sqeeee June 24, 2021 5:35 pm

i will translate the part where they talk on the phone, and then meet up in the rain.

context: shizuma just got out of the vet, he is trying to call minato. he was worried but minato finally picked up the call. it is currently raining.


shizima: hello? minato!?

minato: what?

shizuma, thought: fuck...that’s his grouchy voice (i don’t know how to properly word this, but he basically means that’s the voice minato uses when he’s angry/mad/annoyed).

shizuma, thought: but i’m glad you picked up...!! (the phone)

shizuma: i’m sorry i didn’t contact you, where are you right now!?

shizuma: i just left the hospital. i’m going to the parking lot. right over there... (he bumps into someone)

shizuma: oh... i’m sorry. wait a minute...please be careful

minato: .......

minato: (sigh) hey...that’s enough.

minato: it doesn’t matter how fast you go, nothing will change, right?

shizuma: minato...

minato: the real estate is already closed for today. it’s too late.

shizuma: i know...but i want to see you as soon as possible

shizuma: are you home yet? i’ll hurry up and come to you anyway...

minato: that’s why i said it’s alright...don’t hurry

minato: i’m already here

(minato’s sitting on his or shizuma’s car idrk, it’s been raining and shizuma looks shocked to see him wait that long in the rain)

minato: you’re late!

shizuma: why...i was wondering if you were home...

minato: if i don’t hit you today, i’m not sure if i can sleep tonight. hey... (he sneezes)

shizuma starts to caress minato’s face

shizuma: you’re cold (his face is, not his personality)

shizuma: hey...how long have you been out here? you could have went to a convenience store or something...even the hospital. why are you (waiting) out here?

minato: ...shut up. you’re already in the wrong for breaking our promise.

shizuma drops his umbrella and brings minato in for a hug. minato was a bit shocked but after hearing shizuma, he returns the hug.

shizuma: you’re right. i’m sorry... i couldn’t keep my promise. it was cold (sitting out here), wasn’t it?

minato: (sigh) it’s warm... (he means in shizuma’s embrace).



minato: i’m glad...you’re alive

shizuma couldn’t hear because it was raining

shizuma: huh? i’m sorry, it was raining, what did you say just now?

minato’s smiling right now

minato: i didn’t say anything important, alright?




and that’s a wrap. next scene is the bathhouse scene which i don’t think i will translate, but they talk things out and shizuma tells minato that he’s the happiest when minato tells him he does his best.

    cassanova June 24, 2021 7:10 pm

    why dont you do collab with the person who uploaded this??(๑•ㅂ•)و✧

    sqeeee June 24, 2021 7:21 pm
    why dont you do collab with the person who uploaded this??(๑•ㅂ•)و✧ cassanova

    haha thank you but i have no intentions on translating anymore. i think people should wait for the official translation to support the author :) i only translated this part since many people were worried about their relationship and any upcoming drama

    cassanova June 25, 2021 5:02 am
    haha thank you but i have no intentions on translating anymore. i think people should wait for the official translation to support the author :) i only translated this part since many people were worried about ... sqeeee

    ohh oki oki its up to you haha too bad but yeah thank you for the tl (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~

sqeeee June 24, 2021 4:52 pm

lol i bought the raws and shizuma doesn’t cheat or anything you guys are overreacting. it’s not everyday we come across a couple that can work things out fine, the translations here are a bit lacking but the problem with onodera is that they have problems communicating, which is why they can’t even communicate with their co workers. shizuma tries to help them work around it, especially when these two people came in with their pet and refused to have onodera exam them because they’re (onodera) is too rude and rough.

shizuma did stay behind to help onodera with that examination, but at the cost of not showing up to their house touring date. minato wasn’t mad at him, he was more worried and anxious if shizuma got into an accident (he even searched up “recent car accidents” (︶︿︶) )

they talked it out after shizuma was done with his examination (almost hours later, minato was still waiting at their meeting spot). they hugged and went to the bathhouse later, man they even tried to fuck in there but some old dude came out (they thought everyone left already).

what i’m trying to say is, their relationship is fine, shizuma doesn’t like onodera like that, he acknowledged how she has a hard time talking to others and just wants to help her. why would shizuma cheat on minato, he’s been cheated on by ruka, he knows what that feeling’s like. especially when minato is so insecure and had a hard time trusting shizuma because he was scared minato would leave him. shizuma would never put minato through any of that, if there’s a misunderstanding, they’ll clear it up. that’s how their relationship has always been.

though if you guys do want something to cry about volume 2 was left with a cliffhanger of minato’s face because shizuma drove them back to the vet and he got to see onodera’s face

    dreampinkv June 24, 2021 5:02 pm

    Thank you for the spoilers!! I need to know because i'm scared

    Anon June 24, 2021 5:13 pm

    Good thing I read this I was about to type "IF THAT BASTARD GETS IN THE WAY OF THEIR RELATIONSHIP ILL SKEWER THEM EYES HE HAS" is he a woman or is she a man idk I think I read wrong

    Riholu June 24, 2021 5:18 pm

    It's more surprising how can people even think that Shizuma could ever cheat on Minato and vice versa

    Erina Arthur June 24, 2021 5:19 pm
    Good thing I read this I was about to type "IF THAT BASTARD GETS IN THE WAY OF THEIR RELATIONSHIP ILL SKEWER THEM EYES HE HAS" is he a woman or is she a man idk I think I read wrong Anon

    I'm curious why did you choose "he a woman" "she a man" instead of the usual "he a man/she a woman"

    sqeeee June 24, 2021 5:37 pm
    Good thing I read this I was about to type "IF THAT BASTARD GETS IN THE WAY OF THEIR RELATIONSHIP ILL SKEWER THEM EYES HE HAS" is he a woman or is she a man idk I think I read wrong Anon

    actually, we don’t know onodera’s gender, it’s been hinted that they’re a female because of their workplace being primarily dominant in women, but even i’m not sure. i translated minato and shizuma’s scene where they talk things out. if that will ease your worries, please check recent topics :)!

    Namika June 24, 2021 9:49 pm

    What? So that's Onodera's deal - suck at communication? That's... actually pretty expected, though a bit disappointing...
    I wonder if Minato and Onodera dated before...

    WeiYing<3 June 25, 2021 1:50 am

    Where did you buy the raws? And do you know when vol3 will be out?

    sqeeee June 25, 2021 2:05 am
    Where did you buy the raws? And do you know when vol3 will be out? WeiYing<3

    hello! i bought the raws from booklive.jp. i made an account on my laptop, bought it with my card and then downloaded the app on my phone to read it. vol 2 just came out this month, so i doubt vol 3 will come out any time soon. vol 2 only goes up to chapter 11

sqeeee June 20, 2021 11:46 am

hey guys, obviously there’s been complaints abt this chapter being reuploaded many times. i know the grammar is hard to understand, so i will actually go over what was said in the novel during this event (not the manhwa, sorry!). i will go over ch 35 in the novel too bc it looks like some things don’t line up within the novel and manhwa.


in the novel, tia dreads this event, but she and her dad are complimenting how the other person looks lol (it’s so cute :)) they’re having a family dining session i guess you could say, so the brothers and their wives/ shanannet and her husband.

tia looks at vieze and admits that he’s not that ugly, but she can’t bear to look at him because of his greed in the past life.

i think they’re sitting separately, so adults in one table, children at another. she’s going to sit with twins who promised gallahan they’d look after her (so sweet :)).

they were arguing over who tia sits next to for a while until their dad shows up and starts glaring at them. they go over how vestian actually hates lombardy and it’s a secretly between schultz men only. they admit their father doesn’t like it when they play with tia, and now tia is aware that shanannet doesn’t know at all. she’s starting to grow wary of vestian.

while she’s thinking at her table, bellesac calls out to her with the usual “half blood” remarks. he threw a green grape at tia, and when tia wanted to throw one back, one of the twins ended up doing it for her lol. then the other twin threw somethinf at bellesac. then bellesac starts bragging about how rulac let him go to the imperial palace once a month.

tia wasn’t really surprised because the same thing happened in the previous life. the twins also said they don’t care because the prince was a rude bitch anyways and who would want to play with that thing. tia makes a mental laugh in their head because only lombardy children would treat the first prince with this much disrespect, she can’t imagine other nobles being able to pull it off.

while she was thinking to herself, bellesac calls out to her again (still referring to her as half), and tells her she should be obedient now that he’s the first prince’s companion/friend. tia can’t say it out loud but she could care less because she knows perez will overthrow the first prince anyways. tia throws a buttered bread at bellesac, while he is embarrassed, she continues eating (queen behavior!).

soon rulac walks in, the adults stood up and greeted him, and the banquet/dinner officially starts. tia thinks about how lucky it is the brothers haven’t started directly hurting each other for the next lombardy seat after rulac dies.

it’s soon switched to talking abt the chef, who has so much experience in cooking or whatever. vieze, trying to gain favor with rulac, says he will serve the drinks. in fact, he was just trying to brag about how rulac let bellesac into the palace before he was 11.

seral (vieze’s wife, cousin to the empress iirc, angenas) talks about how bellesac is an exception (she emphasizes exception). shanannet, unable to listen to this woman’s talk, tells her “one can only say it’s an exception” i guess she’s meaning bellesac better not embarrass himself in the palace. nobody in lombardy dares to go against shanannet. nobody. i mean it. seral goes quiet and starts shivering when shanannet spoke up. the author describes in the novel that none of the three siblings dare to go up against shanannet. but compared to how cold she puts up against her brother, she becomes immediately soft when vestian caresses her hand. her mood changes instantly (fuck vestian bruh he led her on so much i hate him)

then, vestian brings up gallahan, and says it must have been a bother to be called out to a banquet when he’s sooo busy. viese laughed hearing about the store, calling it a fail and what does he even think he’s doing atp. he was mocking gallahan but gallahan remained calm and answered firmly, that vieze is right, he is, in fact, trying to open up a store. they question him because he doesn’t plan on using lombardy’s support to help him with his business. seral and vestian start laughing along with laurels (2nd brother iirc), but gallahan rebukes them and says he doesn’t need lombardy’s money to open up a shop.

gallahan was getting tired of this mockery, and he was about to get angry until rulac stepped in and told gallahan he will be watching him. that made vieze so mad because it looked like rulac was looking forward to what gallahan could do (he genuinely was looking forward to it too!). gallahan tells him he will try his best!


i haven’t looked at manhwa ch 36 myself since i can’t stand looking at that sloppy cleaning, so if i missed anything please let me know!

    sqeeee June 20, 2021 12:08 pm

    update: i looked at the raws for the manhwa, shanannet reprimands bellesac for embarrassing himself in public, and tells him he lacks teaching. hearing his aunt’s negative regards, he flinches and becomes embarrassed.

    sqeeee June 20, 2021 12:11 pm
    update: i looked at the raws for the manhwa, shanannet reprimands bellesac for embarrassing himself in public, and tells him he lacks teaching. hearing his aunt’s negative regards, he flinches and becomes emb... sqeeee

    whoops forgot another thing sorry i’m updating as i look at the manhwa. the key rulac gives tia is the key to her library that he promised her back when she was asked what she wanted for her 8th birthday. iirc in this scene, tia also says this wasn’t the only thing she asked her grandpa for!

    Swan-MF. June 20, 2021 12:15 pm

    Just to clarify for those that are thinking that these will be the turn of events in the manhwa that it is not. In the novel it was the twins that defended tia and the adults didnt make any snide remarks to her, in the mahwa the adults said rude shit to tia and the one to defend her was actually her aunt shananet. However much appreciated to the commentor for telling us the novel version of what happens cause its also entertaining to read. Knowing vieze suffers is comforting no matter if its novel or manhwa.

    sqeeee June 20, 2021 12:20 pm
    Just to clarify for those that are thinking that these will be the turn of events in the manhwa that it is not. In the novel it was the twins that defended tia and the adults didnt make any snide remarks to her... Swan-MF.

    yes!! thank you for the clarification. everyone else, please also take in mind my warning at the start before i explained everything. the novel and manhwa dont line up quite the same! for example, vestian pushed tia before the banquet in the hallway in the manhwa, but instead, he looks down upon tia in the banquet room before rulac enters the room

    Swan-MF. June 20, 2021 12:36 pm
    yes!! thank you for the clarification. everyone else, please also take in mind my warning at the start before i explained everything. the novel and manhwa dont line up quite the same! for example, vestian pushe... sqeeee

    I agree with vestian deserving all the colorful words ever and also wish for him to have ED cause he can just fuck off a cliff with his bitch for all i care. Aside from that what does "iirc" mean.

    Swan-MF. June 20, 2021 12:38 pm
    I agree with vestian deserving all the colorful words ever and also wish for him to have ED cause he can just fuck off a cliff with his bitch for all i care. Aside from that what does "iirc" mean. Swan-MF.

    Nvrm i just figured it out. "If i remember correctly."

sqeeee June 18, 2021 6:55 am

back again with spoilers, today i will only cover what happened with gallahan and vieze (viese? who cares) after gallahan recovered.



background info: when gallahan was announced sick, only closed family and people knew, including doctor omalley (esitra’s greedy teacher/doctor smh). vieze manipulated omalley into revealing gallahan’s disease, which wasn’t announced to the public AT ALL (the public was told he had a sprain leg/leg injury). of course after finding out gallahan was dying of a disease, vieze LAUGHED. he laughed, and he gave all that information about gallahan being sick to the fucking empress. boot licker much? that’s why angenas tried to steal gallahan’s ready to wear business, which also causes rulac to become angry angry angry with angenas.

now for present time info: there is a banquet for tia’s 11th birthday. this birthday is very important to tia because as you all know, lombardy children are allowed to leave the estate when they are 11! during the banquet, gallahan HUMULIATED vieze. he made vieze a laughing stock in front of all the other nobles at the banquet. everybody knows even tho vieze is the eldest son of rulac’s, he lacks authority, even while being married to an angenas. gallahan admits he no longer views vieze as his brother, but as an enemy. one of the first times gallahan has been assertive, he’s taking vieze DOWN. gallahan was described as “a man with no intention of forgiving, no intentions of stepping down”. i’m so glad gallahan is being assertive. vieze blatantly mocked gallahan for spending huge amounts of money on tia’s birthday, gallahan calmly replies with it wasn’t lombardy’s money it was HIS money, his PROFIT from his store that SOMEBODY clearly failed to do like him. when vieze stormed out of the banquet, gallahan didn’t even look back at him.

bonus: everybody’s afraid of perez lol even the twins. they’re all so shy around each other but they all keep clinging to tia including crane (astalliu’s younger bro i believe).

    sianxx June 18, 2021 7:03 am

    Thank you for the info and spoiler(≧∀≦) but I have a question I'm kinda lost here
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    Is the background info you're talking about is from the past timeline or is this something that will happened in the future when he's launching his business and does agennas succeed or not?

    Unknown June 18, 2021 7:07 am

    Thanks for the spoilers!!! I’m just so glad Gallahan will stay alive

    sqeeee June 18, 2021 8:15 am
    Thank you for the info and spoiler(≧∀≦) but I have a question I'm kinda lost here...Is the background info you're talking about is from the past timeline or is this something that will happened in the fut... sianxx

    future! sorry i meant background info on why gallahan is treating vieze like this :) the angenas do not get the business because gallahan lived pass his disease that the angenas suspected would kill him. like i said, rulac gets really mad when he finds out angenas was trying to steal gallahan’s business. after gallahan was cured, rulac ends up going back to those noble meetings just to make fun of the current head of angenas.

    sianxx June 18, 2021 8:24 am
    future! sorry i meant background info on why gallahan is treating vieze like this :) the angenas do not get the business because gallahan lived pass his disease that the angenas suspected would kill him. like i... sqeeee

    Ohhh thank you for the reply (≧∀≦)

sqeeee June 17, 2021 6:58 am

spoilers i’m going over: gallahan’s disease, perez’s life style, lombardy’s true power, how they cured gallahan’s disease, vestian’s (shanannet’s ugly husband lmfao) true colors





honestly tia is my favorite fl. coupled with perez they are a crazy power duo. i’m reading the novel right now and i’m super proud of gallahan winning the medal at the banquet. also the way rulac challenged angenas when they tried to steal gallahan’s ready to wear boutique store. reading the way the angenas were shaken up by rulac after gallahan got better was so so fucking cool. man bombarded into the meeting (he was once the chairman of!) and bullied the angenas head that no one in the meeting could side with him. hilarious.

anyways, this timeline is quite different from the previous timeline. i appreciate perez’s involvement in curing gallahan too. turns out rulac is Perez’s supporter and guardian. Perez also gets his own palace because rulac stormed into the emperor’s office after hearing his condition and made a somewhat fool out of the emperor. empress was so mad. the emperor basically ignores his children, but he HATES how the angenas family is growing stronger every day. perez was previously under the empress’s care, but then the emperor gave the authority to rulac. he knows he cannot challenge lombardy even if he is the emperor. i remember in the novel they described rulac as just sitting in the emperor’s office sit waiting for him to come back. that’s the power of lombardy for ya.

when it comes to gallahan’s cure, tia sent a letter to estira, when she heard of gallahan’s condition, she came back of course. she developed a cure but it was only 50% effective. she was missing one ingredient. funny thing is, perez and tia have been sending letters ever since rulac announced to the emperor he wanted to be perez’s guardian. it’s a secret between them :) they were talking about this flower that only grows in the south, and funny thing, it’s the same flower that’s used to cure gallahan. perez knew tia was sad, and while tia was in a bad mood because she was forced to ply with perez while her dad was lying sickly in bed, turns out perez spent time looking for books on gallahan’s disease and picked out all sorts of medicine books for tia. it made tia so happy. when she found out the flower they needed was the flower perez was talking about, perez literally ran away from his palace without any guards or maids just to go give it to tia. he’s so whipped. except rulac made it so clear he didn’t want perez liking his granddaughter (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

i’m going to jump a bit to Vestian, shanannet’s husband and the twins father. he’s a total scumbag. cheated on shanannet, never loved her to begin with. he doesn’t deserve her. continuously pestered tia’s paternal grandmother’s sister in law (natalia’s sister, natalia was rulac’s wife, tia’s grandma who is dead) to sell a mine to him. basically embezzled a shit ton of money. i reallt admire shanannet but i feel bad she was totally unaware. fortunately, they divorced, but vestian had the fucking audacity to bring his secret lover (his childhood friend he liked before he was arranged marriage to shanannet) to a banquet, wearing shanannet’s necklace that belonged to her MOTHER. how low can you get? first you cheat and then steal one of the remaining jewelry of your ex dead mother in law? i hate him so much. fortunately tia made a way for the lover to be shown in from of rulac, and he made a whole scene about it, asking her where she got the necklace from. humiliation against a cheating bastard and a women who knew her lover was married is so amusing.

that’s probably all the spoilers i have for the novel. very good book imo, i honestly love their family bonds, but i’m a bit biased towards shanannet. she deserves a better husband ( ̄へ ̄)

    _shu_ June 17, 2021 6:58 am

    hey can I know the name and where I can read the novel??

    sqeeee June 17, 2021 7:04 am
    hey can I know the name and where I can read the novel?? _shu_

    the author is very strict on hunting down translator, while you won’t find any actual translations of the story, you can get novelupdates (except look for “In this life, I will be Lord) spoilers. the forum goes over all the things that happens, or you can try and make a kakaopage account and read on there. however if you don’t know korean you will have to mtl it of course

    btuhhhhhhh June 17, 2021 7:22 am

    YOO I REALLY ENJOYED READING THAY thankyou so much!! The novel sounds really fun to read. It felt so satisfying to see all the small fries get put in place lol

    Yanah1412 June 17, 2021 9:12 am

    Ikr like near the end when Tia was acting as the Deputy Matriarch and Perez was presiding the conference all the other nobles and aristocrats were embarrassed because they couldn't add anything to say when the both of them literally solved and talked about the problems like they were having afternoon tea Best power couple ever.

sqeeee June 11, 2021 6:19 am

man i totally understand you all being frustrated too, but i can’t help but feel bad because i sort of sympathize with tia. if i killed someone off in my first life who was so nice to me for someone who ended up killing me (lawrence), i would be dying of guilt too. like i will make sure that girl ends up happy over my happiness. lysia in these chapters sound really nice though. the way she stood up for tia when aubrey was disrespecting her.



also the speech cedric makes in the later chapters about how he trusted everyone in the fortress so he only worried about the exterior of evron is so sad. he really trusted the people of evron and when tia gets kidnapped he can only be frustrated. so glad he chose to kill off aubrey. sort of feel bad for her parents, in a sympathizing mood today ( ̄へ ̄)

    Jiophone2 June 11, 2021 9:41 am

    Heyy can you please tell me for how long Tia will keep hurting Cedric cux its too sad for me to read. I don't dislike her but I dislike the situation and wanna skip till there.

    sqeeee June 11, 2021 8:39 pm
    Heyy can you please tell me for how long Tia will keep hurting Cedric cux its too sad for me to read. I don't dislike her but I dislike the situation and wanna skip till there. Jiophone2

    i’m not really sure tbh. i read up to chapter 68 and tia was kidnapped. i believe they will solve their problem around ch 70-74 :)

sqeeee October 16, 2020 8:03 am

ok so...i did end up reading ahead and skipped over 90 useless chapters (or i think so myself haha), spoilers (not really? ch 200+ spoilers)














alright lets get some things said here, yes, the jxx DID sleep with Honglian the prostitute, no I don't know how many times, I believe Shen Yu is no longer mute also! Their relationship does get better when Jun Xuanxiao is on the verge of death though, found that p sad since Shen Yu deserves way better! Like everyone else is saying, Shen yu does become pregnant in the end, the end of the novel, chapter 241 is more Song Qing centric. Seems he ends up with Honglian or this Lian'er, I have not read where this "Lian'er" shows up though so I cannot say if they're the same person or not. The third extra after the novel's final chapter is very cute though, JXX acting like a concern father for their unborn child, still doesn't really make up for his behavior but you get me. I don't know what happens to Dai Rou, but I believe JXX doesn't have a harem anymore and it's just Shen Yu.

    Venien October 16, 2020 9:20 am

    Spoiler reply








    I don't know...I was wonder if JXX did slept with Honglian but later in the novel (I think when JXX was being the guard), it was said he actually hasn't been physically with anyone after Shen Yu. (When I read that, I felt that author back track a bit and trying to explain that was an act to drive Shen Yu out.)

    Yes Lianer and Honglian are the same person. Lianer was Song Qing's childhood friend but his family was accused of treason but Lianer managed to escape. He got sold and worked in a prostitute house. There is an explanation on why Honglian always wear red, there is a love-hate relationship with that colour.

    It was implied that Dai Rou was ahemm gang raped after she tried to get Shen Yu assaulted. Honglian rescued Shen Yu. Dai Rou went mentally insane after that.

    Yes, JXX didn't have anyone else after Shen Yu. He temporary 'married' Shen Yu Fu to get Shen Yu's to reaction, but discarded her the next day. I thought the scene where Song Qing asked if they should execute Shen Yu Fu was funny because clearly Shen Yu has the power.

    Personally, I think JXX had redeemed himself especially the part when he ran off to be the mute guard. He did want the best for Shen Yu even if it means to give up on him.

    Ishuca October 16, 2020 12:37 pm
    Spoiler replyI don't know...I was wonder if JXX did slept with Honglian but later in the novel (I think when JXX was being the guard), it was said he actually hasn't been physically with anyone after Shen Yu. ... Venien

    Are you sure he didn't cheat especially with honglain??????

    Ishuca October 16, 2020 12:39 pm

    Venien@ says jixx never touched anyone after shenyu and him being with prostitute is just a show to drive shenyu out!!!!! I thought you said shen saw prince f**king prostitute?!

    Ishuca October 16, 2020 12:52 pm
    Spoiler replyI don't know...I was wonder if JXX did slept with Honglian but later in the novel (I think when JXX was being the guard), it was said he actually hasn't been physically with anyone after Shen Yu. ... Venien

    You mean honglian and prince were faking moans to fool shen yu and drive him out????????!!!

    sqeeee October 16, 2020 2:51 pm
    Spoiler replyI don't know...I was wonder if JXX did slept with Honglian but later in the novel (I think when JXX was being the guard), it was said he actually hasn't been physically with anyone after Shen Yu. ... Venien

    hmmm I’ll finish the novel, I think I see where you’re coming from, the author should know we wouldn’t keep on reading if he did fuck someone else! thanks (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

    Ishuca October 16, 2020 9:01 pm
    hmmm I’ll finish the novel, I think I see where you’re coming from, the author should know we wouldn’t keep on reading if he did fuck someone else! thanks (๑•ㅂ•)و✧ sqeeee

    The description of ch 82 which you beautifully translated was from the point of view of shenyu .right? Cause venien spoiled that it was a show to fool shenyu!!!(?)

    Ishuca October 16, 2020 9:01 pm

    I thought I would be happier a bit if I were convinced that prince didn't cheat but knowing he put on a fake show with a prostitute to make shenyu cry just maddens me..he's sick

    sqeeee October 16, 2020 10:07 pm
    The description of ch 82 which you beautifully translated was from the point of view of shenyu .right? Cause venien spoiled that it was a show to fool shenyu!!!(?) Ishuca

    yes it was from the view of shen yu! now that someone else has told me what happened i think they’re pretty accurate that maybe that was just to rile shen yu up!

    Venien October 16, 2020 11:24 pm
    Venien@ says jixx never touched anyone after shenyu and him being with prostitute is just a show to drive shenyu out!!!!! I thought you said shen saw prince f**king prostitute?! Ishuca

    Yeah, it supposed to be an act for JXX and Honglian. Pretty sure Shen Yu was only outside the door. It's not really my favourite part of the story, so I only read it once.

    sqeeee October 17, 2020 3:55 am
    Yeah, it supposed to be an act for JXX and Honglian. Pretty sure Shen Yu was only outside the door. It's not really my favourite part of the story, so I only read it once. Venien

    indeed, that's really not the best way to make shen yu upset, i feel really bad for him honestly

    Ishuca October 17, 2020 10:26 pm
    Yeah, it supposed to be an act for JXX and Honglian. Pretty sure Shen Yu was only outside the door. It's not really my favourite part of the story, so I only read it once. Venien

    I got my hopes up just alittle for seme when I realized he didn't sleep with anyone after shenyu ,but...just why he needs to fake a cheating to harass shenyu? Is he sick ...jesus he needs tons of therapy sessions to be worthy of shenyu

    Venien October 18, 2020 12:48 am
    I got my hopes up just alittle for seme when I realized he didn't sleep with anyone after shenyu ,but...just why he needs to fake a cheating to harass shenyu? Is he sick ...jesus he needs tons of therapy sessio... Ishuca

    No, JXX knew the emperor was also interested in Shen Yu because of the special clan that Shen Yu was from. Both of them noticed Shen Yu's extraordinary long figures. In the comic, there is a small panel when the emperor noticing Shen Yu's fingers when they first meet. Anyways, this clan was supposed to have extra wealth and great knowledge. JXX was thinking by sending Shen Yu to the emperor, he can allow the emperor find the information and scoop in in the end. Shen Yu overhear their conversation and he knew later on - another punch to the face. (JXX regretted doing that and didn't care about the clan's info after after).

    You know, two things came to me recently. 1) After a while, when Shen Yu reaccounted the painful memories in his head, it seems that what bother him the most was when JJX said that he liked Shen Yu but not enough to love him. JXX supposedly being with Honglian didn't get replay his memory because Shen Yu knew that JXX had others. It was common at the time and in fact, Shen Yu was an addition to someone else. 2) I don't think JXX realized that he actually loved Shen Yu after Shen Yu left. His comment about liking him but not loving him, I don't think it was a lie. At the time, his ambition was high and he didn't realize Shen Yu held his heart that much. That's just my take.

    mrs_F October 18, 2020 6:45 pm

    Shen Yu became pregnant???

    Ishuca October 18, 2020 6:45 pm
    No, JXX knew the emperor was also interested in Shen Yu because of the special clan that Shen Yu was from. Both of them noticed Shen Yu's extraordinary long figures. In the comic, there is a small panel when... Venien

    Hey I'm sooo confused . Another person spoiled the novel kindly to me but they insist it's not what you said. they said :" seme sleeps with honglian every night when hong Lian was already at the palace. He even said that he likes sleeping with Hong Lian bec he was flexible, and can do many positions unlike the other concubines. You’re right the king didn’t sleep with anyone after Shen Yu bec he considers sleeping with Hong Lian for the show". In another words he thinks it's a lost in translation case when king of zhenbei says sex for show .... he meant it it was real sex as a show to anger shenyu , not a fake moaning or fake sex behind closed door which shenyu misunderstood as real sex !!!!!!!!!! I don't know whether you're saying the right story or them.

    Ishuca October 18, 2020 6:47 pm
    No, JXX knew the emperor was also interested in Shen Yu because of the special clan that Shen Yu was from. Both of them noticed Shen Yu's extraordinary long figures. In the comic, there is a small panel when... Venien

    http://www.mangago.zone/home/mangatopic/7885250/

    This is the link to that topic in which the person i was talking about disagreed with you

    Ishuca October 18, 2020 6:47 pm
    http://www.mangago.me/home/mangatopic/7885250/This is the link to that topic in which the person i was talking about disagreed with you Ishuca

    Page 2, his name is Porridge

    Ishuca October 18, 2020 7:11 pm
    No, JXX knew the emperor was also interested in Shen Yu because of the special clan that Shen Yu was from. Both of them noticed Shen Yu's extraordinary long figures. In the comic, there is a small panel when... Venien

    Yes i know concubines were common at that time and uke might have desperately accepted other concubines but the problem lies when king beats and smashed shenyu's head upon a table when he doubt he was cheating when emperor secretly met shenyu.....when someone doesn't like being cheating but cheats it's just superb sick so I wanted to make sure he really cheated or not before reading this work!

    草莓香香好好吃 October 19, 2020 7:41 pm
    Shen Yu became pregnant??? mrs_F

    Yes

    mrs_F October 20, 2020 4:49 pm

    I started reading the novel 2 days ago. I’m really really intrigued now!

    Ishuca October 21, 2020 9:28 pm
    No, JXX knew the emperor was also interested in Shen Yu because of the special clan that Shen Yu was from. Both of them noticed Shen Yu's extraordinary long figures. In the comic, there is a small panel when... Venien

    Please:( answer so I can get out of this confusion

    Venien October 25, 2020 7:43 am
    Please:( answer so I can get out of this confusion Ishuca

    Sorry, which part is confusing?

    Ishuca October 25, 2020 8:01 am
    Sorry, which part is confusing? Venien

    Oh thank you for replying.
    Another person spoiled the novel kindly to me but they insist it's not what you said. they said :" seme sleeps with honglian every night when hong Lian was already at the palace. He even said that he likes sleeping with Hong Lian bec he was flexible, and can do many positions unlike the other concubines. You’re right the king didn’t sleep with anyone after Shen Yu bec he considers sleeping with Hong Lian for the show". In another words he thinks it's a lost in translation case when king of zhenbei says sex for show .... he meant it it was real sex as a show to anger shenyu , not a fake moaning or fake sex behind closed door which shenyu misunderstood as real sex !!!!!!!!!! I don't know whether you're saying the right story or them.
    This is the link.to topic ..the raw reader's name is porridge
    http://www.mangago.zone/home/mangatopic/7885250/

    Venien October 25, 2020 1:27 pm
    Oh thank you for replying. Another person spoiled the novel kindly to me but they insist it's not what you said. they said :" seme sleeps with honglian every night when hong Lian was already at the palace. He e... Ishuca

    Okay. I see what you mean and I recalled what Porridge's mentioned. As I mentioned, I read those section only once but I remembered it was said that Zhenbei spent every night with Honglian. I have to admit, when I read that I was convinced that he had physical relationship with him too. The part about Honglian's performance was a bit later and it was a conversation between them that Shen Yu overheard. At that time when I was reading it, I thought they were at it too.

    However, when I said it was said in the novel, Zhenbei hasn't been with anyone since Shen Yu, it was during his redemption period, further down in the novel, I think the readers are supposed to think all of those are fake. (or that's that's my take and i think the author back peddle a bit. It's a bit for interpretation). It never explicitly said he was acting with Honglian.

    Thought I am not used to reading simplified Chinese, I read the raw version. I not really inclined to read the sections when it was hard for Shen Yu, so you'll noticed that I said that I am going by memory.

    Venien October 25, 2020 3:40 pm
    Oh thank you for replying. Another person spoiled the novel kindly to me but they insist it's not what you said. they said :" seme sleeps with honglian every night when hong Lian was already at the palace. He e... Ishuca

    I don't know if this helps you, but I noticed in the official raw manga, ch 35 (the chapter where Shen Yu over hears Zhen Bei and Honglian were talking about Shen Yu) is available thought some of the chapters before and after isn't. https://www.kuaikanmanhua.com/web/comic/310877/ There is a panel that shows Zhen Bei being awared that Shen Yu is outside.

    As expected, they didn't include any explicit parts, so you might not get your answer. I think this is one of those questions that it will be helpful to ask the author to clarify.

    Venien October 26, 2020 12:40 am
    Oh thank you for replying. Another person spoiled the novel kindly to me but they insist it's not what you said. they said :" seme sleeps with honglian every night when hong Lian was already at the palace. He e... Ishuca

    I found that line that I was looking for. It was in chp.127 in case you are wondering. It's the part where JXX was going to marry someone else to get Shen Yu's attention, after JXX defeated the emperor.

    君玄梟煩躁地扯了扯自己的袍子,自有了沈玉,他從沒踫過任何人,哪怕是紅蓮,都是陪他做戲,可沈玉為何不明白他的心意呢?鎮北王在酒氣中,逐漸心灰意冷。。

    Here is the translation (yes, I used google, lazy from typing, but it's pretty close): "Jun Xuanxiao tugged at his robes irritably. Since he has Shen Yu, he has never been with anyone, even if it is Honglian, he always plays with him, but why doesn't Shen Yu understand his intentions? In the alcohol, gradually frustrated."

    The part about 'playing with Honglian' can be open to interruption I guess. After reading that line, I got the impression that JXX and Honglian were faking it.

    Ishuca October 28, 2020 11:50 pm
    I found that line that I was looking for. It was in chp.127 in case you are wondering. It's the part where JXX was going to marry someone else to get Shen Yu's attention, after JXX defeated the emperor.君玄... Venien

    Thank you so much so much . PORRIDGE also translated chapter 127 as he tugged at his robe, since shenyu he hasn't touched anyone, even honglian who accompanies him for the show. But it's confusing if he was with honglian why he says he hasn't touched anyone?
    PORRIDGE says in chapter 74+
    "A lot of the servants and eunuchs even song qing knew the king had a new male favorite bec they were doing it every night in the kings chamber." Here shejyu didn't know about honglian...this was a show too?

    Ishuca October 28, 2020 11:51 pm
    I don't know if this helps you, but I noticed in the official raw manga, ch 35 (the chapter where Shen Yu over hears Zhen Bei and Honglian were talking about Shen Yu) is available thought some of the chapters b... Venien

    Did king of zhenbei really said to honglian he likes he's flexible? Or was it a fake show

    Venien October 29, 2020 12:07 pm
    Thank you so much so much . PORRIDGE also translated chapter 127 as he tugged at his robe, since shenyu he hasn't touched anyone, even honglian who accompanies him for the show. But it's confusing if he was wi... Ishuca

    This is just my opinion as it never really explicitly stated if Shen Yu knew or not. I think Honglian was introduced around chp74, I mentioned that even I took that they were really doing it when I read that part of the story. Lines like even the servants knew gave you that impression. It is possible the Shen Yu knew too, but that he was probably more concern about JXX's feeling for him. After reading later on in the story, that line in chp 127 gave me the feeling that the author wants to do reverse that by saying they were faking it.

    Venien October 29, 2020 12:09 pm
    Did king of zhenbei really said to honglian he likes he's flexible? Or was it a fake show Ishuca

    He did say that but he knew Shen Yu was outside, so he could have said that to anger SHen Yu.

    Venien October 29, 2020 12:19 pm
    Did king of zhenbei really said to honglian he likes he's flexible? Or was it a fake show Ishuca

    If the author didn't put lines like in chp127, I probably believed JXX and Honglian did it. Personally, because those lines, it changed my perception of what was real or fake. I probably put more emphasis on that as I do focus more on the later part of the story. It is ambiguous enough that everyone might interrupt it differently (like Porridge and I) and draw their own conclusion.

    Venien October 29, 2020 12:34 pm
    If the author didn't put lines like in chp127, I probably believed JXX and Honglian did it. Personally, because those lines, it changed my perception of what was real or fake. I probably put more emphasis on t... Venien

    Sorry, I mean interpret different.

    I supposed if you believe that they could be faking it, they could act once purposely around a servant and allow them to gossip among themselves. They did that when Shen Yu moved out of his mansion. I think it is up to the readers to fill in the blanks based on what they think.

    Ishuca November 1, 2020 3:23 am
    Sorry, I mean interpret different.I supposed if you believe that they could be faking it, they could act once purposely around a servant and allow them to gossip among themselves. They did that when Shen Yu ... Venien

    Well if the Chinese translation is accurate and it says : ""king didn't touched anyone after shenyu and honglian only accompanied him for show/play" then I think author really was trying to redeem king ...but it's like he changed his mind about king's character and suddenly wanted to redeem him regardless of the fact that king was acting like shit 126 chapters ago.

    Venien November 1, 2020 4:50 pm
    Well if the Chinese translation is accurate and it says : ""king didn't touched anyone after shenyu and honglian only accompanied him for show/play" then I think author really was trying to redeem king ...but i... Ishuca

    I feel the same way, maybe the intention was there by the author, but the execution missed a bit. It was one extreme to another and it felt a bit like the 'It's all a dream trope'. I mean what you thought was true for a long time wasn't the case.

    But in any case, I supposed some of us like an redemption story so when I was reading it, I was curious to see what he did to make up for Shen Yu in the second half of the story, and there were a lot to make up for.

    Ishuca November 4, 2020 1:19 am
    I feel the same way, maybe the intention was there by the author, but the execution missed a bit. It was one extreme to another and it felt a bit like the 'It's all a dream trope'. I mean what you thought was... Venien

    I wonder why some people like Porridge was so sure about kong and honglain sleeping together. Porridge said ch 127 doesn't mean they didn't do it , it meant it was only to drive shenyu out...but assuming the Chinese translation is right , ch 127 clearly says he never touched or been with anyone after shenyu ...honglian was for show or play
    If he had sex then why he says he never touched anyone or been with anyone....

    Anyway I was hoping to like king character a little bit after knowing he didn't cheat but it's still not 100% clear whether he slept with honglian or not ....so I hate him

    Venien November 4, 2020 2:48 pm
    I wonder why some people like Porridge was so sure about kong and honglain sleeping together. Porridge said ch 127 doesn't mean they didn't do it , it meant it was only to drive shenyu out...but assuming the C... Ishuca

    I am not sure why Porridge interpret that line as they did. I took that line directly from the source, so I am taking the literally meaning from it.

    Well, I can understand why you hate JXX, he did pretty awful things in the beginning. To me whether he slept with Honglian isn't worst thing. For me, I don't hate him because he also had to go through a lot in the second half of the story. Both him and Shen Yu had personally growth and at the end of the day, whether there were love rivals or other interfere, they really do love each other. In the story, JXX asked Shen Yu if he hates him, Shen Yu said he does, but it does not 1/1000 of the love he has for him(JXX). So, if Shen Yu forgives him, I do too.

    Ishuca November 4, 2020 4:27 pm
    I am not sure why Porridge interpret that line as they did. I took that line directly from the source, so I am taking the literally meaning from it. Well, I can understand why you hate JXX, he did pretty awfu... Venien

    But shenyu for me is a Stockholm syndrome...he feel affection for his cruel guy who captivates him.
    And if king slept with honglian, for me is worst cause king himself beat and punished shenyu for cheating (where in fact shenyu was innocent and had nothing to do with emperor) if king dislikes cheating so much why he himself commit it...he's a hypocrite who doesn't view shenyu as an equal .

    But if you say the Chinese translation is correct then I guess he really didn't touch honglian

    Venien November 5, 2020 1:19 pm
    But shenyu for me is a Stockholm syndrome...he feel affection for his cruel guy who captivates him. And if king slept with honglian, for me is worst cause king himself beat and punished shenyu for cheating (wh... Ishuca

    Shen Yu's feeling toward JXX gets flushed out later. He realized that he has feeling for him, but he was a lot afraid of him the whole time. He realized that after he left JXX, he came to recognize the good and bad sides of JXX and accept him who he is. That was part of Shen Yu's maturity as well.

    You have a point about JXX's treatment to Shen Yu when he accused him for being with the emperor. From his point of view because of his status, he isn't being a hypocrite for sleeping with others, but it's not okay for Shen Yu (who belongs to him) go to someone. The norm at in historical can't be compared to modern view point, like it was normal to have multiple wives. That said, he knew the whole time that Shen Yu was innocent but this was one of the acts that he did to drive Shen Yu to the emperor (supposedly). To me, that was crueler, but again, I think it's partly the author trying to make thing more dramatic.

    But going to back what I said that JXX felt that it's normal to be more superior, later on in the story, he threw away his emperor status (temporarily) to chase after Shen Yu and prepare to be a guard for him. He protected and acted like a servant for Shen Yu. For the emperor of a kingdom to do that, it showed how he valued Shen Yu later on.

    Ishuca November 7, 2020 1:30 am
    Shen Yu's feeling toward JXX gets flushed out later. He realized that he has feeling for him, but he was a lot afraid of him the whole time. He realized that after he left JXX, he came to recognize the good a... Venien

    Hmm yeah I want to believe in his development but I must first find out whether he was with honglian or was it a show ....with you're explanation, it was a fake act but it's still so ambiguous that it fails to redeem king in my eyes. Thank you so much for answering

sqeeee September 28, 2020 1:20 am

I actually read part of the novel, up to around 120 chapters. I know a lot of you guys like Jun Xuanxiao now because he protects Shen Yu, but he does a lot of things I wouldn’t really admire about him. A lot of spoilers down below. JXX = Jun Xuanxiao, SY = Shen Yu, XXY = Xiao Xiye (Emperor), DR = Dai Rou (Princess Consort)





















First of all, Jun Xuanxiao is nothing but a man filled with vinegar. He found out Shen Yu lied about Xiao Xiye(Emperor) visiting the pavilion. He already knew XXY visited SY, but he wanted to test SY to see if he would tell the truth. After that day he ignored SY I believe. Then came the hunting day, XXY, JXX, and DR were out on the grounds but JXX made SY stay inside the carriage with Song Qing guarding him. Shen Yu wanted to join JXX so he asked Song Qing to teach him, when SQ was trying to help SY get on the horse, JXX came back and saw SQ holding his thigh and he became angry. A bunch of Huns came later, XXY and JXX sent DR back to SY when Song Qing was taking SY away from the Huns. DR asked SY to let her in the carriage, he agreed and she pushed him off the carriage, he fell down the cliff. JXX and XXY went to go find him, and at the end of that chapter, JXX says the one thing he regrets most is not being the one who found SY that night. XXY was the one who found him, and they stayed in a cave to keep warm. In the morning JXX found them and he saw SY had XXY’s cape over him, he got mad and then left. I won’t say a lot about that scene but later XXY took back JXX’s army. He got mad and XXY called what he did rebellion so he locked up JXX (escaped later thanks to Shen Yu). Also Shen Yu’s origins (Yunmeng) plays a very important part to this story but I won’t say much on it. The one thing that ticks me though is that JXX does bring back another person to his palace (works under Dai Rou), Shen Yu overheard JXX say to that person that Shen Yu was just a sex slave for him. When SY asked JXX if he had ever loved him, JXX responds with “Never.”

    Whoopsies September 28, 2020 2:55 am

    is that the end of it or is there a happy ending bc i will drop this so quick if there isnt

    Tokyo September 28, 2020 4:16 am

    whats the novel called? and can you drop the link i would love to read it

    sqeeee September 28, 2020 5:52 am
    is that the end of it or is there a happy ending bc i will drop this so quick if there isnt Whoopsies

    spoilers //

























    there is a happy ending! shen yu gets pregnant (i believe it’s because of his Yunmeng origins). I haven’t finished it yet but that’s what i found out on novelupdates!

    sqeeee September 28, 2020 5:56 am
    whats the novel called? and can you drop the link i would love to read it Tokyo

    it’s called silent lover!! i read the chinese raws but you can try reading it machine translated. http://mfeik.com/2_2410/

    sqeeee September 28, 2020 5:59 am
    whats the novel called? and can you drop the link i would love to read it Tokyo

    sorry i tried the link and its not working on mobile http://www.mfeik.com/2_2410/ should be the correct link

    LemonPyong September 28, 2020 6:50 am

    Did the Emperor lay his hand on Shen Yu?
    Did they do it??

    yaoibeauty September 28, 2020 9:47 am
    is that the end of it or is there a happy ending bc i will drop this so quick if there isnt Whoopsies

    I am with you on that.... despicable

    Roro0 September 28, 2020 9:54 am
    sorry i tried the link and its not working on mobile http://www.mfeik.com/2_2410/ should be the correct link sqeeee

    I can't belive to myself that I am about to read the novel than reading my school requirements, Oh what the heck.

    Roro0 September 28, 2020 9:55 am
    sorry i tried the link and its not working on mobile http://www.mfeik.com/2_2410/ should be the correct link sqeeee

    Oh another thing, is there no "already" translated to english? Just wondering tho.

    XjellowHellowX September 28, 2020 10:12 am
    spoilers //there is a happy ending! shen yu gets pregnant (i believe it’s because of his Yunmeng origins). I haven’t finished it yet but that’s what i found out on novelupdates! sqeeee

    Wait who is the father? JXX Or XXY?

    __yūmcha September 28, 2020 10:17 am

    OOOoooooooooo Im dropping this lol.. im sorry i hate the seme's attitude

    __yūmcha September 28, 2020 10:18 am
    Wait who is the father? JXX Or XXY? XjellowHellowX

    i wanna know too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    Kaycee September 28, 2020 3:17 pm
    spoilers //there is a happy ending! shen yu gets pregnant (i believe it’s because of his Yunmeng origins). I haven’t finished it yet but that’s what i found out on novelupdates! sqeeee

    He crushed the red thing, what will happen now? Will it still lead to the happy ending? Tell me it will. My heart was crushed together with it. T_T

    sqeeee September 28, 2020 3:17 pm
    Did the Emperor lay his hand on Shen Yu?Did they do it?? LemonPyong

    spoiler //













    they never did anything, but back in the cave xiao xiye hugged shen yu because he was freezing, xiao xiye took shen yu back to his palace during the time jun xuanxiao “rebelled” but shen yu always reject xiao xiye’s advances, so tdlr: no

    Kaycee September 28, 2020 3:18 pm
    Wait who is the father? JXX Or XXY? XjellowHellowX

    I want to believe it is JXX. I really hope so... T_T

    sqeeee September 28, 2020 3:19 pm
    Oh another thing, is there no "already" translated to english? Just wondering tho. Roro0

    There’s one by Flex Tape Scan https://flextapescans.wordpress.com/silent-lover/ unfortunately they’re at ch 36 ish which is right around the part where shen yu gets exposed for being a man

    sqeeee September 28, 2020 3:20 pm
    Wait who is the father? JXX Or XXY? XjellowHellowX

    spoilers //












    JXX is, I think by the end of the novel XXY found someone he loves too.

    sqeeee September 28, 2020 3:22 pm
    He crushed the red thing, what will happen now? Will it still lead to the happy ending? Tell me it will. My heart was crushed together with it. T_T Kaycee

    spoilers //











    there’s a happy ending, currently i’m not sure myself but the part i’m reading now, xiao xiye is looking over this place near yunmeng, so sooner or later we’re gonna explore shen yu’s origins. apparently he’s part of this family i kind of forgot the name but i think it was really important

    Kaycee September 28, 2020 3:50 pm

    Thank you soo much!! You made my day!

    Tokyo September 28, 2020 3:52 pm

    omg, same I'm so happy. my computer auto-translated and I just jumped in I'm on chapter 6 already

    XjellowHellowX September 29, 2020 12:46 am
    spoilers //JXX is, I think by the end of the novel XXY found someone he loves too. sqeeee

    Ohhhhh~ ty so much(๑•ㅂ•)و✧

    LemonPyong September 29, 2020 12:52 pm
    spoiler //they never did anything, but back in the cave xiao xiye hugged shen yu because he was freezing, xiao xiye took shen yu back to his palace during the time jun xuanxiao “rebelled” but shen yu always... sqeeee

    So the Emperor was not forceful? Thank goodness. I hope he has his own story. It doesn’t matter if he finds a man or a woman, I want him to be happy too since he’s treated Shen Yu well.

    Ishuca October 15, 2020 2:08 am

    I saw some spoilers on cheating after prince sensed jealousy and betrayal because of uke but the spoiling person wasn't sure whether prince slept with the new male that prince brought or just was around his room...does he cheat on uke after their relationship get official. Like will he be with others and continue his lecherous ways

    sqeeee October 15, 2020 7:52 am
    I saw some spoilers on cheating after prince sensed jealousy and betrayal because of uke but the spoiling person wasn't sure whether prince slept with the new male that prince brought or just was around his roo... Ishuca

    he brought back someone who was supposedly working under the princess consort as well. i believe it was a girl and i think she could possibly like song qing or not, not very sure on that part. shen yu does see jxx fucking her through that’s where he tells that person that he only uses shen yu for sex. i havent caught up yet but i believe he doesn’t see anyone else after their relationship becomes official!

    Ishuca October 15, 2020 5:17 pm
    he brought back someone who was supposedly working under the princess consort as well. i believe it was a girl and i think she could possibly like song qing or not, not very sure on that part. shen yu does see ... sqeeee

    I searched for Spanish ch 32 in manhwa and Google translate it
    Seme was studying his royal affairs when that male b*tch guy came seductively suggesting something like this:" it's late your highness and you are tired so let this servant relax you" but seme slapped his hands and rejected him
    Why it's different in novel .....you said he was f**king him when shenyu saw him???? Is it described in novel how? Or are you guessing?

    Ishuca October 15, 2020 5:21 pm
    he brought back someone who was supposedly working under the princess consort as well. i believe it was a girl and i think she could possibly like song qing or not, not very sure on that part. shen yu does see ... sqeeee

    What are you saying...their relationship became official way sooner than that f**king prince cheating....the seme fooled me when he said he no longer wants sex as something to cool steam off but he wants oneness with shenyu now, body and heart. But he's still trash .why why he sleeps with that new guy in the novel?

    sqeeee October 15, 2020 5:33 pm
    What are you saying...their relationship became official way sooner than that f**king prince cheating....the seme fooled me when he said he no longer wants sex as something to cool steam off but he wants onenes... Ishuca

    remember because of censorship the manhua does not draw explicit scenes, the novel is way more explicit. their relationship is only deemed official (to me at least) when jun xuanxiao gets over his petty self. jun xuanxiao was the one who told shen yu he never loved him, you can’t say their relationship is official by then. xiao xiye threw jun xuanxiao in jail and shen yu was the one who freed him, before he was thrown in jail the person jun xuanxiao brought back who i assume is the owner of the slave trade family (as it sounds like) has done some things with him and has also gotten shen yu into a lot of misunderstandings with jxx. however that person did help shen yu once, and it doesn’t really sound like they consider themselves a subordinate of dai rou’s/princess consort. the novel is about 200 chapters and since i’m only in the 100s i can’t say much about when their relationship truly becomes official. i’ll come back and update when i finish

    Ishuca October 15, 2020 5:39 pm
    remember because of censorship the manhua does not draw explicit scenes, the novel is way more explicit. their relationship is only deemed official (to me at least) when jun xuanxiao gets over his petty self. j... sqeeee

    Thanks very much . novel is explicit!!!!!!!!!! so how is it described the sex between prince and new prostitute guy? Im curious.
    And you haven't told my why he sleeps with that prostitute? Just because of his misunderstanding with shenyu?

    sqeeee October 15, 2020 6:12 pm
    Thanks very much . novel is explicit!!!!!!!!!! so how is it described the sex between prince and new prostitute guy? Im curious. And you haven't told my why he sleeps with that prostitute? Just because of his m... Ishuca

    you know how there were other people brought back that the princess consort bullied and such(9 other woman i think, it was said in the beginning), i kind of forgot but this specific person was recommended by dai rou. he slept with that person bc he was angry at shen yu but he didn’t want to see dai rou. i guess you could say it’s because of their misunderstanding, shen yu really didn’t do anything wrong though. shen yu has never done anything with anyone except jun xuanxiao!

    Ishuca October 16, 2020 3:55 am
    you know how there were other people brought back that the princess consort bullied and such(9 other woman i think, it was said in the beginning), i kind of forgot but this specific person was recommended by da... sqeeee

    Yeah I knew that prince is piece of trash . He hates it when shenyu hangs with others and he will beat shenyu for it but he himself goes and f**ks others
    What a hypocrite and insincere douche. The ending would have been way more meaningful if uke gained his emotional independence and runaway from the prince.

    Ishuca October 16, 2020 3:57 am
    you know how there were other people brought back that the princess consort bullied and such(9 other woman i think, it was said in the beginning), i kind of forgot but this specific person was recommended by da... sqeeee

    Sorry for my questions. I'm curious how novel portrays explicit scenes with that dairou subordinate and the prince....like how the sex is described in word instead of pictures in manhwa. Do you know that chapter in novel about prince and that new male subordinate of princess????

    sqeeee October 16, 2020 7:50 am
    Sorry for my questions. I'm curious how novel portrays explicit scenes with that dairou subordinate and the prince....like how the sex is described in word instead of pictures in manhwa. Do you know that chap... Ishuca

    Chapter 82 is the chapter you would want to read! I have listed 82 down below along with other significant scenes up till chapter 90. I have made 82 the most descriptive per your request. I will list what happens in each chapter below, keep in mind I read the raws, format will be Chapter, Ch. Title (if I can translate it well enough), and then what happens: (spoiler alert)





    Chapter 68, Is Yu'er Willing to Serve (?): JXX states that he and XXY are brothers, if XXY wants Shen Yu, he would give Shen Yu to him (he said this to be petty).
    Chapter 70, How can you Wipe your Dirty (Impure) Body?: JXX goes to see Shen Yu, Shen Yu was really glad he was still in JXX's heart, he wanted to clear his name after being accused of having an affair with Song Qing (the guard), JXX slapped him and covered his face with ink, telling Shen Yu that no matter how many times he cleans himself he will always be dirty (impure).
    Chapter 74, Red Lotus: This is where the prostitute, Honglian makes their introduction!
    Chapter 79, Being Lovesick is the Most Disdainful: Shen Yu runs to JXX to show him the red bean dice he made to prove he only liked JXX, JXX explains he does not care for children toys and casually throws the dice into the snow. Shen Yu looks for it in the snow.
    Chapter 80, Being Lovesick is the Most Disdainful (2): Shen Yu finds the piece, tries to give it to JXX again, JXX knocks it over again and when Shen Yu tries to get it JXX steps on his foot and crushes the dice as well.
    Chapter 82, Stalker (?): Chapter starts off with Shen Yu accidentally walking near the pavilion and seeing two people, which is Honglian and Jun Xuanxiao. Here's a translation of how they described it: "Honglian's groans were very audible, and when the Zhenbai King went deep, he cried like a song, when the Zhenbai King sped up, he chirped like a sparrow, always keeping in step with the mood (matching the same emotions) of the Zhenbai King." Later on, JXX insults Shen Yu, when Honglian asked who he liked more-- Shen Yu or them, JXX replies "Naturally I like you a lot right now."
    Chapter 90, Have you Ever liked Yu'er?: Shen Yu asks Jun Xuanxiao if he likes him, JXX answers of course he did, why would he make Shen Yu his concubine if he didn't? Shen Yu follows with "Have you ever loved me?", JXX responds, "Never".

    Ishuca October 16, 2020 12:49 pm
    Chapter 82 is the chapter you would want to read! I have listed 82 down below along with other significant scenes up till chapter 90. I have made 82 the most descriptive per your request. I will list what happe... sqeeee

    Thank you so much . I almost threw up seeing the description of ch82 .... but your new topic , someone replied to it saying later in novel king of zhenbi says after shenyu he wasn't physically with anyone.....I'm confused now !!!!

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