the boss is a person that seems to throw his pessimism at people...he is in a high position, so he takes it naturally as an encouragement to look down on others and run his mouth as he pleases, because he knows he could make life hard for them, if they talked back. What an ass. I don't even know what he is getting at. He makes himelf look all sexy, so why would someone with eyes and especially a person like a prof. photographer not look at you? why assume that shit...."pick op something another person has dropped" THE FUCK....i would want the uke, if he really wants it, too. to just have a plain sexual relationship, until he realises he is over that and then dunno go abroad or something and that boss bitch realise what an asshole motherfucker trash bitch he is....being used as a toy to help get over another person...like an object...by someoone lovable like that uke.....BYE BITCH GET BURIED BY THE CRAP YOU BROUGHT ONTO YOU....
and the ex...he is a piece of shit....a coward bastard...he could have platonically seen that new boyfriend of his and waited until he got confirmation of his 30 year long partners death to go on with life. But he was so horny and lonely and guilty from having that hobae watch out for his sorry ass, he thought he could use the offered meal as well as at least stay faithful with this dude who is obsessed with him to not feel to much like a sorry ass scum. 30 years are worth this much for you huh? what a fucking bastard. Wifes waited and waited after the war for their husbands to come back.....until they got to see their dogtags they didn't move on...even though they were alone and had kids....AND YOU CANNOT WAIT A FEW MORE MONTHS? I get him and how lonely you feel, but I don't buy his shit. He abandoned and killed his oh so amazing big love on his own. That is why he treated his oh so amazing love like shit when he saw him after 5 years alife in front of him while holding his new boyfriends hands so openly. Infront of him was not his so amazing 3 decade old love anymore, but a corpse that came to life. His head already had memorised him as "dead"...Attitude changes you know, depending on your thoughts. What a bastard. His love is worth shits. He deserves that uncomfortable stalker relationship he has now, with a guy who will never truly trust him and will try to control him because of that and always having to proove the shit out of yourself that you love him. This is like karme. Because you could not accept your oh so amazing 30 year love like that, when he loved and truly trusted you, now you will have to do it even more extremely with this stalker obsessive boyfriend to see the difference. to see what you lost. i doubt though he would ever admit it...that he is a piece of shit who let go of someone amazing because he was a horny selfish coward....
That's a very romantic view but it's not a realistic one. The boss although harsh, is a caring person, but he is just afraid to get hurt again. He is not a pessimistic, he tends to be a bit cynical but we still don't know what happened with his ex wife. I got mad when he spoke of "damaged goods" but I realized that contextually he probably means someone who is hang up on his past.
Now moving on to his ex. During wartimes a lot of people never get accounted for, that's the tragedy of what happens and why it's so awful, it's where human life becomes forgettable. It is completely understandable that after losing contact for years he would be counted as dead. Their love was 15 years. But no matter what clinging to a relationship after so long is actually less healthy. I'm mad at the ex for his horrible behaviour and how he didn't even stop to think of the situation Joyoon was in and how disoriented he must feel.But they weren't gonna last anyway since he wasn't understanding towards his job and that would certainly create problems in the future. The ex's current boyfriend is a terrible person, even wishing that Joyoon had died in the battlefield. He is very pathetic, hanging on so many years almost begging for attention from someone that was obviously grieving.
Everything this!!! I do like the cynicism of the boss, I've been like that without the power position lol not everyone that has bewn hurt act the same way. I just know that ex is gonna want to come back and I it's gonna be too late because, yup been there too the manipulative bf of the ex is awful. I think they knew he was waking up from a coma before entering the hospital room. Why cling to your bf like that geez, if you know he needs to softly vreak up the news. A lot of awful behavior, yet, human.
Oh I agree! I can tell the boss has wounds and is keeping people at arms length on purpose. But his behaviour is ambiguous. He does not want to get hurt, so he hurts others with his unneccessarily sharp bluntness that is intended to cut and at the same time his physical reactions speak a different tune. That is what I dislike. He is in the wrong. Not about wanting to keep to himself and have distance and no intimacy with people, but about HOW he is going about it. I, too, am a person hurt by love and am afraid of love and can be very cold when I sense people try to get romantic with me. I did hurt someone in my early days, because I was irresponsible with my own feelings and behaviour and all. No matter what, what is going on inside you is your own responsibility nobody elses. He is a grown ass man in a leading position (not a kid like I was back than (19) ) That is why he deserves do face karma for that, you know? No amount of private trauma or what can excuse the shit you do outside of yourself to others, if you do not have an excuse like mental health. He is fine mentally, so he cannot excuse his poor behaviour and him abusing his position as a means to feed his confidence in being the asshole he is. He is caring, yes. But he could think a millisecond longer in how to express what he means in a more mature tone. I take peoples actions as a way to see them. No matter how good someone is at heart, their actions are what matters. So no matter how good his intentions may be, the way he acts does leave room to doubt.
And I get it. I get the ex. I get how he was a coward, why he was, why he was so broken, why he gave in to that kind of devoted attention during a time where he let go of himself and all. But what I mean is, that instead of being honest about it, he started blaming the guy. Instead of honestly facing everything, the excuse for him to move and, so he would not feel like shit, was "Yoon left me, yoon is the bad one, it is all yoon's faul"....you know what i mean? He then went on to kill him, like he saw him as "dead" and then he treated someone who just told him he was in coma for 5 years like baggage. So I won't see any excuses for him either.
Both semes are bad. The boss has hope, if he starts to reflect on his behaviour soon and compose himself and not take it out on others, his dissapointment with destiny, life and love, and keep it for himself. Someone in the Uke's position does not have the mental strength, let alone physical, to handle such scorn. Undeserving scorn at that. Because Uke is the only one there who is allowed to be weak and confused and not "compised. Why? He came back from the dead, is physically handicapped and is mentally instable/confused/strained.....
And just to add, I love straigthforward and blunt people who are what they are like as you see. Who are not acting. I am german after all, I come from a place where people throw shit straight at you without any thought of sounding uber polite or what. As well as my family, that would just straight tell me to my face if something looked ugly, if I said something stupid, whatever. Honesty is AWESOME. I find it very sexy. Especially if someone is masterfully sarcasting, I get all hot and botheres. Could imagine how hot it must look if that kind of hot boss is like that. But what I mean is, he is different with the Uke. DId no one see that? He goes an extra mile in his bluntness and is rather impulsively sharp with him. He is very sensitive about what the Uke does. It seems obvious, how he didn't want to notice him at all. But then he "gave in" and suggested to have a casual sexual encounter. What bothers me is not all that. But HOW he went at it. He could have just bluntly, like he did with the people in the restaurant who asked about his private life, said "I do not really wish to have any close relationship with you, someone who clearly is to hung up on his ex and not at all ready to face his present. But I would not mind to have something casual going, If you are also okay with it. So how about it?" or something like this. Openly telling him his boundaries and what is allowed within them, without being unneccessariyl, but still purposefully, hurtful....
And just to add, I love straigthforward and blunt people who are what they are like as you see. Who are not acting. I am german after all, I come from a place where people throw shit straight at you without any thought of sounding uber polite or what. As well as my family, that would just straight tell me to my face if something looked ugly, if I said something stupid, whatever. Honesty is AWESOME. I find it very sexy. Especially if someone is masterfully sarcasting, I get all hot and botheres. Could imagine how hot it must look if that kind of hot boss is like that. But what I mean is, he is different with the Uke. DId no one see that? He goes an extra mile in his bluntness and is rather impulsively sharp with him. He is very sensitive about what the Uke does. It seems obvious, how he didn't want to notice him at all. But then he "gave in" and suggested to have a casual sexual encounter. What bothers me is not all that. But HOW he went at it. He could have just bluntly, like he did with the people in the restaurant who asked about his private life, said "I do not really wish to have any close relationship with you, someone who clearly is to hung up on his ex and not at all ready to face his present. But I would not mind to have something casual going, If you are also okay with it. So how about it?" or something like this. Openly telling him his boundaries and what is allowed within them, without being unneccessariyl, but still purposefully, hurtful....a strong person would not be hurt. I feel like the past yoon would not. BUt this yoon is weak. Boss knows it, so he puts the knife where he KNOWS it will hurt...
ups...haha i guess it send it out twice...the second one is the right one though, with the last sentences
I absolutely agree that it's not an excuse for him to have bad behaviour, but it certainly makes his actions understandable. To be honest with the foresight of the raws, I find his behaviour forgivable. It becomes very clear that he is very afraid of getting hurt again, but he cares deeply for him. And trauma caused by a past relationship or a combination of bad past experiences is a mental health issue. I guess that's the difference from me between the boss and the ex. The ex's actions I personally find less forgivable. He knew what his career choice was from the start and still got mad about what happened. Like you said, he blamed him and avoided any sort of responsibility. It's obvious he felt guilty learning what happened and tried to project all his negative feelings on Joyoon. It would have been much easier on both of them if they had a clean breakup before he left. Lastly, yes the boss is very blunt but he is not abusing his power. The things he says are harsh but most of them are also true. As someone who tries to be honest as much as possible, I understand that being truthful comes with hurting people's feelings sometimes and I understand the consequences. There are times where things are gonna sound harsh no matter how much you sugar-coat them.
I believe that he is not trying to hurt him, I think his intentions are good and he thinks that it's vital for the uke to hear this right now, specifically because he is hurting, that's why it looks targeted.
hmmm...didn't think of it that way...could be right...like cold water to make him come to face reality you mean? i guess i was just super agitated by the ex and his boyfriend and how they behaved and than that he had to hear all that krass stuff from his boss/sunbae....but yeah...i really do not dislik his undisclosed self, i was just thrown off at his "don't pick up stuff others threw away" shit "but you would be okay for casual sex" attitude....a few hours after the uke went through hell from that ptsd and then the ex facing him like that and then being told his behaviour was creepy and stalkerish second handedly by the colleagues....guess i was empathising to much may be dunno...but i do see the point...yes...uke has to get to his senses, move on, and become independent first from his ex and their past....
omg. How disgusting. I love how she shows her own disgust as well of how different everyone is now that she is "white" like everyone. Ew. Go away. She was a beautiful goddess before and her skin colour showed her superiority from everyone. She is amazing. Never expected anything of anyone and learned to be herself and you could call her extremely wise and mature. Now that she has that strength, seeing people treat her as how she needed it BEFORE she learned to not expect shit, makes all the sadness and loneliness from her past come up...such shit is so cruel....i experienced it as well....how people who emotionally abandoned me, came to me as an adult and say stuff like "we always loved you"....SHUT THE FUCK UP....like who needs your love now? now that you can see that i am just a normal awesome person, now you tell me this? it feels super duper disgusting and if it is done by people like your parents than even more so, because they were the first people you ever dependet on and needed for survival and just wanted around etc. ....anyway....i hope she can be her amazing beautiful brown skinned angelic self again....
is always right. So when I saw that read head be all possessive authorative shit like that with grabbing him A CAPTAIN in the open like WTF even if he isn't still grabbing someone like that....and then hugged him from behind and uke gave in with "come tonight"....the nausea that was building hit real ew you know....i have a radar that got super sharp from years of seeing people and reading about toxic people of all levels and yeah no....imma delete this from my reading list and may be pick up after it is complete.....i hate toxic shit.....why do people give in to toxic people? he is not even a fragile person like he said...many people stay cause they are so weak physically they need to plan to escape such partners, but bruh...nu-uh....imma wait....and pray this manga with this cute potential is not gonna be too disgusting in between....
I know I didn't realy die from my heart exploding and all was the sweetpotatoe in my mouth that almost fell outta my mouth from squealing omg bruh....this chapter was nearly the death of me...phew
some friend you are. You may have been forcefully kinda dragged into that. But there is someone who talks like that about women adn asks that disgusting shit about your childhood friend who is supposed to be your girlfriend in that guys eyes and you say you haven't done it, instead of shoving the shit he spouted back into his face? How dare he ask things like that about someone else? Disgusting asshole. And if he wants to play around, he should be able to be firm with his sex partners about not crossing the line of just sex partners....instead of running away like that...bruh...someone like this will be the seme...nice...psch
Fr that pissed me off wtf
i wonder who the dislikes are....guess that squad that dislikes it whenever someone says anything bad about manga that mande them horny no matter what kinda shit happened apart from the dick goin inside the ass....i swear....
superficiall I enjoy this. But she is so...i dunno...half assed? Like she loved her fam so much apparently for saving her from almost DYING by the SEA after beign ABANDONED by her real parents. But she didn't give two shits after that biological father, who treated her like some object he almost threatened to kill and slapped around and threw into fucking deep ocean to wake up and almost drown...she stopped caring when she learned mana control stuff after that...she has like very low intelligence....just lets herself be thrown left and right for no reason but shows courage and confidence in the weirdest situations....like her money is in joel blahs estate...why not ask your spirits or spirit king to teleport there get the money and come? like bruh....i dunno anymore...she is so hmmm dephtless?
YES! Exactly what i was thinking all this time, it get's annoying
She is the wet lettuce drifting about the great ocean. Letting whatever be done to her. And also, are we just gonna forget about her creepy master who randomly kissed her out of the blue. She has this randomly thrown together harem that aint even steamy. Super luke warm
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this kinda toxic wana be wash jof a bdsm relationship shit so much. urgh. i will read when this is over. i know i will be very disappointed by the development and the typical "bottom who devotes himself to a shit asshole seme and gives zero shits about himself until he is near suicidal depressiona nd leaves" and then seme who is an asshole that is more like a psychopath or sociopath suddenly outta nowhere after the guy leaves learns to be a normal humane person with feelings like love and empathy and common sense and all and runs after uke, uke is like uwu cry cry and then suddenly they have a healthy relationship as if the guy was not totally psycho before and uke was not suffering...and than this sm shit with a wanna be dom who has no training to be a dom...yeah bruh....urgh...why? why after a story like the first couple who were decent characters that made sense and a relationship build up that was a bit creepy at first but made sense something totally generic and old like this....i can tell it will be a false bdsm version of bj alex urgh....dunno will wait and see and pray that if i read this after it is done with season 2 i will not be dissappointe to much and at least get to see some more scenes from the forst two cuties...."sob"
and as someone born because my parents had stress and my mom wanted divorce and the elders were like "have a baby, it will change everything" and then being with parents who only fight and go blame me....no bruh...parents who bring a child into the world without being 100% able to take responsibility for them and be happy and all are just assholes to me. Real trash. She is just nice looking trash now. This mom may be a good person and in her eyes do it out of love or what, but she is just selfish to me. She knows she is going against the fathers wishes, does not know if he will take care of the baby, she knows she will die and that baby will have a weird connection to demons who seem to be creepy (because of his smile) and does not seem to have any kinda guardian people appointed for the case the dad says no or someone to feed the baby (like might need someone to give her mother-milk or what)....and is like "i hope you be happy, know i love you, bye, survive on your own after i forced you to be born..."...like bruh...bye....like really....she deserves to be beaten for this crap....no matter why she did it....she is forcefully throwing a kid into an uncertain, unstable and dangerous life A BABY....not some grown out kid, but a BABY a being as helpless as they can be....so many kids like this end up haveing severe identity issues...why? cause we realise how we NEVER ASKED TO EXIST and no one was there to ground us or to make us GLAD THAT WE EXIST....now as an adult i learned to just accept my existence, do the best i can and show myself how my existence is good etc. cause I never felt that way with my parents who just threw me here and were like "there, we made you, be grateful and happy, we say we love you so we do but we won't show you haha, don't be disrespectful"....she seems to be like this....she says don't doubt my love, don't doubt your dad, don't hate or blame me or your dad....like why? why should she not? what should make her not do that? bruh....so selfish....
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was done in my eyes the first time he fucking raped the uke. Then how he acted as if he did him a favor with it and how uke didn't do shit, when he learned he was raped. Like is he healthy? Did he use protection? Apart from that, to have your virginity taken with RAPE and being fucking UNCONSCIOUS. He was DEAD to me. I gave up on this then, knowing this author is another shit that goes off on showing toxic bitches as some kinda next level awesome desirable person as if we would not kill and castrate his ass if he WAS a REAL PERSON. Then I check the comments and some updates to see where this is going. Guy continues to use Uke and violate him and be a total toxic abusive fucker who deserves to be locked away in jail. Still Uke stays with him. At this point, I lose respect for uke. I cannot. Why? Because life is hard. Being alive is nothing easy for nobody. There are people and also characters, who go through fucking hell and even pain beyond hell and still maintain responsibility and all for their own life, cause that is what you gotta do But this kid acts like he is some broken flea market goods sex toy assthingy that the guy who first found him is now entitled to own and he cannot do anything but love the first dude who would pick up something old, unwanted and hopeless whatever sob story shit like him. And he needs someone else to tell him that him crying and being in pain all the time IS NOT NORMAL. WOW. WAY TO GO. All I want is for this dude to think like a human for once and get very normal "fear" of "pain"... and run....I swear.....
is she gonna get back together with the cheating bf? If yes, I would like to spare myself from reading this....
She didn’t- ml is on the cover of the story (づ￣ ³￣)づ