I keep feelings in to not get hurt but once you start to change it feels better to just express anger and be childish because you never get to do that. They've been taking her for granted, treating her bad and never listen to her putting in harms way. Yoolha literally never apologised for everything hes done to her. And yeongju never listened but put her in harms way. They're horrible. They are all selfish and i thought the both resembled jinho in some way. Ignoring them and being angry is the least she can do to them.
Idk if the author meant too but you can see when they were on the phone and from yeonhos imagination of him grabbing onto jaehas hand like he doesn't want to let him go and at the ending scene its them holding hands again as they head to their future and my heart really be aching I really needed this since I've been coming to terms with my own grief and guilt. It's sincere and beautiful with affection.
IVE BEEN CRYING SO MUCH MY HEART HURTS AND I THINK I NEARLY PASSED AWAY AT THE ENDING CHAPTER AND REFUSE THAT THEY COULDVE ACTUALLY DIED BUT HAVE A CONCUSSION AND I WILL ONLY ACCEPT THE ALT END AMD IM NEVER GOING NEAR THE STREETS EVER AGAIN AND IM CRYING.MLISTENING TO BTS BUTTERFLY WAS ALSO NOT A GOOD IDEA
Arthur makes me feel sick tbh he knows her whole life depends on his whims and the higher her position in status the harder the fall so he dares to feel jealous and acts as the gigolo (acting as a proper lover. He didn't have proper sex with her on purpose so she would know her place. And literally all she wants is to at least feel loved not just sex. Even in chapter 1 its just sex for him. Btw tricking someone under disguise like that is legitimate rape.









I thought it was creepy knowing it was her half brother but now it seems they're not even related and his creepy love for her seems to be based on violence and manipulation. He used to want to make her cry... he's disgusting to show a face like hes hurt and calling her real name. He probably thought if he can make her dependant on him or be weak then he can have a status in that house and that they're not the same. Fuck all of them and i hope they die. He's acting like he did not just hang her outside the window and then proceed to let her be stuck in a locked room for a week... why the fuck would she go back?! is he stupid or what? Selfish assshole he got to leave to an academy while shes stuck at hole ready to be sold again how are they in the same position? He can leave when he wants but she can't without being married. Hexion you best be planning a coup and killig the whole damn royal family