking SUBMISSIVE TOPS!
I felt something (ok, lots of things) when he licked that boot and allowed the uke to punch him.
And importantly, the top may be submissive but he’s not a pushover. He takes control (sexually) when he needs to and, in fact, seems to be the one who is really in control of the entire situation. Which is sexy in and of itself. He knows how the uke feels about him and is just waiting patiently for the uke to realise/ admit it.
In short, this dynamic is just too much for my libido.
I’m satisfied. And I will continue to live vicariously through them.
I know intellectually that if they communicated properly there would be no story because there would be no plot. And I know that lack of communication is a common plot device - the reader hangs on every episode for the catharsis that comes when the misunderstandings are resolved.
But fuck me. It’s frustrating. Yet I carry in reading.
They’re really making blue hair (purple hair?) the sexiest person in this manhua aren’t they? Especially over these last 10-15 chapters. I see you author. I see you.
I feel like in the first few chapters, the ML already liked the MC - even if he raped him he didn’t need to tear his anus like that. And it’s not lack of experience or ignorance. He knew the MC was in pain and he knew that his anus needed ointment etc.
I remember he said to his 2nd in command something along the lines of the first time needs to be rough/ painful in order to teach them discipline or something to that effect.
So he act all cute now, but I’ll never forget his initial attitude.
I really don’t like the doctor. I was really put off by their first sexual encounter.
I firmly believe though that if Dojun and his brother were not actually brothers (whether blood related or not) his brother would have been a better match. He seems like he would have treated Dojun so much better and valued him so much more than the Doctor ever could. Those depictions of the alternate reality where they were lovers were really beautiful.
But they are brothers.
And - his brother used to be so caring for him in the past, but when that love became something other than brotherly affection it all went to shit. The brother is a huge part of the reason that Dojun became so insecure and desperate for affection (not the sole reason as his classmates didn’t exactly make things easier for him).
It’s cliche but Dojun really needs to love himself before he can be in a relationship. He’s so starved for affection and so desperate for approval that I’m afraid he’ll carry on blaming himself, second guessing himself, and excusing his partner’s bad behaviour.
Despite the author’s attempts to show us the Doctor cares about him it just didn’t feel authentic. There will never be an appropriate balance of power in the relationship.
The seme is just adorable. And the uke is so sassy. I love these two together.