almost boycotted on me. What is this. Shit, I was not ready for this amazing, pure unconditional love relationship. Goddamn, my dark lonely heart couldn't was vetoing to have to get these feels hhhhh
how is a teacher " a boy" she loves? Like...it is if anything a "young man" ...
but I gotta say, as an older sibling, I would be so fucking pissed at this younger brother. I am the oldest as well. All the expectations and most of the strictness was experienced by me, as I was their first ever "child", the first ever "grandchild" and a girl. Being very different to what your family envisioned you to be is not easy. This guy has a lot of stress and to top it off, he is denying his own identity just to please family and not disappoint. I am not happy with this, but I can understand it. And she is not forced into marriage, and he treats her well for helping him out.
But this younger brother obviously is putting his brother on a pedestal. Which is so absolute tiring and can even hurt. When everyone is always only seeing you for the embodiment of their expectations and even your younger brother, who should have shared some of the same experience as you, does the same...it feels lonely. He loves this ideal he has of his brother, he needs it as a form of confirmation of his own existence. He is basically using the ideal he made of his brother as a means to "earth" him, give him "stability" and "reassurance" as someone who seems to have neglected to properly build a self-conscious, emotional intelligence and general independence. I could understand and it could be forgiven if he was 17. But this dude is almost fucking thirty. So his behaviour warrants no forgiveness objectively. Not even knowing that what he does is not really loving his brother...I mean he doesn't even know him, so how could he understand him, let alone dare to have the audacity to tell him "what is best for him". Like bitch, get some therapy, cause what you need honey is someone to tell you that you are a very in-stable obsessive person.
I am kind of annoyed the older brother is not properly strict and open with him, about how fucking insane and false his younger brother is. Just started this as well, and I can feel that she will suffer a lot from this immature delusional man child . #－.－)
I agree both teh ML and FL piss me off. If I was the older brother I would have been WAY more angrier. Firstly, the FL did betray his trust when they had an agreement and she couldn't proeprly communicate that with him. I get it anxietiy and all but it was still HER fault for not getting it across. However the brother. OMG?!?! he has the audicuty to get mad and then IGNORE his older brother?! he doesn't even apologize for the initial shit he puts the FL through (to teh brother not hte FL) Like imaginge how much stress the brother must have had trying to coordinate his buisness and fmaily drama at home.
Then the ML comes in and is all like "I love her fuck you". wtf. just wtf. The brother isn't obligated to do eveyrthign to suit you. And ML also not properly communicate with him. We never got the brothers POV just the FL crying smh.
HOW CAN YOU NOT THINK TWICE BEFORE SAYING TO HIM SOMETHING LIKE "YOU SCARE ME". OH MA GAWD! YOU MADE HIM SELF-CONSCIOUS, WORRIED, SAD AND ANXIOUS. YOU MADE OUR BABY LIKE THAT! BECAUSE YOU WERE SO PREOCCUPIED WITH YOUR OWN INSECURITY THAT YOU CAUSED YOURSELF!
I am so sad right now. I feel like crying, too. Yechan my baby, I wish I could come to you, hug you and take you away from that hyung that has yet to proof he deserves a precious being such as you!
AAAAH (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
I so feel you! I feel sad for Yechan. Even if he has a cute reason. But Yechan might feel different with why he said. I feel sad. ╥﹏╥
but the crown prince is disgusting. I hate people like him. I don't care if all over and compared to others, he is actually a "good" royal. Or if he is like this, because he grew up that way in order to survive in that kind of environment. He was still abusing his authority and sexually harassing a person. I cannot forgive this shit. And I never will. He could have gone about it another way. But no, he uses people of lower status to him, whom he obviously regards as "lower than him" and people who do not have anything like "feelings", "pride" or "personal space" or something....beings that are less human than him. Only a person like that would ever treat someone this way. This impression will hardly go away. No matter how beautiful he is, or how ok he is in the end, he is already done in my eyes. Another simple piece of shit, I expect less than nothin off and wish to never see again, pasta.
Yep. The more I see him and know about him, the more I am disgusted by him. Ew. He has many women he calls girlfriend. Obviously no one again can refuse him. He is trying to abuse his poor with Elijah again. He is a very obvious sociopathic person. I really get the creeps with people like this. Not that all are bad. But this guy obviously is completely loving it to abuse his authority and status without even giving on atom of a shit to feel empathy. People like him are those I wish I could just erase....urgh
Also, it is cute and all and I know he means well and cannot be any other way being royalty himself, but the male lead is not better. Keeps playing mind games with her, knows she is a woman, but pressures her. Never thinks how what he does could affect her and why the adults insist so much on hiding her sexuality and keeping her away from the capital. Sees how the crown prince takes disgusting interest in her, but now is about to make her life even more complicated and hard, abusing his authority over her. Ah god I swear....all I want from a male lead is to respect the female for fucks sake is that so hard?
Excuse me, mind games? Pressure? where did u even get that? If the ml really pressured her he would’ve told her from the start the he knows. The ml also said he’ll wait for the answer and when she turned him down he didn’t approach her anymore
He waited andknew for 4years but hidden the fact he knew since he knew the fl was trying her best to keep it a secret and tries his best
uhm...do you mean the prince or do you mean the male lead? dude...did you really read this? try to put yourself in the shoes of a women who is under constant pressure from all adults she can rely on around her to "do her duties, serve the lord and never reveal her gender". then there is the guy that all your fucking being seems to rely on. the sole purpose of your forced life as a male. and that guy secretly knows you are a women. and keeps making you face humiliation in order to get something he would give you anyway, but he wants to play around with you and see you "beg". i don't know if you are a person that loves themselves and has a valued sense of dignity, but being in a position of uncertainty where you can never hope or dream to really fulfil your deepest desires like fucking eating food you like, and there is your "lord" that knows what you really want, can give it to you, but always dangles it infant of you and makes you beg in the end and lower yourself into an act that causes second hand embarrassment even to readers....and then is actually someone who "loves you" like bruh....screw a love like this....sure it is amazing if someone can be friends with you, and does not coddle you because of their feelings. but he is straight up being sadistic with her all the time. he does not listen to her say "no, i don't want this" when she says she does not want to become his "female date" on the banquet....in the end he always manipulates her into giving in to all sorts of stuff... were you ever in such a position, that someone made you forget your intuition, logic and rational all over because they pressed the right buttons in you and then you ended up in a situation you knew you could have avoided if you just didn't get swayed by fear, stress and pressure and someone else desires and now you have this shit to deal with? dunno how this is romantic to you, or ok to you...but the male lead is playing with her....knowing he has the upper hand....he is a normal noble guy....he has the upper hand in all the areas that matter in this story....he is a man, he is rich, he is powerful, he has prestige, he is her employee, her lord and her life depends on him right now and he knows she is unable to truly refuse "his wishes (orders)"....why? because she is fucking conditioned into being his servant....no matter how "friendly" they are superficially....anyway....it is not a bad story....but this dude is selfish even in the way he "loves" and "cares" for her right now (dunno if it changes later)....and she is like. a leaf since she was born being blown around by the adults and men in her life....
she is someone unable to say "no" properly... to truly be selfish....to truly listen to her gut even when it would go against the wishes of people around her and make them feel negative...why? cause she was conditioned to be like this....to be a someone "that never forgets her position and duties"....she was raised to serve him and that family....it feels super disgusting actually if you always wake up after going along with someone else plans, find yourself in a post-moment of whatever happened and realise how you actually dislike where you are, but you could not avoid it really....and to see how much control over your own life you lack....it would have been best for her to really not go with him to capital....to run far far away from him...live a few years as her own person....and if it was meant to be they meet again as equals....instead of like this...ew
Amp dami naman ebas neto HAHAHAHAHSHSHS
we loves seungchan because he was so respecting hyung and cherished him as a person. Because he was not a rapy bastard that just cared that the body attached to his favourite "hole" was "his possession" and alive and around as long as he needed him. Because he was complete opposite of his rapist. Now side story is this uncomfortable shit where he says stop in many many many different ways and obviously is trying to communicate successfully, that he does not want it like that and seme is ignoring it. You know, sometimes if someone loves their boyfriend really much and never experienced any kind of toxic abusive shit, the first times they do, they can deny reality and "take it lightly to not ruin the mood". Because their brain has no proper way to react to it. And he is someone with abandonment issues, so obviously he is someone that will take in A LOT OF SHIT before he really goes crazy on seungchan risking being broken up with or what. So yeah....it is relatable why he didn't freak out and try to throw the seme off....just saying in the case that people come with this "but he didn't really defend himself" shit....seungchan is really really really being an asshole that deserves a beating and would even deserve at least a one week break up until he gets his shit together for this...this is way to rapey....especially knowing and having SEEN hyung be raped....like bitch... this just makes no sense...it would make sense if this was bdsm play and he is not stopping because he is not using the safe word....BUT IT IS NOT....gosh...really...author what are you doing? why? (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
still don't understand why Frederick is like this. People like him scare me so much. I know them in real life. People who are like super apathetic, while even as adults they still remain with their abusers knowingly, even though they are not really emotionally bound to them. And rather hurt others and all. The abuse is like their I dunno....the extra in life they got used to ? Cannot imagine life without it and all. He could do some stuff to expose that bitch and be the "mistreated amazingly beautiful believe crown prince".....that uncle is feared and has a bad reputation anyway. People would not even need much to believe he is a bitch and celebrate his execution. He is lower than the prince, so he would deserve royal punishment for hurting the body of a royal heir. It is also no hard to proof it. I mean, I do wonder how his injuries, especially that face injury, heal so quickly and perfectly? He is not even hiding it always. His bodyguard could spread rumours during a drink with other soldiers, and "drunkenly" spill the beans how helpless he feels that his dear crown prince is been hurt by his uncle and he cannot do anything, because the prince doesn't want his "beloved uncle" to be punished and didn't give up on his "only family by his side from his mothers side" or some shit. Then crown prince makes uncle super angry, while the bodyguard goes and calls for some super important person like the heads of the justice department in that monarchy and they see how uncle just abused the royal heirs body. Dun dun. Next day everyone in palace already know the rumour and if he shows bruises they will be confident it is the truth. And have uncle and think the crown prince is a benevolent humane prince. Sure it would may be lower his reliance, but a humane prince will be loved. Because he is still way to otherworldly beautiful and all over a capable good person to the people and other subordinates and political figures, so yeah. Damn it. Can really not understand this crap. The bodyguard is such a fucking annoying bitch that is just barking around like an idiot at anything, but doesn't do her job in guarding her princes body properly....hhhhhhhh so annoying....i dislike the crown prince....i don't trust people like this at all....sure they have unfortunate stories, but right now he is doing some twisted shit knowingly. He is not a helpless kid that doesn't know anything and is at an adults mercy anymore.....I want to see more fluff and development between mc and ml damn it....we don´t get enough at all! and now he is going? NOO (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
but this is even too much for me. Animals shit was already on the border of "disgust" for me, if it was not some kind of animal-god or something, but this...a fucking vegetable...wants what now? Bye bro...