yo what if mah gets bored of hitoshi and leave…
I dont think he will get bored of him, he wanted stability (at least in the relationship) he didnt want to take the world he just wanted to have fun with his partner without a care, he likes the challenge but he doesnt want to actually act on it because its troublesome, even tho he is a genius he just want to lazy around and enjoy life with some good stuff and shopping
the scene where he crashed out when his mom mentioned how “happy hes been lately” is so relateable to me i had to take pause like. i understand u have to communicate your feelings better and no one can read your minds but when i was at my lows and nobody even bothered to ask me what’s going on is soo frustrating it felt like my struggles were invincible and invalid
the thought that if cheongyeon didnt enter suhan’s life give me sm goosebumps…SO many things could go wrong with gilhan, that shit happens in real life! also does anyone can explain to me with the whole goldfish analogy?
Gilhan took his childhood goldfish even tho it was dead, he was holding onto his last friend. Suhan is like that goldfish. Gilhan crushed it and squeezed it to hold onto whatever was left of it, but in the end it wasnt meant to last long. And would eventually escape his grasp.
A dif perspective could be he was abt to live with Suhans corpse if thats what it took for them to stay together lol...
Wait wait waittttt hold on— it's kinda OOT a bit but I FEEL LIKE I READ THIS "ANALOGY" ONCE BEFORE... IN A MANHWA TOO??!! BUT IDK WHICH ONE BUT IT'S THE SAME GOLDFISH ANALOGY LIKE WHEN YOU CRUSHED AND SQUEEZED IT.
I remember the cover had like two boys, one with red hair and another one is like dark blue hair colour(?) in winter weather. it's not BL tho more like psychological manhwa, if anyone remember the name please do tell.... cause i remember seeing dead goldfish in that manhwa too but idk if my memory is correct or not it could be another manhwa tho (if i remember correctly the dark hair one is adopted by the red hair family and it has a bittersweet ending)











alright comments are just going crazy i gotta ask so whats the deal with chansoo or what ever the fuck is his name