Ive read the RAWS and Taku's feelings for Haesoo and even putting Haesoo in his work folder despite his 'feelings'. Im leaning towards Taku, but even I think he's so mysterious and shady? Even if he's pure, wouldn't you be suspicious of someone who says: "You can use me if you want, in fact I Prefer it that way." (and Judging from his ex-bf pornstar who acts like a child and spread his tape) how and why is he caught between these two brothers? RAWS said he never preferred working in Korea.. but the moment he does, he's working with people connected to Juwon and Haesoo? He can potentially work more with Juwon with a Photobook? They said he never worked with Korean (right?) But then coincidentally he's in both Juwon and Haesoo's lives?, The fact that he hangs out with Leo, and the childish character of his ex says things about Taku that we overlook cuz he looks COOL and Calm... .. not to mention his obsession with Haesoo and his favorite story being the "stepbrothers" story. Ugh.. but if we're judging based on the author's mood... TAKU IS GONNA BE THE END GAME. still, what's his deal?
was closer to reality. Like what people are saying, it's warranted. She's a single mom with Haesoo as her only family. She acted within reason. I won't act like that as I think gay sons are cool, but I understand her. JUWON is torn. On one hand he cares about Haesoo, on the other hand he saw what it did to Haesoo's mom and what might it do to other people. He's a man's man. He handles things directly and however he sees fit. He's not like Taku who is a bit soft, a bit sensitive. This a long shot but I wish H would end with both men.
Nobody seem to notice but: SEXUAL, TREAT YOU BETTER and CIKI BY SAI (KOREAN) are 3 of the songs the Author recommended while promoting or prolly writing Love or Hate. Here's some words to the song SEXUAL (Tell me who this song reminds you of).. is it just me or can these be clues to who the endgame is?
---SEXUAL---
You got that thing that I been looking for
Been running around for so long
Now I caught you, I won't let you go
You got that thing that I been looking for
You are, you are, you are, you are, you are
Everything that I dreamed of, now WE CAN PAINT A PICTURE
You are, you are, you are, you are, you are
Making my life much greener, yeah yeah
You got something that I ain't seen before
You've opened a million doors
All I can say is I adore you
You got something that I ain't seen before
Hold me 'cause baby, I'm yours
Oh, I can't wait until we get home
Just say you feel the way that I feel
I'm feeling sexual, so we should be sexual
I don't know what you done but I can't get enough
'Cause you give me that rush, I don't want it to stop
---TREAT YOUU BETTER---
I won't lie to you
I know he's just not right for you
And you can tell me if I'm off
But I see it on your face
When you say that he's the one that you want
And you're spending all your time
In this wrong situation
And anytime you want it to stop
I know I can treat you better
Than he can...
I'll stop time for you
The second you say you'd like me to
I just wanna give you the loving that you're missing
---CIKI---
Korean Song called CIKI.. Here's some of the words:
I got to know you.
Told you countless, derailed stories
Like a fractured hospital room
I'm blankly waiting for you
Even as i curse you like that
And know it will bring sadness
In a kind voice, you tell me you like me
And say let's live happily
As you're about to cry, you tell me
"I'm sorry, i can't see you," but with those words
Now you can see me so
I should embrace you, but
Why is it that i just pull out
Sharp scissors instead?
-- I didn't post the whole lyrics and yeah, judging by these songs that this skilled writer listens to, who comes to your mind? These are crumbs lol, but I'll take.
Haha, also Taku. Honestly, Im trying to be neutral, but the songs scream Taku.. I can't relate them to Joowon. There's another one, Korean Song called CIKI.. Here's some of the words:
I got to know you.
Told you countless, derailed stories
Like a fractured hospital room
I'm blankly waiting for you
Even as i curse you like that
And know it will bring sadness
In a kind voice, you tell me you like me
And say let's live happily
As you're about to cry, you tell me
"I'm sorry, i can't see you," but with those words
Now you can see me so
I should embrace you, but
Why is it that i just pull out
Sharp scissors instead?
.....
It reminds me of HaesooxTaku
It is consensual. MD is an expert and he knows Chanwoo's limits. Maybe I've read too many Western MxM novels with BDSM, that I get it, safe word is automatic here, the author's only fault is she forgot not everybody knows BDSM and she NEEDS TO SPELL IT OUT, the safe word. Also, MD did say he's wasn't gonna do it, but Chanwoo's reason wasnt because of an allergy or psychological trauma but because of a BAD EXPERIENCE WITH AN INEXPERIENCED GUY. MD---- BEING A PRO, and skilled, want to show Chanwoo that the "act" can be pleasurable if done by a professional. IT'S INEVITABLE that the only sub of the #1 BDSM BJ is gonna try xsoundingx since it'll be unbelievable and NAIVE if he didn't.
Chanwoo isn't soft like DG to begin with. He's the strongest, DIVA character here, who used to sleep around until he personally picked and settled with BDSM MASTER, MD, and you're deluded if you think he'll just let anyone do things to him.
Ship aside.. when Taku said: "Your face fuckin turns me on" to Haesoo while they're seriously fucking on Taku's bed WAS HOT.
let's ignore the fact that Taku is superficially attracted to anything Haesoo for now.. but wow... It got me re-reading the moment when they first met, plus, Everytime Taku was staring at him too long... Even at the dinner thing. haha am I taking it too literally? Cuz... right?
I can't! I'm team Haesoo. I like Joowon, I like Taku. Joowon cuz he's saying all these stupid things like they need to keep distance, his 'predator and prey' concept but his actions towards Haesoo say otherwise... I hate him a bit cuz Haesoo is miserable because of him and he doesn't do anything to make Haesoo feel good about himself.
TAKU! his obsession with Haesoo's face is HOT and worrying at the same time.. but I like the guy because despite being Super strange, like he's the strangest character in all Yeongha's works, he does the most normal things. He also makes Haesoo feel good about himself.. altho I don't think I like the way he's always staring too long just because I don't know why he's staring so long. Lol.
The author and artist are geniuses. I love it. And the dialogues make my heart beat too. Haha





Happy they continued it!