
It's nice seeing them being lovey dovey again, but I feel like we moved on from the trauma too fast? Like the ML literally raped the MC, whether or not the MC ended up "enjoying" it during the middle of it happening, the ML still technically forced him in the first place. The MC also was showing signs of being afraid of him and having flashbacks to that moment, but I feel like the author kinda avoided the ML taking accountability for what he did. With that being said though, the MC is literally, what, part of the mafia or a mob? So obviously I'm not that surprised by his actions, I just wish the MC was written to show more respect for himself, I mean, he literally found out his crush was basically a murderer and then he raped him unconscious, it'd be expected he would be afraid of the ML and be traumatized for some time. Of course, it's fiction, and they already had heavy feelings for one another, I just wish it was a little more discussed instead of them immediately jumping back into each other's arms. It would've been more realistic if the angst lasted a bit longer ヽ(`Д´)ノ

Spoilers
Supposedly, the MC returns to the abusive ML at the end, according to people who read the full raws. I'm not even surprised ngl. I had some faith that maybe this would be a good story where the MC gets revenge and escapes his abuser, but then I remembered that rape and Stockholm Syndrome are, unfortunately, a huge kink/common theme in the BL community. It's just like the story Sadistic Beauty BL Sidestory, what a disappointment. I don't even want to read anymore knowing that the MC goes back to being with the man who kidnapped and raped him. :/

To be fair, from what I remember in sadistic beauty, he returns more so because he feels he has nowhere else to go due to ruining most of his other relationships with people in his life, not because he’s in love with the ML. At least, to me, he didn’t show any emotions of love towards him. Which, I don’t really mind how that went down because it’s not the typical “I’m gonna fall in love with the man who repeatedly SA/tortured me”.

That's true, I still find it unfortunate that he felt he had nowhere else to go but back to his abusers house, especially considering he made him hate his life so bad to the point of trying to kill himself. Also, like with everything the ML did to the MC, you'd think he'd be scarred or afraid of him, but he still goes to him cuz he has nowhere else to go, which is honestly sad. I think the ML manipulated him in some way tho, and it's sad that it's romanticized how some people feel as tho they have nowhere to turn to other than their abuser, ya know?

It is cruel of me to wish that the mc would almost succeed with a suicide attempt just for the douchebag to feel some sort of empathy towards him, ik he probably wouldn't care but part of me wishes that if the mc was that close to death, mr asshole would start to think differently (I know he knows that the mc wants to die, but idk maybe seeing it face to face would change something?). Cuz in this case, he's already had a terrible life, death feels like the best escape :((

Maybe I'm overthinking things, but anyone notice how both Hwan and Yama use the term "child" when talking to someone? O_o Like Hwan said "hello child" when he attacked Eunjae, and then Yama calls blue haired dude (sorry can't remember his name) "child" soon after. Idk, maybe its just a coincidence... O_O
Does anyone have the raws or know how this ends? I'm anxious to know as to whether or not it's a happy ending lol
raws: https://newtoki468.com/webtoon/47282654?stx=산가지는+도깨비의+꿈을+꾼다&title=산가지는-도깨비의-꿈을-꾼다
Thank you!!