please put your dick in your pants before making a professional call
if anything, pls put your dingaling away do you not have that post nut clarity??? aint even got any post nut shame????
predictions, semes dad beat the shit out of him and the uke when their relationship was found out. uke prob got hospitalized or something, the two were forcibly separated and semes dad reprimanded the fuck out of seme and set him up with a nice lady (his now divorced wife).
trauma of his dad beating him half to death + seeing the love of his life get beat to death (caused his adverse reactions to causing pain towards uke) + losing the lohl blah blah blah = BOOM. TRAUMA. CONFLICTING EMOTIONS, TRAUMA
also maybe uke set up the seme and him to get caught by semes father because uke wanted to isolate seme from anyone and everyone. and maybe that why seme seems so adamant on getting an apology
But it was promoted like yandere uke
killer crush, super cute. ill js think of it as a highschool au or something
omg totally!
and if his backstory is known now, that would be nice. i skipped to ch59-60 without any context and i still strongly dislike the black haired one
honestly, js kys at this point. ik u have to take care of your grandma and all but shes going to die anyway. so why dont you let it happen to them go see her yourself on the other side. your body no longer feels like your own and you feel defined by your body. the man whos been abusing you is chasing you down and not admitting to any of the horrible things hes done to you, using the "i know you like it", and dismiss your pleas for mercy.
why do you continue on with this life. i wish mc was more vindictive, either expose the dickhead for his jinx or kill yourself after becoming irreplaceable for him - leaving him without any closure and no 'tool' to alleviate his jinx.
respectfully suggested, by someone whos attempted suicide for similar reasons
if you survive your attempt, itll prob make sure that dickhead will just fuck off and leave you alone. maybe send you money for the first few months following your discharge if he feels guilty enough. if hes egocentric enough to blame you and say something like "how could you do this to me" instead of a proper apology or something that shows he feels some sort of remorse for what hes done. then just make sure you see the plan through this time
destroy yourself to destroy those who 'love' you. you dont have the money or power to do anything else. youre really nothing more than your body, its the only asset you have, seeing how youre drowning in debt with your abuser. what else can you do? keep at your day job and die before you ever pay off your debt? what kind of life is that. you might as well just end it early.
im deeply pessimistic because the way the black haired guy treats the mc is atrocious. and to have the audacity to catch feelings for him and force him to continue to be by his side. under the pretense of, "fix my jinx, my career is riding on this" is insane. and no i will not be taking criticism. actually i wont be taking anything but my meds. cuz this shit stressing me out.
help, the difference in their phones is crazy, i love that little detail
I didn't even notice that, but I went back to check it out, thanks! Cute detail for sure
Where did you seeee?
"its like theyre all getting bpd" (I HAVE BPD, PLS IM NOT SAYING IT OUTTA HATE OR IGNORANCE OR SOMETHING) maybe js kamiya tho. heard someone say bpd is like 'kicked puppy syndrome' but anyway
this gives me a little bit of hope that maybe ill have a normal non-toxic, not traumatizing and non-codependent relationship in the future.
need somebody emotionally stable, not moved by my grand gestures of love, wont budge against my love bombing and will stick with me through thick and thin. and never leave me or hurt me or betray or enable me to repeating old patterns. i might as well js wish for a unicorn, thatd be easier to obtain.
this christmas, im gonna sit on santas lap, pull out my long list of requirements for my ideal boyfriend and explain every little detail to him to make sure he gets the full idea. santa better give me a boyfriend or im bombing his workshop. he and his elves can go byebye forever
idk if i have bpd (haven't been to a therapist in a hot min oops) but YEAH i feel that
someone please explain it for my slow ahh brain
this is what i’m understanding so far, Victor (MC) loved Henry (BF) even until he died but i think the story is hinting that Henry had more than 1 lover other than Victor and Victor might’ve gotten very jealous over this and wanted to be the only one. This is my theory btw: Victor might’ve killed Henry due to his infidelity, or he might’ve accidentally killed him? Idk but that’s what i’m getting from the story so far.
i see i see, thank you
Spoiler ---------
no he didnt kill him,,,,,, he was gonna kill the lovers --- but henry got into that accident ...
10/10 fap material on pause. its ok tho, ill js reread the previous chapters