
I am pissed ( ̄へ ̄)
Making the alpha that annoyingly shitty in the beginning, so that I end up hating him and then try to make him look better NOW after more like 10 chapters. When now I can't get rid of this huge dislike for him and then it seems he will end up with Omega AND Beta boy might end up being sad. Beta boy is the only important character I like in this series and actually my sole reason to continue this is to see him becoming happy with someone... ╥﹏╥
So I must say I don't really like the Omega, I thought he'd be more strong minded at the VERY beginning (but he turned out weak to his fate in the end like almost always the Omegas and not even sure what he wants but still getting going to decide for alpha because he kinda is going with the flow - it feels like that, kill me if you want but *sign* I am disappointed and NEED to rant a bout it a bit) ( ̄へ ̄)
Man, just end this manga quickly already so I can give up on any hope for Beta boy to be happy in this series and very probably create a list for never to reread stuff and add this series to stop me from feeling so pissed ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍

Personally I can't see it that way anymore, since a few chapters ago already it seems to me the mangaka is totally favoring the alpha and trying to make him out to be a better man than he was in the beginning and that the influence because of the Omega turns him to mister nice perfect one for Omega boy *sign* (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜 Correct me if you want, but I see no hope if the story continues as it is. Which makes me pissed because as I said I only truly like the Beta boy. ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
It's frustrating as it looks like a standard Omega story again, in which I can't even get into cause I am no big fan of Omega boy and me still disliking Alpha boy like hell. And pitying Beta boy being left out, especially because it did look like he'd have a chance at first and got determined to but tsk Omega boy seems to go with 'fate'( ̄へ ̄)
Though this is all speculation on how the story progressed so far. Still I see just not much hope for Beta how ever much I want it. ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

I've reread the story now up to ch 51 again. And it really seems like Christoph sounds like the most possible person to have poisoned Lucaon IF it's not a person not having appeared yet at least in my opinion. ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍
I could imagine it being like him being given an order like when Lucaon comes by and wants to eat or drink (or even suggest to his company to do it), mix V's solution (perhaps stored as a bottle of sugar stuff so he won't directly know what it is) in his food. And perhaps the one attacking Christoph was there to erase his memory of putting something irregular into Lucaons tea (or even the fact having prepared it) and that Christoph was also given an order like once you get attacked in the mansion and your opponents is not dead yet, kill him. I believe such command stuff shoulf be possible in the RS universe?
It seemed odd to me at least Christoph not telling Ryan that Lucaon started drinking/eating. At least Cecilia didn't know before visiting them and confirming it and I doubt Ryan would then if he was even more rarely around Lucaon. Might be a hint of Christophs memory not being clear through memory tampering. Else why wouldn't he tell that the man who normally doesn't eat or drink suddenly doing it? It also makes sense to suddenly 'attack' Sihans mansion with just one man because as Cecilia can read memories, they'd surely wouldn't step back checking the ones in Sihans mansion too.
Also i the latest chapter Ryan's suspicious not nice looking eyes as he looked at Christoph by the end of the dialougue were a bit leading to think he suspects Christoph too.... ( ̄∇ ̄")
That situation was probably also what Edwin hoped for I'd say if the theory ist true. Surely we all know Kyon would never be able to kill Lucaon as weak as our cutie truly is. Using him who already had a connection and affection for Lucaon to melt his hurt heart and make him more open for attacks should have been the goal with putting Kyon there then.
At least this is what I think so far. (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

I scrolled a bit through the raws and feel like crying (/TДT)/
Spoiler:
I only read up to ~ ch. 23, btw
So if I understood right both our MC's parents died and the two guys of the organisation (the one who was interested in him with the glasses and protected him feom being killed early from the higher ups and dunno who the other was again) actually set MC up to unfold his actual transpower? And let the parents of him be killed? If that's it die glasses a** (╬ ̄皿 ̄)凸
You might have saved him once but his parents were nice and kinda his passive support and you stole that from a child who is already feeling troubled and just wants ro return to his old days...(/TДT)/
They didn't have to die that way... seeing their son being beaten up in their last moments not even being able to help their little boy and then die infront of our MC... poor boy (/TДT)/

Oh dammit, this story hits the heart. Seeing and knowing your lover will die but you unable to change it again and again is so cruel... ╥﹏╥
Also, we know he only traveled two times by the point in the following link:
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/bokura_wa_nando_mo_koi_o_suru/uu/8be6d308130721103a764cae560589ba_chapter-2/pg-22/
But 3 incenses were already used.
After MC time traveled and his lover telling him that during their 'first' meeting a year ago he felt nostalgic and making him want to cry
( http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/bokura_wa_nando_mo_koi_o_suru/uu/8be6d308130721103a764cae560589ba_chapter-2/pg-10/)
makes it clear someone already traveled back in time before the story started for us and it had to be at least a year.
But what I am wondering about is now kinda:
(1) why doesn't MC remember of the very first usage?
(2) was it truly MC using the very first one? maybe, just maybe it was actually the lover? cause once MC used the incense it stayed in his hands and he would remember the time travel (though he only did small time travels yet) -> makes me still believe MC didn't use up the very first incense - though I wonder then if the lover knew you could time travel was is because he thought MC wouldn't believe him when telling him one could time travel with it?
(3) if it really was the lover using it, doesn't that mean MC actually died or something bad happened and the their very first meeting might have been a totally different place than the cafe because a the old man said that cause and effect all being at the first encounter
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/bokura_wa_nando_mo_koi_o_suru/uu/8be6d308130721103a764cae560589ba_chapter-3/pg-14/
means after lover changed destiny for MC, he I dunno why gave the incense to MC after perhaps knowing future was changed. (The reason is still not clear if that would be the situation so I dunno...)
And sadly it leads to lover to die making MC starting to use it.
Personally I think it could be possible, if the lover used it for the 1st time it'd would explain why the first incense was missing and why right now no one remembers the first time travel because by the time MC used it, it'd probably erased the lovers memories and made him unable to correctly remember why he thought nostalgic during their first meeting and knowing MC is his destined one. (During that time the lover probably actually knew MC and that's why he decided that proactive meeting but due to other not him time travel correct information gut mumbled and lost later on)
Though the problem still lies, why he gave MC the incense later on then, if my theory is right.
And if he actually changed their first encounter? Cause as we know the first encounter matters... and if he did what will MC do... (⊙…⊙ )
I am so nervous and excited to find out what it will turn into ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ
Though on one hand I actually hope for not too much heartbreak, on the other hand I kinda hope for heartbreak (and still a happy end), cause only then it's really really exciting ( ̄∇ ̄")
I think there will be no reason that'll justify the bullying and rape to us.
This mangaka can draw very nice but ia no good in making up good plot in my opinion (same for her Omegaverse story)
I hope they will try to work with someone else together in the future. Else I probably will rather try to avoid their work - waste of time. ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍