if this bitch gets out of his next match a victor, im dropping this shit. i need to see him shit faced and beaten. YOUR FUCKING COACHES ARE TRYNA TALK TO U AND BRING UP REASONABLE CONCERNS ABT UR BEHAVIOR. THEYRE GENEROUS ENOUGH TO JUST LET YOU OFF W A CONVO ABT BEATING SOME GUY TO A PULP, FOR THE THIRD TIME.
omgggg i hope this bitch loses everything he loves. manifesting this is how the plot goes:
- loses next match
- shoulder gets fucked
- cant fight
- gets scammed outta his life savings
- gets put outta a home and job
- has no friends cuz hed such a bitch and aint nobody want you
- goes through what he probably sees as emasculating and humiliating for himself - asking for help from others, but not getting it, and rather being hit with hard rejection and zero sympathy
- finally crawls to dan, or whoever he thinks is the one person whos showed him constant care and affection, only to be rejected again, no clousure as to why, just straight up disgust and avoidance, not wanting anything to do with him
- throw him to the streets
- renact the metamorphosis plot line (and somehow get mpreg into it) i have no sympathy for this stupid cunt.
i hope he bumps into some big bitch and fucks up his shoulder further. he be bitching abt bro tryna do his job and tryna get you to fucking rest so your shoulder can have time to fucking recover but youll just bitching abt it, taking it as if bro is attacking you or some. like bro, you have some serious unchecked insecurities and issues that you clearly repressed for so fucking long cuz you acting somethings up your ass at all times. like bro??? what got you all agitated???
if this hoe doesnt have a real good reason why hes a fucking scumbag, i truly wish the worst for him. i hope your dick goes flaccid in the middle of sex. i hope you never reach a climax and i hope your dick grows disgusting lumps on them so much so that whenever something comes into contact with it, it fucking burns like a bitch. now imagine what would happen if you fell on your nutsack sith that condition. yea, smd hoe.
anyway, js me venting my anger cuz holy fuck hes unlikeable (everyones unlikeable here, both mc and ml are under developed, mc is literally raped left and right, ml has a dumpsterfire of a personality, and mcs feelings for ml is SOOOOO forced by the author. like sex with that bitch cant be that good, ESPECIALLY when bro is literally using you like an onahole, like bro doesnt even fucking care if u cum or not, bro js wants to cum and go, like tf. )
what are some more manhwas i can read with a similarly developed dynamic, eg:
- well developed (not forced, feelings progress in a semi realistic way, etc etc)
- black cat x golden retriever dynamic
RAHHHH FINALLY SOME GOOD FUCKING MANHWAS, ALL IVE BEEN FUCKING READING IS THE SAME FUCKING PLOT ABOUT DIFFERENT VERSIONS OF THE SAME TYPE OF CHARACTER ALL OVER AGAIN AND IM SO TIRED OF SEEING THEIR POORLY FLESHED OUT RELATIONSHIPS, like finally (soz, im ja frustrated i havent been able to find any satisfying reads recently)
comment unfinished, gon reread the second half again to refresh my memory of seonwoo
(semi ramble, i js wanted to comment on it because i have the same thinking process as this guy and its insane / also prob gon be incoherent but ion really care, im js putting my thoughts out there)
also im hard projecting on this seonwoo when i try to break apart his psyche
the way he immediately goes to the conclusion that tae-seo is faking this kindness and actually scheming to take revenge against seonwoo - it resinates with me in the sense that it (probably) comes from a place of:
- seowoons refusal to accept someones affection as genuine due to past relationships where he was only really validated when he put up a ‘polite front’ that didnt allow space for him to explore himself and form an individualized identity outside of others expectations and perceptions in him. im assuming that when only the polite, kind version of him was deemed the only acceptable presentation of himself, he realized this was the ‘only’ way that people would like/interact with him. in that realization he almost ‘accepted’ it and cultivated that version of him to better please/attract others so he could get what he wanted.
(part that im not too sure about, will revise when im done re-reading the second half) i feel theres some underlying imposter syndrome because hes essentially acting out a character to get what he wants. and from that, im sure he felt some sort of resentment for that mask he put up along with people in general due to their ‘inability’ to see past this mask of his + him seeing that most others around him also put up a sort of polite front because of how he presents himself.
um. i scrolled up looking at my probably deranged rambling and um. it probably doesnt seem like a coherent train of thought (im sorry TT)
cat break from my autist rambling
apparently cats purr when theyre sad to comfort themselves so if a cat purrs on you, they probably sensed some sort of distress in you and wanted to comfort you (from this one vid from Casual Geography or some)
lemme re-read his arc then come back with my thoughts on it.
finished rereading, I CAN LITERALLY SEE ALL THE WAY BRO (seonwoo) PUTS UP BARRIERS BETWEEN HIM AND EVERYONE ELSE NOOOOOOO I KNEW BRO WAS LIKE HELLA UNTRUSTED PROB FROM HOW HIS CARETAKERS NEVER ACTUALLY TOOK CARE OF HIM AND THAT PROB INSTILL A SENSE OF INFERIORITY AND WORTHLESSNESS IN HIM NOOOOOOOOOO WHY IS BRO LIKE ME FR (also this is all speculation and prob thoughts driven by my personal attachment to this character because of how much he reminds me of myself)
lemme js try to list out the ways he distances himself from his peers
- his whole polite front
i feel it serves multiple functions for him that all add to how he may subconsciously use it to keep others at arms distance (or whatever). with him adopting this persona that he built to present as someone desirable to be around (finding it easy to get what he wants because as long as he presents as this kind, caring person while being blessed with a ‘kind’ looking face - easy to idealize him / kinda the type you want to be around or the guy you want to be, yk), i feel hes able to differentiate between the act hes putting up and the true authentic him. LIKE IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN IT, BRO JS DOES A LOT OF DETACHING, like bro draws a fine line between what is and what isnt, if yk what i mean








BEAT HIS ASS, BEAT HIS ASS. YO I NEED THIS ENIMEN LOOKALIKE TO BEAT JAEKYUNGS ASS NOW.
AND THE ONE GOOD THING IN MY MANHWA, DANS GRANNY IS FUCKING DYING. WHY CANT WE HAVE GOOD THINGS HERE, WHY IS DAN SUFFERING THROUGH THIS SHIT. LIKE, I DONT LIKE DAN (or dislike him) BUT HOLY FUCK, BRO DOESNT DESERVE THIS AMOUNT OF SHIT THE AUTHOR IS PUTTING HIM THROUGH-- AND LIKE, FOR WHAT???? CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT?????
If this is for character development, bro will become fucking Harvard by the end of the serie
I HOPE HE GETS HIS ASS BEAT BRO I CANT WAIT