i already read the latest chapter the moment i saw the notification pop up, but im back to leave a comment BECAUSE GOD I LOVE THIS ONE SO MUCH. i cannot recommend it enough. its my absolute favourite manwha so far, ive even been collecting the physical copies!
their relationship and the slow burn is just. so real. so painfully relatable and real. i can see myself in both of them and relate to everything they feel. the fear of wanting more, fear of losing them, fear of them seeing the real you and what theyll think. its not the same overused drama in other manwha, its relatable and i can understand it all.
ill miss this manwha so much, but luckily with the english physical copies releasing, i have an excuse to reread it (for the fourth time haha).
i dont think anything can replace this one for me, and that makes it super special. i just wish we couldve seen hyunsoo introduce youngchan to his mom and see how she wouldve reacted! but its okay, they can take their time with that too lol
honestly so sick of icarus’ pedophilic preferences. but thank god we’re back to the present !! mr reaper you cutie ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶
I’ve been saying that it always weirds me out. I’m so grateful for the uploading, but I already hate myself that I’m reading illegally and not supporting the author. Don’t make me feel worse.
HSHSHSHS REAL
i have to scroll past that first image so fast, its disgusting. id just read officially if i could
yeah the blenis was a jumpscare
i genuinely did not notice that till i read this comment wtf
i had to do to a double, and then a triple take
The fact that I didn’t realize what was wrong until I went back and stared at it for awhile before seeing his rod out…I was so scared
this man has drastically increased my standards KILL ME AHJUSSI HNHGH ME NEXT
can we just stop these long ass backstories in these manwha? yawwnnnnnn
LONG COMMENT INCOMINGGGG
First and foremost, they’re so cute. Even if they fight for who’s bottom and are morally grey, the way the subtly show they care and flirt and act like they don’t is so silly. For a story from Harada, this is super tame and strangely romantic without actually being romantic? Aside from the rape n stuff obviously. I really hope the author adds actual romance, some character development, and heart wrenching drama. I want to see these idiots fall hard and have a cute ending.
Secondly, all the people complaining about how toxic this is really haven’t been in the BL/yaoi scene for very long. This is from Harada, of course its gonna be a little fucked up. Rape is in most, if not all their works and this is one of the least, of the the least problematic and tame of them all. And I bet half these people complaining will read studf like Jinx anyway lol.
I’m so curious about why Guwon is the way he is. He isn’t really a monster, but a guy who doesn’t know right from wrong. At least thats what we know right now. He has amnesia and likely forgot how humanity is really supposed to function. Depending on when exactly he got amnesia, he might’ve only seen the desperation of humanity, surrounded by death, killing, and manipulation. We have no idea what his past life was like either, whether thats also playing a factor in his personality or not.
It’s possible he was part of some kind of gang, and he had to kill people and dominate. No one, not now or then, would tell him he’s right or wrong. And so, he could use that to his advantage as it’s the only way he knows how to lead people. Or he could’ve been raised in a situation where people like that ran the people (be it a facility, raised in a gang, an abusive community/family, etc).
But that’s entirely speculation on my part. All I really know is I’m a SUCKER for that meat and how he reacts to stimulation. I need this man for myself, I’d gobble him up just to watch him squirm and beg MWAHAHAHAH!!
I TOLD YALL!!! FUCK HEONJAE!!! I did say there had to have been trauma that fucked up Jingi to make him like this, and I was right! I knew it had to have been CSA. The poor guy. It doesn’t excuse his actions whatsoever but its an explanation and he’s like this because he didn’t have anyone on his side and no one to help him. So, he took matters into his own hands and its changed his personality. It’s some kind of sick coping mechanism that he gives his toys the same hairstyle he was given when he was assaulted. Its what he knows. Similar to how CSA victims will become hypersexual and consume or involved themselves in dangerous sexual media or acts. The brain is seeking out traits that remind them of the trauma as a comfort.
Yet Heonjae is here siding with the man behind it all to get rid of the one guy who supported him until now. Just for another man who treated him with some basic human decency. Heonjae “loves” Myeongil in a sick, obsessive way. The sex (coughcough SA coughcough) is good and he showed Heonjae basic kindness. Although both Heonjae and Jingi were affected by trauma in their childhood, they both show two very real responses because of said trauma and how its effected them.
I love that we finally catch a glimpse of Jingi’s backstory and explanation as to why he is the way he is. Go get ‘em king and ruin that uncle’s life!
holy FUCKKKKK I NEED HIM HES SO HOT