Tfw you realize Satoshi has a sensitive gag reflex because he purged in high school to get skinnier when he used to be fat.. his insecurities about his body really showed in chapter nine when he didn't want to show his body at all during sex, it really touched me cause i can relate. Ma-kun handled the situation well, he didn't judge or be pushy and respected Satoshi very well, it gives me hope that I can find a partner like that too. It goes to show that just because someone has lost weight doesn't mean that they magically have the self esteem to come with it.
Fuck those bullies that made fun of him just for being fat, he has an eating disorder and body dysmorphia because of that. Weight is not something all of us can control, whether it be because of depression, school, work, or just cause you have a low metabolism.. the possibilities really are endless. The only body you should be concerned about is your own. Stop ruining other peoples lives just because they look different. Let people exist.
Is it me or it kinda feels like Ayeon is so shy and adorable in this story but then he was like bad boy, kinda snarky in Never Understand? I can see the parts of his personality where he's a cinnamon roll/in touch with his emotions in both stories but I didnt see much of the firey spirit he had too.









Literally said wtf out loud when I saw the last panel bruh