after years. Now that it is completed. And even has r18 come out. Now I am 26. And to my lovely girlies, please do not ever do what that female friend of the seme did. Do not kinda sorta date a guy and then marry him cause he kinda sorta mentioned how nice marriage would be and if they moved in together within 3 months. Never ever. NEVER. Do not say shit like " that kinda girl" or whatever. Life isn't a joke. We have enough extensive history and us women have enough generational traume in our genetic memory to know how we cannot fuck around with the freedom we have now thanks to women fighting to regain this for hundreds of years of small rebellions that grew into a big movement and freed us from the fangs of hardcore patriarchy. Get to know yourself. What do you need to be happy? What do you love? What makes you feel loved? Love yourself like that. Your body is your baby, your child. You need to listen to it, honour and love it. And with that comes everything else naturally. If you do it long enough, you will learn what you like and dislike. You realise that certain negative feelings to things are your body telling you "I don/t like that." That way I learned how I dislike when men curse around me. I want them to be mindful about their language. How I like when men open doors for me and are courteous in other ways towards me and just smile when I say thanks and are good with it. How I love when a man is attentive to me. When men can speak the language of emotion. How I need to feel eye to eye with a man in terms of intellect. How I need acts of service, attention to detail and presents to feel loved. Etc. pp. So I set basic standards. And any man I meet must meet them to be even considered. And if they can be considered, I will go with whatever flow they set and observe, while I look like I go with the flow. Which I do. I collect information about myself in every situation. How do I feel? How do I like this? What is he saying and how does it make me feel in the second I hear it? etc. Many notes. That way I realise if he is it or not. Listen to your body. Take yourself seriously. Love yourself and be your own guardian. Know that you deserve the best. You need to do that for yourself. Do not settle for some bullshit like this. It is just a story. Just fiction. But it happens so often in reality and we all know how it most often than not ends....please stop repeating the same mistakes others made thinking you are somehow special and it will end differently. This is called insanity. ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶
the way he got jealous about the teenager would have made me so pissed. Like dude, you think I am a pedophile? Dafuq?
is this worth reading? I don't like toxic stuff or when seme is a bastard and is forgiven cause of no fucking reason....so is this truly a good story? I don;t wanna be disappointed again today. I read all the possible good stuff so now I keep looking for new things but am so scared to get scarred.....(〜￣△￣)〜
Based on what I can remember, it is non toxic and actually worth reading
No he’s not necessarily an asshole or anything, their communication can just be a bit frustrating sometimes but I personally enjoy reading it
after ho-in calmed down a bit. When they both done and are lying in after-glow, I hope they talk and uke tells seme that he actually had a change of mind and felt bad for his fucked up thoughts and actions and actually decided to stop and never do something like this again because he doesn't actually like seeing ho-in hurt and that he came just when he was about to go to him due to all these annoying coincidence accident thingies that came on top of each other. Please. Like it would be different with a couple that started healthy and was always healthy, but these two had already a fucked up start and uke was just about forgiven for the shit he made seme go through, which is why this is SCARY and nothing else that he wanted this...so shortly...after all that... ┗( T﹏T )┛
I agree. Ho-in deserves to hear a detailed explanation and Sunbae needs to apologize too even though nothing happened between him and Ho-in's friend. Gawwwd, please stop playing with Ho-in's feelings like that. I feel so bad reading this chapter because his eyes look kinda empty while Sunbae looks like he's enjoying it. Like WTHHHH. Σ( ￣□￣||)
I had to to a triple take to make sure I wasn't triping. Like dafuq was with that shower-head. Or shower-heads? Like 3? or 4? and out of a mini one in the middle is coming out a giant spray of water. haha...brah...the poor artist must have been tired af drawing that background.
because some say it wasn't seme who raped uke, but the brother. But seme was still an asshole to him and that is why he committed suicide. Some say it was all seme, he bought the uke and just tortured him and then regretted when he committed suicide, which makes no sense. Why would someone clearly psychopathic like that care and regret and want to make amends? I am so confused. I dunno if I should just continue reading this urgh
The one who r@ped Sejin was Ido's brother not Minjae. Sejin misunderstood and thought that Ido sent his brother to assault him, believing the 'gift' was from Ido, but it was actually a file containing his brother's crimes against other omegas. Ido also did, in fact, assault Sejin after feeling betrayed and also r@ped him because Sejin claimed to have willingly slept with his brother.
Wow (⊙…⊙ )
The part where seme regretted it is when they actually bonded after the seme raped uke (he thought that uke willingly slept with his stepbrother so he felt betrayed and raped uke after that) (based on cicadasatnight's reply)
so apparently in this story, bonded pairs could see the memories of their partner so after that bonding, seme could see through everything of uke's life and he regretted it alot. He avoided uke because of the guilt feeling (iirc he was doing something for uke too during that time, but i don't remember, probably handling uke's family issues at that time?)
So the regret grows to suicidal bcs he witnessed uke killed himself, right infront of him in that office(?) room and to find out that he was pregnant with their child too when uke killed himself.. he didn't get to make amends with uke
Seme regretted alot, like about how he didn't know that uke went through alot of abuse from his family and then seme were also abusing him (he treated uke very badly bcs he thought that uke was sent to marry him to sabotage seme's business)
So seme got suicidal with all of the guilt and killed himself
When he regressed, he did everything he could to protect uke from his abusive family
Wow, this is a lot. My heart feels so heavy just from reading this yet I'll continue to read this manhwa and suffer. Gotta prepare my tissues
Don’t trust them! Trust me! Lol. I’ve read the novel. The MC was raped by Ido’s brother it happened during the chairman’s burial so nobody’s at the mansion. Ido’s brother went there bec Ido said he have a gift gor him. This is the time Ido started neglecting MC nobody in the mansion was allowed to talk w/ MC. It was a coincidence at that time MC was also in heat, so the rape happened. MC called up secretary Kim and want to leave Ido’s Mansion. Fast forward 3 days later Ido went to MC’s house not the main house, but MC’s own house. Ido already knows MC was raped and wants to take him back to the Mansion. That’s when MC proposed a divorce! That’s right they were married in their past life—not engaged. Ido was triggered and didn’t want a divorce so at the heat of the moment he also raped him and marked him.
Reading all y’all replies….I’m just on the floor disgusted. That is sooo horrible idk if want to read this, it’s too much
i don't understand your reply, because things sound so mixed up....who raped who when and what and knows who did what ?confused af by this reply
I want banana milk
Thank you for this novel recommendation! It was so funny!
I love a good banana milk too! Now am hungry hnggg (⊙…⊙ )
Ido said to his brother, "I have a gift (file) for you at my house."
Sejin is at home and is in heat.
Ido's brother thinks that Sejin is the gift, so he rapes him and knots him.
Sejin thought that Ido gifted him to his brother.
Sejin moved out with the help of Mr. Kim and stayed at his officetel.
Ido finds Sejin there, seeing all the bruises on his body and intoxicated from the sleeping pills. (Sejin wanted to sleep to numb his pain TT.)
Sejin said that he slept with his brother willingly (which is not true) and asked for divorce.
Ido got mad, raped him, knotted him, and marked him.
Ido sees all of Sejin's memories and can feel all his emotions and the loneliness he felt. It was despair.
Ido felt guilty and avoided Sejin, and he only meets him at night when he is asleep.
Sejin feels neglected and lonely.
The doctor says Sejin is pregnant.
Sejin felt disgusted and didn't know whose child it was. He felt depressed and finally decided to kill himself in front of Ido using the gun.
Ido also killed himself, and voila, he's in the second timeline.
Thank's. Guess he did rape him after all. Not forgivable.
but I keep hesitating. Because the art makes them look like babies. And I am not really keen to see people who look like middle or elementary school kids have coitus. Urgh. I feel like the authors style became worse in the sense of trying to become more cutesy and fluffy...like why not make it shounen ai then? Who wants to read a smutty yaoi and then have "adult" characters (or one that is even much older than average adult humans) and they both look like 12 year olds doing it. Like EW.....i know the story must be good, cause this authors is good at story telling. But damn gurl....ლ(´ڡ`ლ)
Yknow what, youre right. Im up to date on the chapters, but its hard to get past the dead MC (Han Seowoo)'s childlike appearance.
I usd to just read chapters here and there, because I wanted to wait till their relationship became like real (bf/bf)....now I started....and I find it so funny how he started hating him just cause he thought he fucked some random waiter in the loo...like....wut? hahahaahahh how wrong can you be and how funny as well ╮(￣▽￣)╭
gray hair blue eye hunk is a dick...what a very sad surprise....i wish he wasn't. I hate when they make espers a dick or when they make beautiful people this creepy kind of pathetic dick character. Like if you want to fuck, just be mature about it? Why does he have to create some fucked up elaborate story to get the guides to sleep with him? Disgusting narcissistic sociopathic bitch...