....like i thought Yeonwoo was finally an Uke that had like proper self worth and all....that he had this sex with Taehwan and all, cause he really desired him and wanted to take what he can get until he is satisfied and drop him if he goes to far and all without too deep of a regret....like a person who can properly self reflect...it sounds like some fucked up excuse to me that he is feeling that much guilt....just because of a kiss....a kiss he gave taehwan (more like a peck) when he was an idiotic MINOR...like taehwan could have just slapped him there and it would have been pay back....then ignore each other afterwards...if it is brought up again when they meet up later....yeonwoo could be like "i understand your aversion, it was absolutely wrong of me to do such a thing to you without consent, i repented on that and you have every right to not want to mingle with me, but calm your horses boy. " kinda like this....then stay out of that homophobic persons way....like bruh....because of a kiss you would let someone treat you like less than a fucking kitchen towel? puhlease bruh.....taehwan is not the only one with heavy excuses and denial....yeonwoo is too....he behaves like someone who thinks very badly of himself and thinks he could never get someone as beautiful as taehwan to be together with him and just "takes what he gets with gratitude" and using the "guilt card" is the only way to not loose himself for treating himself like this.....to have a reason towards your own common sense for doing that to yourself ya know....cause you have no explanation at all to do that to yourself...not a single one....
and he may be a masochist...but this is more like self-destructive....masochists are not really people who would want to truly loose out like this....there sure are levels to humiliation....but they KNOW that it is within safe grounds of mutual agreement and that their dom/ sadist respects their being and the act actually....taehwan has zero respect, consideration or whatever....he is taking out hatred and pain and everything out on yeonwoo as if he is some dumpster for his negative emotions.....
I mean I was annoyed by the fact that he doesn't seem to have self respect. But it's actually explained later on, why he doesn't believe he is worth anything.
Spoilers
His parents are religious nuts who have indoctrinated him since he was little that his existence is a sin. And even now that he is in another country we see them pressuring him to attend church although he feels horrible when going there because he feels like he did something wrong.
that has memories of a past life....
that is all....
her mind and all is still that of a child...she only has memories of a past life...an awareness of it...of another "self"...
that cayenne chose that girl who looks similar to her
so that she can sometimes play "decoy" for her while she goes out undetected?
or else i don`t understand why the artist would make someone look similar to the main character who is not their relative....
Sorry, meant to upvote :(
What a good theory!
I think she's the standard European noble blonde hair blue eyes.
uhm...there is no europe in that fantasy world *cough*
Yeah but the concept is European
from the start...i didn't like the mc...why i read this was to see him suffer from eating his own shit....
people like this are the worst kind...they have no excuse of ay mental issues that may make them not able to properly take responsibility for their actions, because they literally cannot
he is a sane adult with good career and all over a stable life...he is just a self centred bitch....he has some narcissistic tendencies.....acting like all and everything revolves around him....as if he is some super champ that no one can help but want and should want....but he decides who can touch him in the end....this is very toxic to make someone you know has feelings for you that you don't return and want to take responsibility for feel like there is sure hope and then drop them like everything was their own illusion....make them question their whole sense of reality and being....and feel super insecure about everything concerning themselves...i am so pissed, because obviously the author will make him end up with this adorable baby who does not deserve trash crumbs like this mc....i wonder why some authors do this....they are your characters...your creations...your babies...why would you do this to them? why? usually it is cause they think it is ok, normal or that it is something they would "deserve"....cause characters no matter how fantastic are nonetheless a reflection of the author themselves in their essence....hhhhh so annoyed i swear...i am rambling...i just want to hug this baby and protect him from bitches like this mc
of people from this sector returning in time...
bruh
At some point, people wished to return and fix everything too. So maybe the author thinks of this genre might be related to so many people.
i swear
so he is a hero
in his own opinion?
or his opinion has an ego of it's own and thinks of him as a hero?
(づ￣ ³￣)づ
the ml is shit right now
i get he went through some traumatic stuff and is a jaded person now
but someone like this cannot just become some awesome husband who unconditionally loves his wife
someone like this will cause her pain, because he has not yet even acknowledges his own pain....he is flaunting it around like a hedgegog on alert pricking everyone and everything that is close.....
no matter what comes out of this....why he was like that....and that people were lying about how they took care of her....she is his wife...
even if he didn't like her, she is his partner now, so he should have respected that and occasionally talked with her...build at least a grown up conversation regularly...she seemed super haggard and he obviously "saw" whenever her mood became gloomy during one of their past convos and wondered about it, but never fucking asked..
he realises she seems to give a weird response to stuff he says harshly but without bad intentions apparently, but never asks why she reacted that way
pretty much narcissistic here how he doesn't even consider to reflect on the wording he chose and blames others for reacting "sensitive" to his "mere" words....
anyway....lots of women went through similar fates as this fl...i even know some grandmas who did...my own grandma did....where husband left her with his family and went away for years after making her pregnant and her child was taken away from her and she was treated like a slave....his family was never even properly nice to him....and he just left her there...even though his circumstances needed him to go and all.it still does not take away the essence of what was done and is ultimately wrong....anyway....she needs to get away from all this and live in some nice rural area where she has a house and garden and one loyal servant and just lives off of money he paid as apology and heals and then may be one day meets a nice adorable farmer that loves her properly (thinking of yechan baby kind of person)
if he needs a trophy wife, that has status and beauty that gives his ego some kicks he needs...there sure are enough women out there who don't care much for love, but just want money and could handle a fucked up family like that on their own....
any human...especially male...that spouts shit like "sex is disgusting, unclean, a sin" just go die please...like really...how do you think you were born you bastard? funnily enough it is always the women's fault...cause the man is enticed by the women into wanting to sin...like bitch...gtfo
why does this have 3 dislikes
dunno....i was speaking about the heterosexual world so might have made some people feel ignored...even though this is exactly what happened in history....when some crazy christians at the Vatican decided that women are satans text for mans faith or some shit
well he grows up in a very Church environment after he was throw away by his "adopted mother" (bitch) that never love him and only see him as a bother to her amazing family. even the father that brings him into this family uses him and never really cares or loves him for that mother.
so he grows up in a place that teaches him that sex is dirty, disgusting, a sin. and that has to live base on denying himself any kind of need for sexual pleasure, which is crazy.
are you really that surprised his mind will think this way after all this history? cause I'm not. I feel bad for him ╮(￣▽￣)╭ I don't agree with his twisted mindset of his, but I can see where he got that mindset from.
he really remind me of Frollow only less ugly and twisted XDDD
i understand why he thinks like this....but i mean those church bitches...the people in the higher ups of such religious sects know that what they do is spout manipulative nonsense...
but i also think a person away from church and wandering freely, should encounter a few happy families and see how women live and kids running around playing and start to reflect on the stuff that was thought to him....and question if sex is really a sin? if it can result in such happiness and miracles like children
I don't think he sees that many families, he is a mercenary so he goes around killing things for money. but his mindset is still deep with that bs church brainwash. it so sad when you think about it =_= if only he had normal loving parents