
people sometimes like something, they thought they were not into all along. Because it does not fit into the picture they have of their own self until that point. When someone then comes and shows them, they indeed to have interest there, it can actually cause troubles. When they do it forcefully like this, instead of properly seducing them out of their comfort zone and into reality. I am straight, but a colleague of mine in the bar I worked at, was a guy who used a fake name to get our customers as one night stands. As if it was his snack bar or something. And in general, he was not "my type". He had a great body and all, but I thought he was not up my par. I was more into the mysterious colleague who was his opposite and served me more of a mental snack than that easy fuckboy. So then he started to court me. It was nice for my ego, but also annoying because of his mood swings and his selfishness. Then on a party we hosted, he got a bit tipsy and was more aggresive. Truly, I liked the feeling of a guy taller and wider than me, someone who was so obviously stronger, embrace me in a tight hug and be so open about how he wants me, but at the same time his words and arrogance destroyed it all. He was all saying things like " I know you want it. Don't lie."....and I am a person that needs slow seduction. A build up. Something that will seduce my mind, because my mind is what usually gets in the way of things. My body is sensitive, like the second uke, easily aroused, but my mind not. So it will shut out all stuff, just because the other person didn't care about how to get my brain all mushy, too. So obviously, I rejected him. It was kinda regretful. If he were more caring and patient, I might have enjoyed having a fling, but the way he rushed and stomped all over the place, I lost some valuable experience of " workplace affair"....hhhh

, though I think I made comments like this already, I dislike the brother. Ever since the beginning, where they talked about this brother that is abroad. he is so annoying. i also dislike taehee for never standing up to his brother in this matter. i hope he will now. the hell does he think he is? he is his brother and they don´t have that much age difference, not his father. or his mother. he has no right to act like he can dictate his brothers life. it is different if they were younger kids and his mom gave him the task to be responsible for llil taehee for a while until she is back, but him terrorising his every move...hello? I have a younger sister liek taehee, too. and i sometimes do feel like advising her and argue with her, but it is still her decision. his parents are also in the wrong for not educating taehwan properly in this matter. gosh...so toxic..this is what you can define as slightly toxic family...some people who never learned that this is abnormal may disagree...but sciences backs me up here....so annoying i swear...if they don`t do something to stop his shit, i will have a less enjobable read...so puhlease let him eat the shit he shats all the time so he gets his head straight...

...the second ml was annoying from the beginning. nothing wrong with approaching someone who is not bound, but this "treat her better" stuff....obviously, she was totally fine? admitting it publicly and all? and then he is telling him "to let her down, he will treat her better", when aki came to take her away SECONDS after he just sexually assaulted an intoxicated person...UHU....SURE BRUH....

ever thought that there are people who have experience with the stuff they read and that is why they give such valid comments? a human cannot help but feel sympathy when they see something they already have assimilated memories for. like people who know how to do it in the back and how insanely it hurts if someone tries to push in there when it is not properly covered in lotion and stretched out. it can cause serious medical conditions and some people may know how those ailments feel as well. or may feel empathy even though they never experienced it really. that is what makes us humans so special and also why we enjoy things like reading. because we want to be distracted. and you can only distract someone when you appeal to their senses etc. some people are more sensitive and complex then others. so whereas some do not ever really think deeply about things that do not concern them personally or what, others without much effort understand a lot about many things around them. that is also why not everyone is an artist. or why not every artist is a masterpiece maker. anyway. i am really getting annoyed by that new third wheel goddammit....such creepy vibes you get from that guy hhhh....just gotta ignore that he destroyed his most favorite place in the world right now: inside his hyung.

very interesting. But since the beginning this blond bush hear annoyed me so much. I have nothing against platonic friends being a bit touchy in a way like family does you know and who does not tease their friends a bit if they are a little clueless like sia or whatever. but dude this guy...he is into her but makes everything into a sexually harrassment like joke...like aaaallll the time he talks with her he does this....first thing he says is something sexual when they meet...bruh...such an exhausting person and so delusional....not that t is bad to have hope and love someone....but he acts like he has serious claims....hhhhhhh..lets see where this goes....i feel a lot of drama coming )am at chapter 50 or smth=
you cannot merely call him a manly or womanly or anything...he is beyond gender stuff and any kinds of human ways to put stuff under control through words....he is just wow....if there was a human like this in real life, you would cry from looking at them, cause it seems like their pure beauty washes away all the bad stuff hahahaah