I discovered again...
a kind of dating where you don't even know you had a boyfriend all along, he was there, but you just didn't know and he appears when you were most confused all alone...
like bruh hello? what kind of dating is this where they barely talk and see each other and that next shoot was the only time they met again/talked again....what`s up with masataka? what the heckლ(´ڡ`ლ)
girl why would a guy want you to tie him up cause he seems to be not able to control his own body next to you (like why?) and finger and kiss you and then let you sleep while he is probably blue balled and be nice and normal the next morning? and then you both sit naked in a bath tub like it's no big deal and you still ask...like hello...
I am utterly disgusted by his sister and his ex-brother in law....like what kind of disgusting person can you be? So sleezy and slimy and totally delusional about reality and themselves.....he didn't see his son since his birth...which is like 3-4 years...and then comes out of nowhere when he feels like taking on the role as a father of a son and comes to the people who took care of jun like their own child, who are raising him, giving him their everything, like his biological parents never did and are not selfish but see jun as his own small tiny person....and tells them what he wants and what is best for the child? how the fuck would you know you disgusting asshole? jun biological parents are such posing bitches i swear to god....selfish greedy losers who are deluding themselves into thinking they are good normal people who are/should/can be understood..fuck, if i ever met people like this, especially if i was in the shoes of jun and yi-whan i would go bonkers....is he fucking crazy? at least the mother kinda to some extend understand her position and let's jun live with the people he loves and who love him properly...but this dick is on a whole other level....he doesn't even have one speck of awareness it seems....argh i hate narcissistic bitches like this...he sees jun (who he never even met) as an extension of himself and his ego is what drives him and nothing else....he deserves to be gutted for fucks sake...people like him are the ones who should be sterilised to never ever have the chance to destroy a life....jun is lucky...so many children are stuck with bastards like this for parents though....who gaslight their child into thinking they are a normal family, they have to love their parent and listen and respect them and that it is normal that their parent is a bitch and they should be grateful for that
now that i am at the chapter where yup visits him for the first time, i seriously cannot believe this bastard and his fucking disgusting being....he is gaslighting a child so he can convince him to act in a way thinking he is doing what uncle and junnie want so he can make them happy and be happy with them, but manipulates the child to get him to stay with him at all cost through making the child cave his own grave....like what kind of disgusting bastard are you? insisting on the parent and dad and my son shit and treating the child like this? you have no ounce of respect or regard or love for him...all you care about is to get what you want like his mother....you are just worse cause you don't reflect at all....argh goddamn these disgusting bastards
calm down its just a story
i did`t want to obviously and rather stay immersed in the story...why else would i read, if i cannot immerse myself daft
end up in a relationship with someone else or simply just stays away from any relation to men for a while to kinda "detox" and find himself and stuff....i wish he would at least once distance himself from taehwan realising reality and his own freakin mental state...and then has a fling (mutually agreed upon so no one hurt) with alex...and taehwan is in the process of accepting his own reality and falling in love for real through seeing how he can loose stuff even though he is so hot, beautiful and loved by all....and seriously reflects on his past, his actions and his identity....so that he can build new behaviour, thoughts and habits that follow a more balanced, mature and healthy new identity...(you cannot grow if you don't change your identity of today to a more evolved version that demands different actions etc. I advise to read books like atomic habits for this)....would be so amazing if someone really showed the process of how a person hurt from their own ignorance finally let's go and cherishes themselves and moves on actively, how another has a crisis from facing cold reality of life and being forced to face a mirror that shows their flawed self they ignored all along and demands them to change into what they wished/thought they are (but weren`t) and then they meet again and taehwan pursues him properly and they build a new love that will be bumpy, but at least not twisted and fucked up and totally imbalanced like now
the teenage rapist is just wow...
And who was that??
did you not read this?
Ikr
Hahaha
The dude they were at the field trip with
when that dude pinned him against the elevator wall and said " you like him right?" right at that moment youtube played Johann Sebastian Bach-toccata and fugue in d minor....i fucking died from bursting out in laughter like crazy and at the same time being embarrassed from laughing like a maniac while my window is open, people are outside and my housemate was walking past my door...ლ(´ڡ`ლ)
HAHHAHAHAHA EPIC (⌒▽⌒)
as if it is made out of some kind of magic cloth that never breaks or something....humans eat sausage made out of the anus of animals...so you should know how freaking thin that tube is...it is very elastic yes and if the body it belongs to is alive it can heal wounds and stuff...but it is not magical...if you don't prepare and stretch that skin/muscle out properly and put huge stuff in their all dry ergo with a lot of friction ad force...than you will and can irreversibly hurt your butt....not like you have a second chance with a butt or anything....you could forever have issues with pooping and sitting properly just cause you were irresponsible during sex....the reason why manga where guys have sex all day are so idealistic and not actually really hot, is because they can really break their ass....you can just google it...cases of men who took it up too forcefully and too much and their ass became so loose after a certain age they became incontinent...meaning their poop would just flow out without control....imagine you just sit their and shit your pants as a grown ("healthy") adult....or just from a fart...hhhhh....treating their bodies like expendables like hello....you can be selfish, but be selfish the right way....people be "selfish" in ways that is so not selfish it's pathetic cause all they do is self-destruct...hhhhhhhh
my mind went brrr