
PRIOR to the rape why did mc not like ml

Bc he kissed him when he was asleep and the MC realized the ML had weird feelings towards him even though they were growing up as brothers. He said “I’m not a girl” and “you must have confusing feelings” and he moved out and left for 10 or 15 years can’t exactly remember. Only reason MC came back was bc he realized he was turning back into a tiger and ML is the only cure for that.

I am so sorry in advance for my stupidity. I have a question about something on chapter 43 I tend to read things literally and then get confused I swear I try to understand I must be chronically stupid or smt so he said about mc ass mole THIS IS NEWS TO YOU, RIGHT?
I MEAN, WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU HAD YOUR ASS EATEN OUT?
I'm thought he knows he's never been eaten out before since he says "this is news to you" but is asking anyway? Is that right? Or he does think he was eaten out a while ago and that's why he's saying the question but him thinking he was wouldn't really make sense with the rest of what he says so then it's like a rhetorical question and he does think it's his first?!????? But then what does the question mean l get a bit confused what it actually means with him saying that
would it be like someone gave me a winking lottery ticket and they'd be like when's the lost time you got one of those so it didn't actually happen. Is it like that maybe?

It was the "I mean when's the last time you had your ass eaten out" that confused me because I'm was almost certain he knew that was the first time yujin had that done to him so this confused me or if it's just something you say like someone gave me a winking lottery ticket and they'd be like when's the lost time you got one of those so it didn't actually happen. like that maybe?

yeah, he was just being an old man pervert. Kinda like asking "who's your daddy" during sex. he wasn't asking because he actually thought yujin knew about the mole, nor was he expecting an answer, he's basically telling himself and youjin"I'm the only one who knows about this". I mean, I'm quite certain he was just messing with him l, trying to rile him up even more, because his thought bubble afterwards was something like "he's even more flustered than i imagined"
I thought he only sold to women?
maybe it was him thinking to himself because he was going "when you get used to it" it seemed like it was someone else. I think also seme thinks he sold to men
No he meant that since he couldn’t really say no to a criminal fearing he ll kill him , he took it as positive as he could to get used to it here so when he gets out he can work with bith men and women and have more clients
Ohhhhhh I get it. I think ml might think he was selling to men as well though I'm not sure
It was just a thought he didn’t say it out loud. It s just the fact that he didnt resist his advances made him think that he s used to do it with men too
Oh yh sorry that's what I meant I knew that part was his thoughts and not aloud i didn't think that's why ml thought that I just knew for some reason ml thought he sold to men since ml said it