Like for a second i was like? I thought she was supposed to be dead so how is she alive? I then assumed that she survived too even though it indicated that she didn't or it wouldn't even be possible that she did. But wow its a nice plot twist!
Yuri was always like this even in For Your Love. His character is more like he's a young guy that is perspective and empathetic but also feels like he's naive or represents his age. Half the shit he does he doesn't mean. You'd expect him to have expressions where he doesn't give a shit (and he doesn't sometimes) but he shows expressions that are more trying to appease others. His character feels contradictory and that not everything he says or does os what it seems. I like his character because he just isn't a one sided person where you can say you hate him or disagree with him all the time. He pushes people to their limits to see how far they will go as if out of curiosity when he doesn't understand. And with his sexuality i guess like his eldest sister said there's a lot of things he doesn't understand and sees things from his own perspective only yet he is capable of understanding others well? (See its contradictory). I think with seonwoo he can see empathy and affection on a multitude levels than his own? And for seonwoo yuir can help him express himself more when hes pushed. Both of them are the only people showing each other the truth they need. I don't hate them at all. (Edit: i know this comes across as excusing a guys behaviour - im more like pointing out it is not surprising esp with the premise of the story. I was so angry with a lot of his actions towards the uke and its inexcusable. It is hard to like him and i dont think the author is trying to make you like him lol more like how can you approach this type of character and what is his story like? Especially with love? Basically both seme and uke are in self-destructive situations and i find that interesting especially how you know what their relationship was like in 'for your love' which was much more healthy but more like they didnt have a deeper relationship to show a more vulnerable/darker side etc
He would make his child drink and sell him to a stalker to get him off his own back.... disgusting
So i read this and honestly my eyes are swollen but it also gave me courage to just call and talk to my loved ones after ignoring them because i was just hurting and needed space. I guess its painful because you can never truly hate someone because good memories will just stay but it also means in life you have more than one love if time chooses it and its your choice who you give time too. I haven't been in love but shit this hurted and i knew it would
I love you so much haha