
I so know what the uke feels about hating himself because of jealousy. It happened to me, getting jealousy of almost every girl that he's having fun with or even if it was my friend and in my eyes it looks like he's having more fun than with me...girl I tell you, it was not fun. My chest always feels stuffy. I get jealous and it affected my relationship with my friends and his. It was not healthy. For me and my boyfriend. In the end I initiated the break cause I couldn't handle and I feel overwhelmed. I hated myself constantly. And until now I still get scared of entering a new relationship. I fear of my jealousy and I fear that I would hate myself. And yeah, I couldn't go into a new relationship. Haha. XD

I so want to take out all my tools and makeup for eyebrows and make him one! As a girl who can't get out of the house without eyebrow and him without one is making me scream. Seriously. My are are literally trembling and my eyes keeps going back to his no eyebrows forehead... I soooo wanna drag him and tie him down and draw him one. As much as I love him and all, his none existing eyebrows is making me lose my mind.
As I can remember It was Tess. Tess is the fl of this story. Arthur chose Tess and he kissed her like very quickly before wiping his lips cause his kissing a kid. Haha. He was disgusted but what can he do? He like Tess. I don't really remember what he said, I think he said he would wait until they are older or something? Anyway, I need to catch up to thr novel haha
do you have a novel linkლ(´ڡ`ლ)
https://www.lightnovelworld.com/novel/the-beginning-after-the-end-novel
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