Fuck...I read the raws and I'm a sobbing mess cuz I don't understand anything...all I know is that in the flash back...our younger brother was approached by a older man. He brought our uke home and proceeded to rape him. There was blood and he was a crying and sobbing mess...but if I'm not wrong he kept on coming back and proceeded to 'sell' himself to fill that empty void or something his brother left in him. But even whilst being raped or selling himself...he always thought about the other party as his brother...I don't know if it's a sense of security but HELL no it's like what he saw as a child, his brother making out with his gf. That scene was etched into his mind and ruining his innocence by second. I don't know exactly what. Since I don't understand japanese...but I wanna know how he came to be like that...it's Soo damn pitiful and twisted broo...why do I have to read 2/3 BL Psychological Manga in a day y'all????
I showed them uncensored pp to my male colleague (he knows I read BL but doesn't care since he's a realist and doesn't watch anime ECT) and all he said was "the fudge? They tattooed their diccs? Sick brah..."
And I told him. Nooooo. That's not the response I was looking for why am I the only one who thinks it looks kinda scary and weird??? And as a man, he thinks that's it normal since it's just a drawing. No dear! They didn't capture the essence
But that aside, here comes the misunderstanding that might only goes on in a chapter I mean they're both needy and clingy so I'm sure it'll be fine in no time lol but kinda unhealthy in a way I guess...?










They're both freaky and wonky. I love them