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wow!! its almost like relationships that stem from an unhealthy amount of dependency added on w a sick twisted piece of shit who really needs to get check and put on some meds and also be put in therapy because hes a genuine threat to the people around him - relationships like this would never end well. i would know.

anyway. hyeok really deserves better, im ngl that whole two years was js filled w all forms of abuse, sexual abuse, emotional abuse, psychological abuse, physical abuse (that coincides w the sexual stuff). but when youre dependent on someone and you whole heartedly believe youre in love w them, its hard to hate them. because then you start to feel guilty for hating them (most likely a result of psychological abuse / taking away love when you dont perform well, love bombing at other times and js generally playing w his feelings)

also it fucking sucks because losing the person you were dependent on feels like dying, it feels like youre going to die. because theyre literally your only source of emotional support and literally everything else. but building up a support system separate from them and slowly building up your self of sense that isnt linked to them is great, works 70% of the time. the other 30% is prob because theyve come back to interfere with your life or you werent able to establish a strong enough support system that could meet your emotional needs and/or you rely on this person financially and youd basically be put outta a home if you defy them (which is worse cause scenario)

i js kept yapping and idk what point im tryna make. anyway, become dependent on someone then they becoming dependent on you is scary. honestly just take a whole bottle of pills together and overdose. you dont wake up to the absurdity of it all until something extreme happens or some event sparks a realization. otherwise, its all a painfully slow way of dying. ur soul / sense of self i mean, not literally dying but in some cases literally dying.

being all serious with your cock out is hilarious. and i have to remember that he shoots laser outta his peen. for a job. to protect the city.

if i die, great, he would get what he wanted so badly. just not in the way he wanted. if i survive
1. he gives a shit = maybe he'll learn to value me a little more
2. he doesnt give a shit = suicide second and final round!!! make sure we hit those arteries!!!
basically the only happy ending is if they both die.

trauma bonding perhaps? definitely trauma bonding. also the uke is fucked in the head, but like me too so i cant really tell u how much of this is normal in a relationship

mfw ive been doomed to seek out toxic relationships that recreate my past trauma / the unhealthy dynamics that have plagued me my whole life. HEALING IS HARD. TRY BEING CONDITIONED TO ASSOCIATE FEAR AND ANXIETY WITH LOVE. TELL ME WHAT THAT DOES TO THAT BRAIN OF URS, CUZ IT SURE FUCKED ME UP.

this hits close to home, being in a relationship similar to the one presented in the story. im still grappling with whether or not it was 'love' (however now im sickened by just the words 'i love you' because they sound so insincere. like an excuse for what theyve done, but they tell me they cant live without me and i know for a fact that wasnt a lie.), and i hesitate to call it abuse because i too couldnt live enough him, i was dependent on him and i labelled that as love. im still trying to process everything so i dont have all the answers (and i fucking hate it. i wish i could just make sense of it all and move on. i dont want to think about him anymore and i dont want to feel that way anymore. it makes me feel so sad.)

im easy to impress (sorta.)

rip bro

i picked it right back up on the right time. oh sweet revenge. last time i was reading it, i was fuming at the class president and his brother had only just been introduced. then i scrolled through the comments after looking for any spoilers and found out the brother was a flaming pos. now reading up to ch72, oh sweet revenge. I HOPE UR MANA DISOWNS UR STUPID ASS. AND UR REPUTATION IS DESTROYED, UR NEVER COMING BACK FROM THAT, DEFAMATION HAS NEVER BEEN EASIER. i love when bad people are socially exiled

anyway, rock paper scissor game panel was cute

ill just use this manhwa as art reference.

i personally dont feel anything for these guys, sure the usual sympathies (because im human too, im not some sociopath) but other than that. i dont really care. maybe its the translation, or how the manhwa is paced and how information is fed to us and how the relationships between mc and everyone else doesnt have an foundation to it. other than to her maid, her maid is great, i love her. js run away with her and live out ur yuri dreams. fuck this bitch, hes already got that ginger haired girl.

also i dont believe in love at first sight. i js see it had poor writing. maybe the novel did a better job at telling this story but the manhwa clearly needs some work.

the art is great tho, ill give em that.