
can these past stains not appear, AFTER the pair had some hot intimate times and connected for the first time with body and soul and solidified the first base etc. ? Then they will be in a post orgasmic bliss for a bit and these old dudes will be like annoying flies that try to disturb your rest....goddamit! Go away! I rather see long winded trip of them getting close bit by bit than some forced accelarration due to a third party causing jealousy....grrr

First Chapter, I can already tell a lot of shit is fishy. A therapist, that is professional, usually would try to get the patient that got to attached to a colleague the moment they realise their attachment is crossing the boundaries of normal trust from patient to therapist. A patient that feel like "they have to act in order to make the therapist happy", is already not properly treatable anymore. So this dude gives me off vibes....I am happy there is no horror tag, but still ah dang it. People like this dude are like free fruit on the streets for all sorts of "nu-uh" type of people...hhhhhhh

I still want Seungho to turn into a hopeless bitch that shows us some kind of epiloge of him being some old piece of sad shit that is in nakyums old room that is filled with all sorts of nakyums traces and like stacks of information that he stalked about him, reading about how nakyum became some kinda national treasure artist or what and how he is super rich and has a loyal beautifula nd amazing lover by his side and a dog in his backyard living the happy life, while he is there with like one servant and out of grace from everyone.....writing some kind of novel about how being a selfish asshole that only seeks instant pleasure and whatnot is bad and the lessons he learned and about love this that....

I am sorry, but whenever it is about some kind of close blood relatives, I just feel cold. Like a very instinctive disgust. Same blood is not meant to be in any way mixed, not because of religion, but very simple science. Argh. Also because I have cousins from first grade to like dunno 5th or something. And sure some of them are hot, but that's all. Thus from my subjective view, it feels like I would be traumatised if I ever imagined it. So people still acting like it is normal is annoying....not just these, but also some people in the east of asia are like this in some places. Urgh. But forgetting that they are cousins, man if I were him, I would run away crying if my crush says the name of someone else in his sleep while I am sexually harassing his lips.
Wolfgang: becomes a king, to safe his first and only eternal love and create the world that love wants and be the man that love wants
Shin: tries to break that mans heart, because of his internal chaos
missing piece: wolfgang cearly telling shin all that, so shin and his overthinking brain can get the missing puzzle pieces to understand reality
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