
when nao was speculating about what it is he has with seiichi and was like "is this love" and then went on about how he is just projecting and that he is being treated how a "female" would be treated and all that niceness is only meant for "male-female" relationships and what he had with senpai must have been proper male-male......I swear, i was lying on my side and I jumped around like some weird fish under my blanket annoyed hearing this stuff as well as sad! LIKE WHAT EVEN! Love has no gender and gentleness and affection, care and respect have no gender or sexuality limits! Whoever is reading this, I will come slap you in your dreams, if you ever think the kindness, respect, care and love people show you is not meant for you or you don't deserve it, especially if you use reasons like your sexuality or gender! Imma come slap you so you wake up from your spiral of irrational negative thoughts! If no one loves you, you ought to accept the love of the only person that will ALWAYS be with you, even if everyone leaves: you. No matter who goes and comes, you always will have yourself. So if your SELF and you are seperated and you don't see yourself, appreciate yourself, are grateful for yourself, how do you expect the universe and thus reality and people to see who you are? when you don't even now who you are and won't acknowledge it. You are alife. So long as you live, you are worthy of living, it is your responsibility to take care of your life be it inside or outside of yourself and only you can orchastrate the reality you live in no one else. If you let go of your power, then life will swing you around as if life is what controls you...nah bich....goddamn! You are alife, you are worthy, you are beautiful as a part of this huge connected cosmos and you are worthy of everything you deem worthy but love is non negotiable! Love is something we already have in us, we just gotta feel it. Platonic love, some call it life energy, qui, chi, kundalini...whatever...gosh i gone on a rant, just cannot stand seeing cute humans be like this....remember! imma come slap you if you ever think this kinda shit!
and one tip.: of you leanr, yes learning! to love yourself in your own way, than you will always know if someone really genuinly loves you or has ulterioir motives, Why? cause you already know the love you deserve now, so anything less genuine will be obvious as day. why do you think rich successful attractive people with confidence that seems to run in their blood never let anyone fling them around? cause they KNOW their worth....anyway....don't ever settle for shit like that senpau i dare you! MY SLAP IS PAINFUL

but I gotta say one thing. If it is not some fucked up situation like a sibling sexually harassing or literally beating the shit out of another sibling one sidedly...but a normal trifle between siblings STAY THE FUCK OUT OF IT....who do you think you are? especially being the boyfriend who fucked said little brother behind the back of the big brother. I would beat the shit out of ex boyfriend for touching my sibling and then beat the shit out of my sibling (even though I never do that, but she would know she deserved it and my mother who is against that as well, would not even say anything, but say we are adults now and have to deal with this our own way and beat the shit out of my sibling, too haha and may be slap me for bringin such a man in my life) anyway.....no matter what kinda cute act the brother did, that ex boyfriend fucker had no right to step in or even BREATHE there for fucks sake...all he should do is kneel in a dogeza or how they call it and keep quiet in an obedient submissive pose. SO MAD RIGHT NOW.

so disgusted by those pedohpilic group of bitches....omg...they raped an innocent kid who was one kid against what 4 older noonas? and in asia you learn to respect older people, so him looking that calm and nice and all was an easy prey...gosh....i hope those women had bad karma, disgusting filth ew

that for the first time, i already know the whole content of a super hyped famous webtoon ahahah....i am looking forward to reading this when it is finally complete to see what the artist did with the light novel.....i hope they will also do something special about the end, cause the end in the novel was like super "bland" in comparison to the whole awesomeness of the story....

alrighty, it has been over a year that i read it, so i don't remember all details, but
(spoiler alert)
so after some big shit goes down in china where he helps, he is allowed to keep the wasted land there. he then proceeds to train his leagues of shadow soldiers and the new shadow soldiers from the original sovereign that came to him previously with that guys awesome as shit leader dude who will fit in awesomely with igris etc. (dunno if they alread came maybe) anyway. so he trains with them and divides them into groups with the leaders he has. and then some stuff happen and the other sovereigns get serious, a lot of huge battles and it seems like they are winning somehow, because he planned really well with his 3 or 4 groups of leagues. the last battle is then on is land with the leader of those sovereign and they fight insaley fierce. but it seems like no matter what he does, that sovereign guy keeps having something up his sleeve and he is loosing....suddenly the angels come down. they help him and he asks them to allow him to use their time travel device once more (i think it only had one use left or something anyway) because he wanted to avoid the world falling apart like it did...because he now knows who the enemy is and how to beat them....and he will not loose his shadow soldiers, only the ones he made new i think like the ant ( i am not sure though).....the angel is shocked, because they say how no one will know about anything he sacrificed if he is the only one that remembers in the whole world. but he still does it...than we see him suddenly in a totally normal korea at university, everyone is talking about this mysterious mature famous student ( obv. him)....he just came back from checking on people i think like the old guild leader who obv. is alive now and no one ever knows about this whole dungeon stuff, because he made it so they never came to be as he send back into the past, but still had his memories and his powers....and he is now just a normal student at uni and dating that short hair famous girl properly.....that's it....i was so bummed, because it all happened with time slip you know...suddenly the battle was interrupted, he was send back and we were in the present....the author didn't show what he did or anything...anyway.....yeah...hope this made sense...( i even forgot the names as you can see has been so long really haha, but the novel is translated in english if i am not wrong and was really nice to read, if you don't want to wait for the webtoon and read it)

OMYGAWDDDD SERIOUSLY THANKYOU FOR TAKING YOUR TIME FOR WRITING THIS AND WTFFFF WHY THEY DISAPPOINT US LIKE DAT BRUHHHH I WANTED HIM TO DEFEAT EVERYONE AND BE THE WORLD'S BEST SS RANK HUNTER AND THEN MARRY MS. CHA WHO ALSO IS A BADASS HUNTER AND THEN PROCEED TO LIVE IN A WORLD WITH MONSTERS AS USUAL DUJHNCIDNSHU BRUH THIS IS SAD LMAOOOO

ohh you mean before he goes back in time or after?
(possible spoiler alert)
cause as far as i saw on tiktok, the dad is already there before he went to the past....i don't remember it all 100%, but i cannot remember if the family situation was shown after he went back...only that he was dating that super stron female hunter (who was obviously a normal woman in the non wrecked past) and that that hunter guild boss guy was now a politician or what and he was just looking around like some 100 year old vampire in the body of a kid at those young clueless happy goofy students like a proud parent hahahah....that is what i felt from the vibe from the text....he is a lil arrogant after all :D and yeah....he is the only one who remembers, as well as his shadow soldiers (who the author did not show in the epilogue) and the world is just normal. he seemed happy...dating that cha girl now as normal teens in college and having everyone alive and healthy etc...

but again (spoiler alert!)
if they did not show his dad yet....he will come....he is found in a super old ass dungeon where he was stuck and survived and became a super strong ass hunter guy....he does some stuff to help his son behind the scenes and he finds him during a battle where he was not super bad ass death sovereign yet (his heart and the sovereigns heart were not totes in sync) i think....and the dad died there after that battle, while trying to run from his son so he would not see....i hope i remember it correctly though.....but after he went back in time....everyone should be alive and living normal, cause the dad never went to become a hunter and never went into a dungeron where he got stuck etc. ....

if it turns out, he is actually genuinly an amazing guy, that just goes with his feelings responsibly and all...and we all were wrong with our thoughts that he is sus....it will be a very very sad moment...you know why? it means that men who are just really genuinly nice and honest without any twisted shit that comes out once you start going on dates and they have "expectations" or whatever kind of bad shit we all experienced.....made us feel....that men can never truly be like this, if there is not some weird shit they are hiding under that nice smile....god...the bar is really really low....i would be super panicky if i was the uke as well, cause this guy is "too clean"...i would think he is acting and could never really just like me and just go genuinly with his feelings as well as his genuine consideration for me....ah dunno....men scare many of us women and many gay men as well....gosh...i feel werid right now, cause a spoiler did say he was really like this the whole time, a really nice cool guy who just liked him :(

it is so hard to find stories that are plausible...like within itself....often yaoi still are like those old ones that actually make like zero sense but only are meant to see someone that is in the "feminine" position suffer under their "destined partner" and then when they almost break the partner suddenly acts all soft when he already broke you and has you and does not completely wants to make you lose your sanity and then you fall for their small sweetness and tadah amazing shalala relationship people see as if it is some kinda leyla and mecnu story of eternal true unconditional love or what even though it is just toxic crap people put up with cause "he is handsom" and "the sex was hot"....urgh....anyway....i am happy cause so many (often underrated) authors come up with stories that make sense and are plausible, where the characters act and talk and behave and feel in ways that makes sense and make decisions that make sense....even if fucked up (like killing stalking or warehouse)....anyway...that is as you said, another reason why this seme seems sus...cause men in reality often are sus when they are to nice and so are men in yaoi, shounen ai and shoujo and josei and any other shit....
the seme can see aura and sees a rainbow above the uke. Cause the uke also fits in somewhat into the characteristic of rainbow people, as he helps people for free to match them with a perfect aura-partner....for free...he does not even want money...he just does it to be useful to others with the strange power he has already, but he seems somewhat neglected, cause he jsut gives, but has no hope for himself and seems to view himself very negatively as "plain" and "boring" and someone without a match and lonely, so he cannot really be confident enough to go after rainbow guy...and rainbow guy is a happy rainbow, who knows the loneliness of rainbows, but is confident and all so seeing this lonely sad rainbow, he knows he is a match and wants to give him all the love and care he has hehe...just a theory though...