ina's Things

After saying something looking like a threat during psychosis, I asked to the immigration if I'm banned to enter the territory but they couldn't answer me so I guess I'll just go to know
What do you think?

On a forum, we have a discussion where we read a new book that we review each month
This month the read is about a book that is in our want to read list for a while
So I took 3 random yuri in my list and I would like you to help me what to read
Here are the titles:

Kuchibiru Tameiki Sakurairo

X-day (by the way is it complete on mangago?)

Linkage

What do you do when you did or said something and then you feel second-hand embarassment?
How do you make that feeling of shame go?
Same question when you feel guilt, how do you make that feeling go away?

Just getting out of my chest that
I'm a human being
I sometimes scream at people and say bad things when angry
I have a lot of anxiety, feel empty sometimes and I can be overwelmed
I can break down and cry until satisfied
During my bad moments I could be a bitch because a little thing you did or said I couldn't handle that
I can sometimes look like a horrible person in my worst times
But it doesn't mean because I sometimes do wrong things I don't deserve happiness and that my good points don't count
I'm really benevolent, is rarely angry or throw a tanthrum to someone
I'm kind, open-minded, always there to listen others when they need
A lot of people told me I make them smile or happy
So no matter what, even if some people would see me as the worst person in Earth I know my value and I will not let that define me
I will not let people guilt me all my life because I did one or two wrong things
If you judge me for only one thing I did and don't see the whole picture, it's your issue not mine
I know I'm not perfect, I aknowledge my wrong doings but what can I do once I apologized? Nothing
So I'm gonna live my life and don't care about other opinions

(If you want to share something about you, empowering or else, feel free to do)

I have started to watch the anime Bloom into you and Koito is so relatable, I love romance genre and I daydream to live a beautiful romance while it doesn't happen to me too
I never dated anyone, the only person I loved it was one-sided and she just broke my heart, I could never experience butterflies
So I watch this anime while understanding Koito feelings and thoughts
Anyone that feels the same or get me and Koito?