
ok ash's friends are absolutely assholes assuming they were gonna get married bc ash kept taking him back even tho he treated him poorly the whole time they were dating?? and then bringing up said toxic ex at the new lovebirds home??? tragic.
(i know they dont know he left him for some bro in the states but it did say he left and came back a bunch before then so they probably could tell they weren't a stable couple, just in an unhealthy attachment. why would u encourage ur friend to go back to their toxic ex???? ew)

that was very insightful of kwon about parents and reencountering traumas through the children they need to protect and guide. that also why it's important that we don't rely so heavily of the immediate family and have multiple trusted adults in children's lives. i love this story sm, there's so many gems

this was a doozy. gang rape is nottttt my kink and this was particularly vicious. author-nim seems to hate tf out of their characters cuz whyyyyy did they have to suffer so much? this whole entire society is horrendous. yes they SHOULD change doctors. id be damned if mmi bring my baby to be treated by the man who collhded with my abuser and tested meds on me without my consent. at first i didnt like yoojoon but now i pity him immensely. by the end I just wanted them to find oeacte and happiness together (and for the grandfather's extensive suffering). i do appreciate the resolutions (unrealistic recovery process from severe trauma aside), and i really love the second couple.
my biggest squick of this whole thing was having the second couples most precious storyline climax underscored by the aggressive SA. like, how tf am i supposed ti enjoy and appreciate all these feel good feelings over here while shordy is literally in the process of getting drugged, assaulted, and degraded in graphic detail in between?? i was skipping the SA and having a hard time cuz i had to scroll through anyways not to miss large chunks of story progression. that whole thing sucked. i do think i like the story in total and i love a happy ending, but this was brutalllll
wtf is this premise. not even the premise, thats not even the problem. the way the mc "finds out" the ml's (in this case gabriel, the catcher) secret is by finding him passed out in the shower. cool. but then when he saves him he accidentally ends up giving him a blowjob then jacking him off????? no way no sir no maam
The accidental bj made me wheeze jajajajajajajja