I think…I think I understand the ukes reasoning? All of his life he’s been surrounded by death and falseness so he’s drawn to eyes that really reflect someone who’s living and who’s honest. …the uke was confessing his love almost and the seme was to dumb to realise. I think it’s too soon maybe but I think both party’s are desperate for a family, a bond. I’m just worried our rick uke is going to drag out finding the semes sister as long as he can so he doesn’t have to share him. He wants the seme to reply only on him
Either ml is going to use this to force him away or he’s going to take this moment to really….assert dominance if you get me. He’s researching up on dog behaviour and starting to realise how “loving” they are and how “loyal” so maybe he’s always assumed that the mc would come running back? This probabaly isn’t the first time he’s looked up mcs traits…. Leopards on the other hand are patient but deadly. I don’t think mcs getting out of there…in traumatised I think it’s gonna be hella messy
After seeing all the comments I read this out of pure curiosity and guess what? I didn’t mind it. Was it weird? Heck yes. Was the art weird? Also yes but did I enjoy the elements of horror at the end? Also YES. Imagine having one big dream where you’re being manipulated by an alien that killed all your friends only to find out that it’s abducted you and is taking you to its home planet? I’d be so scared and the poor human ….i don’t think he even knows what’s real by the end of it lol.
The ml was adopted and sculptured by an obvious pedo and his son is so damaged by this that he assumes the boy has been his father’s lover? And he’s mute so instead of getting him pen and paper he just…rapes him…. Right okay. I think the boys untouched tbh, seems the father have a god complex with him. To “pure” to actually touch
So I’ve recently been diagnosed with BPD and what this boy is doing…he’s splitting. Aka disconnecting because he saw the older guys absence as rejection and as a coping mechanism he’s pushing him away. Behaving like it’s already a done deal. Bpd happens when someone’s had a traumatic childhood and as a result we’re often very black or white in our thinking. When we trust someone it’s so very easily broken and for some ppl being busy is okay but for ppl with bpd that can be the end of the whole relationship….itd very hard to describe.
It’s so common for this to happen that I’m unsure why we’re all so surprised? However there is something I will say….i don’t think the author was trying to make this “hot”. I never once saw this and thought it was hot. The authors other smex scenes have been very spicy and “hot” this however just felt sad so for that I guess thankyou? But also not thankyou. I’d have preferred the author to have had him choose any other method than this to get the uke to hate the seme. It almost doesn’t feel real…like this isn’t the character we’ve grown to know but I guess that’s the whole point?
It's impossible to give them any leeway for anything when the intention is for them to always end up together so even if they make the rape scene "traumatic" instead of "romantic" they're still saying yes I do acknowledge its rape but it's super romantic to fall in love and live happily ever after with your rapist
No but this is such a normal occurrence within BL stories. So at least the author isn’t glorifying it. She’s making us see how sad it actually is (or he). They’re very clearly making a character who’s a bad guy. A loan shark and murderer etc so why should we expect him to be any different? If the author wants to write about a bad seme they will. It’s the glorifying that I personally hate. “Oh they raped me but it’s okay because he loves me and I enjoyed it towards the end” . Nah not okay. Or “he raped me and hurt me but it’s okay because he’ll make me fall in love with me and oh my look how many time I orgasm”. That stuff is weird. Here the author showed you it was sad and the uke wasn’t okay with it. Even the next chapter the uses like “I’m going to the police because I like you and so I never want to see you again”.
I’m really not good at mystery type games. But from what I’ve gathered so far the cousin is suspicious but I don’t understand why? Doha (forgive me I forget names) let’s just say semi and uke . Okay so semi seems the most suspicious right? He can kill the killer, he knows where hidden doors are and he got upset when our uke was willing to sacrifice him on the bridge. I’m 50 50 on whether he’s the killer. So far it seems like he’s just a man in love or falling in love who has yandeer tendencies. He hates that the uke doesn’t actually care, he’s always trying to get the uke to confirm that he does in fact care about him the most. Whenever the uke in trouble he saves him but when it’s him the uke doesn’t save him (supposedly). Maybe my memory is bad but we’ve never actually seen him die, we only heard that he’d be the one to die away from everyone else. That’s what makes me suspicious of him…. It could be a story where it was a simple horror game but then the semi seme (can’t spell) ended up taking on the role of the killer and now there’s 2 (usually in these kind of movies there more than one). We don’t know the og killers motive but we know th semes, he’s obsessed with the uke, he doesn’t want the uke to escape and forget him so he’s okay staying in this continuous loop. He’s already started to show how he’ll kill all the others and even potentially the uke now (the bridge)….or he could really just be the saviour type character where the uke can only escape once he dies for good (the love interest usually dies saving the main character) and that could be why the uke was never able to escape because he couldn’t fullfill that trope ….who knows










I’ve read to much tragedy’s because those lines our ukes saying are a death sentence in other stories I’ve read “you’ve never failed to save me” usually means “ml will in fact fail to save you and then you’ll be his biggest trauma” (I don’t think that’s the case here though)