
Wait so does ml think mc and brother already have that kind of relationship he seemed surprised mc never sucked dick before honestly I thought it was quite obvious bro was a mega virgin (which is totally fine no shame)

Like each one of them always have an internal monologue regarding the other’s actions without actually communicating.
Like the swimmer thinks because the mc likes his brother had something physical with him or how the mc allows the swimmer actions because he thinks he’s doing it for some bs reason related to the brother.
Like there’s no communication whatsoever.
At least that’s how I see this,
Why did he want to run away again. My memory is so ass. Was it because of the guy who got shunned because he was gay so he wanted to run
His neighbor got exposed for being gay and was not accepted by his family so he ran away. When Kodai saw this he remembered his and his bf’s similar situation. So he wanted to do the same before they get exposed to begin with so that they can be able to stay together.