
Honestly I only read this because I usually like this authors work but I hate ukes that sleep around at first I gave it a chance but the fact that 50 smt chaoters in hes still going back and sleeping with others is just pissing me off tbh at first I get he was using sex to feel safe / as a sort of punishment aswell even though he didn't like it or feel good from it but then after the seme teaches his body how to feel good from sex he then goes back and does this with the other guy and gets off wheras before it was for other reasons now it's just sex to feel good but with other men really annoyed me tbh I think I'm gonna drop it cause I'm just sick of it atp thought after realising his feelings he'd stop doing it but no and it felt I needed like he even says I'm finding the warmth you taught me from someone else like don't do it if you know it then stop ugh sorry I just don't get it it feels so stupid to me and has dragged on for too long maybe I'll come back when it's over and just read the end really disappointed in this one

The sex with the other mf at the end felt so unnecessary for me like it's right at the end you think things are gonna be ending getting with the ml but no you get him sleeping with someone else (the toxic mofo) right at the end I really didn't feel it was needed and just annoyed me tbh I liked the idea of the story just not how it was played out

This honestly really pissed me off how he let his rapist brother back into his life like wtaf like he was living with him and all that talking like it never happened at the very beginning he's clearly suffering because of what his brother did but then just acts like it's all ok the author has some issues start treating rape seriously sick of this shit shouldn't of read it tbh regret it I was hoping maybe there would be some resolution or punishment but no
The little brother is so fucking annoying and creepy