BlueJordan August 3, 2020 3:13 pm

Omg binge reading this I need some xanax or something, my brain and heart is a mess! I don’t know what to hope for even!! Wtf!

BlueJordan August 2, 2020 9:00 am

I get why Nakyum would settle for Seungho kind of: roof over his head + food in his belly + sexual gratification for the first time, and ultimately he’s a low born without other options. However, I don’t get why is Seungho into Nakyum? If it’s because of all the crying, the murderous pretty bitch (forgot his name) is also a cry baby over Seungho. Beyond painting, I don’t get what sets Nakyum apart for Seungho. Anyone got any ideas?

    Beholdthebutt August 2, 2020 9:13 am

    I personally think that at first Seungho was only attracted to the paintings, but later found himself indulging in the thoughts of Nakyum looking at him and only him, with pure intentions of only painting. And I think he didn’t ever receive that from people, like as if no one ever had pure intentions or affections towards him. Since all the people he had sex with only sought him for pleasure and because he’s a noble. But Nakyum is so pure and all about the teacher that maybe Seungho wanted that for himself. And I don’t know if it’s just me but whenever they have sex, Nakyum looks at him and makes eye contact, whereas the other people have their eyes close??? Idk maybe I’m reading too much into it, but that’s how I see it.

    lorelei August 2, 2020 9:23 am

    prob bcuz seungho sees nak as a pretty little play thing that he can bully and always get rilled up. up until now (that we readers know of), seungho has had plenty of uppity/ rich hoes throwing themselves at him and ig he got bored of it. so now he comes across this docile, pretty, lowborn that cries and resists him & with a lowkey sexy side and boom,, he’s a simp

    BlueJordan August 2, 2020 9:37 am
    prob bcuz seungho sees nak as a pretty little play thing that he can bully and always get rilled up. up until now (that we readers know of), seungho has had plenty of uppity/ rich hoes throwing themselves at hi... lorelei

    Nakyum did put up a fight though at first. I wouldn’t call him docile. Why else would Seungho chase after him with a sword? Super cute though, that’s true.

    I do remember when Seungho said he used to punish servants by painting over them. Wonder if he used to paint too? Nah, I’m probably overreaching...

    I hope the mangaka addresses this big question though...

    BlueJordan August 2, 2020 9:39 am
    I personally think that at first Seungho was only attracted to the paintings, but later found himself indulging in the thoughts of Nakyum looking at him and only him, with pure intentions of only painting. And ... Beholdthebutt

    Hmmm... seems like Seungho has always been the center of the orgy party though. And Nakyum’s “pure eyes” were reserved to the learned B... idk... I hope the mangaka gives more hints as to what pulls Seungho to Nakyum

    Samy August 2, 2020 9:51 am

    I think it's because he noticed Namkyun's selfless love towards his teacher and it impressed him. He never had such a selfless affection directed towards him, so he wanted this for himself.

    TaeSarang August 2, 2020 10:12 am

    i think seungho is attracted to nakyum because he unconsciously feels jealous of learned scum? like seungho wants nakyum's 'pure' love and affection but the only way he knows how to get it is through forcefully make nakyum surrender. you can see how seungho was 'intrigued' when drunk nakyum confessed and gave his body so willingly to who he thought was the learned scum, seungho wants someone to pine for him, i think.

    BlueJordan August 2, 2020 10:18 am
    I think it's because he noticed Namkyun's selfless love towards his teacher and it impressed him. He never had such a selfless affection directed towards him, so he wanted this for himself. Samy

    Hmmmmm... that does indeed seem more plausible. Also doomed for failure. People are speculating about what sort of ending these two will have and I cycle back to that Q&A: someone asked if they can be happy, and the Mangaka replied “in their own way.” I wonder of the only possible “happy-ish” ending for the two is not with each other...? Well, I’ll keep reading to find out!

    TaeSarang August 2, 2020 10:21 am
    Hmmmmm... that does indeed seem more plausible. Also doomed for failure. People are speculating about what sort of ending these two will have and I cycle back to that Q&A: someone asked if they can be happy... BlueJordan

    im a sucker for happy endings, except for that learned scum (i hope he goes bald and fails) but fingers crossed :")

    BlueJordan August 2, 2020 10:22 am
    i think seungho is attracted to nakyum because he unconsciously feels jealous of learned scum? like seungho wants nakyum's 'pure' love and affection but the only way he knows how to get it is through forcefully... TaeSarang

    Hmmm... that does seem plausible, but then why not go for the pretty noble (sorry, I forgot the name)? That guy is crazy about Seungho and genuinely does understand him better than the rest of his playmates. He was the first and only one to recognize Nakyum as a real threat.

    Sugarcube August 2, 2020 1:26 pm
    Hmmm... that does seem plausible, but then why not go for the pretty noble (sorry, I forgot the name)? That guy is crazy about Seungho and genuinely does understand him better than the rest of his playmates. He... BlueJordan

    but he doesn't understand Seungho. Seungho's former sex partner(s) only cared about Seungho, because he is noble and rich, meanwhile Seungho hates this whole hierarchy thing. It's what ruined his family and life. All he has left is servants and fake people, who are only impressed by his status. Nakyum is the only one in his life, who is not impressed by nobles or Seungho, but actually adores someone based on their personal traits.. now that Seungho has realised this, he craves for real love, which he knows only Nakyum can give him, if he can win him over.. you can read more here https://bebebisous33analyses.wordpress.com/

    BlueJordan August 2, 2020 1:53 pm
    but he doesn't understand Seungho. Seungho's former sex partner(s) only cared about Seungho, because he is noble and rich, meanwhile Seungho hates this whole hierarchy thing. It's what ruined his family and lif... Sugarcube

    Thank you for sharing that link and your thorough explanation! It gave me a lot of food for thought. While you certainly make a good argument, there are some assumptions (as all of us must make) that I don’t 100% see. The number one assumption being Seungho is somehow a catch for the other nobles/ that they are into him for his status. From the way he is described by others, he seems to be the fallen / exiled noble... borderline disowned by his father. If the other nobles give him the time of day, it’s just for debauchery. I don’t think he can further their social standing at all. While criminally petty and entitled, I do think that Prettty Boy noble cares about Seungho... certainly more so than Nakyum cares for Seungho.

    As for Nakyum, I now think his feelings for the Learned Sir (LS) are superficial. It was probably puppy love compounded with need since Nakyum was “given away” to the learned sir. When Seungho asked Nakyum outright why he likes LS so much, Nakyum couldn’t reply.

    Idk, I am reading this less and less as a love story tbh... but I haven’t zeroed in on what drives Seungho yet. Maybe when we get his backstory, we’ll conclusively understand his “connection” with Nakyum.

    Sugarcube August 2, 2020 8:00 pm

    I am also confused about how much influence Seungho actually has in the community, but it seems like he is still above other nobles, as nobody dares go against him. Like he mentioned earlier, if he kills someone, nobody dares suspect him as the murderer. If anybody gets in Seungho's way, nobody can or will save them from Seungho's revenge..

    He is disowned by his father, but his father retired and left the town, so now - I think - Seungho has taken over his family's role in the town (not his father's job, but the social role that his family had in the local community)..

    I don't think the boys are interested in Seungho, because they want to use him to become more powerful. I think they still admire him, as they all grew up together in the same town, and Seungho's family was probably the most powerful in the community. The admiration they had for his family probably still lingers inside them.. Also let's face it, he is the most handsome one among them
    Also it seems like he is the only ''pure'' top among his sex friends? (⌒▽⌒) The others either only bottoms or switch, so this may make him more attractive??

    Sugarcube August 2, 2020 8:20 pm

    Oh and regarding Nakyum I agree with you. The blog that I linked to also explains in a post that the teacher was the only man that Nakyum actually could and was allowed to admire from a social perspective. We know that he cares a lot about what others think about him, so it wouldn't be socially accepted, if he had feelings of admiration for someone of his own social rank, but it was okay to look up to the teacher.. so he probably think that he loves the teacher, as he is aware that he is attracted to men, but has yet to discover what true love is..

    Furthermore it seems he was surrounded by a lot of women (his noonas), so he may not have many men to choose from.. if you get what I mean? ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

    I still think it is Nakyum's alleged love for the teacher that sparked Seungho interest in Nakyum, but yeah we do need his background story to understand why exactly that was a trigger and reach a better understanding of Seungho's feelings :)

BlueJordan July 20, 2020 3:56 pm

This is so cute I missed it so much !

BlueJordan July 18, 2020 1:07 pm

ROFL... well. That did it.

BlueJordan July 18, 2020 11:09 am

Don’t count Angel out yet you guys! He kicked her power once, maybe he can do it again from inside?

... but yeah, Aki is probably dead meat. Take some comfort in the fact that he would have chosen his own death over seeing Denji and Power die.

BlueJordan July 12, 2020 4:52 pm

It’s amazing to see how fast the mangaka’s art developed/improved!

BlueJordan July 4, 2020 7:42 pm

When they’re old men but still so sweet on each other..!! WHO IS CUTTING ONIONS?!???

    Hikari July 12, 2020 2:24 pm

    Yes i am not crying you are!!

BlueJordan July 2, 2020 7:32 pm

Sagan Sagan sensei is just... amazing. The art, the pacing, the characters, the dialogue... just so beautiful . I wonder there’s other work done by sensei?

BlueJordan June 27, 2020 8:28 pm

Ugh, why the weird incestuous backstory with the brother, why? It wasn’t necessary for plot. He could have been a non-blood relation stalker

BlueJordan June 27, 2020 7:02 pm

The art is so beautiful and the mini-plots super soothing

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