yk i usually joke around with the freaky/freak comment but this guy is genuinely a (sexual) freak like i’m honestly flabbergasted despite how much i’ve read
realistically there’s a lot wrong with these two chapters and i’m almost very certain it wouldn’t typically feel good for either without prep but oh well, old yaoi logic. (⊙…⊙ )
plz can someone just spoil what happens with their relationship bc rn it seems so sweet but there’s this underlying fear and danger i can sense (and is lwk being foreshadowed)
Well as you wish… i will tell you what i remember
1. There will be a scene of assault… as much as i hate it. The top is angry because the bottom secretly drinking behind him. Soon the top notices that bottom keep drinking alcohol and seem like an alcoholic not to mention he also on medication. So the top banned alcohol for him… that time they already live together. The bottom drinks behind him like going out with his friends or hiding alcohol in the house. The top keeps forgiving him until he blows up. But well… both in fault i have to say but soon the top will ask for forgiveness. I must say.. he still a green flag for me.
2. The bottom ran away and lost his memory of this new life… he remembered his past life but not this new life anymore. But while he went missing… the top regain the memory of his past life. The reason why bottom ran away because he was in panic when the top suddenly said that… “i never told you my name, how did you know” (this part made me go back to the first few chapter and true. The top never told him his name on the first meeting but in the restaurant the bottom called his name)
That’s the major part of their relationship that I remember. All i can say is that their relationship is sweet for sure. The top is very green in my opinion except for the r*pe part.
someone unironically said the SA was for spice. we r cooked as a society cuz how did u get that from it.
Well in the whole manga raws aswell the scene in chapter 1 (the SA) is the most explicit scene. The rest doesn't show it like that
I should clarify since there a scene in chapter 2. But any sexual scene between ml and mc (not imaginary) is no where near as explicit as the sa scene shown in chapter 1, I would assume this is why ppl are saying it's for spice or because it's not necessary
are they wrong though? a lot of authors draw rape and SA in all of its details solely bcs BL manga readers love to see sex scenes regardless of the context of the scenes. not saying i encourage that but there's literally no other reason to draw allat.
Fr the chapter 1 flashback could've very easily been made like the one in this chapter 3 which was significantly less explicit but no. I mean I'd prefer none but it's bl
Oh absolutely they do that, the amount of series i’ve dropped bc of that (cough Pearl Boy cough). I just don’t think it was used that way in here in my personal opinion.
True, but I wouldn’t draw to this conclusion just yet bc it’s not completed. If it was completed I would def agree and could see one arguing(?) this point more.
Yh since I've read the raws and finished it know to draw the conclusion but if others have seen it all too I dont know
I know to draw that conclusion **
I was confused about what explicit scene you were talking about in chapter one when it was two panels that were darker in contrast. I do find it spicy because it looked like he was having PTSD flashbacks or he was dissonant (since again in chapter 3) with the way he was clutching the broom. Honestly, as someone whose mind (my biggest enemy and ally) gets like that, I get flashes of moments that I would rather forget.
Yh I was because I showed full dick in mouth which I didn't think was necessary
*I don't find it spicy*
ngl i forgot about the first chapter so i just responded without looking at it, but yeah i agree after looking at it again. it could have been censored a lot more better tho.
Ahhh I wasn’t aware, makes way more sense to me now