Wait guys what if John knows he’s a demon all along? What if he’s Iblis?
That’d make sense of his words this chapter : “you said you loved me. You asked me to protect you”
And well his guilt too.
Up until now we know John harbours secrets too deep to be told. Most of them to anette, because most of his secrets are about his relationship with anette that she just forgot due to the trauma.
Dude soviesht do you even hear yourself?
But honestly what this couple lacked was communication. She thinks he doesn’t love her and loves a concubine so much that he will make it possible for her to take her place and depose her. He thinks she doesn’t love him like she used to and that she’s a dumb person. I can say what I want, soviesu is a misogynist lil sht who thinks too highly of himself (“oh look at me I’m always right) and who can’t fckin speak his mind to his wife.
She loved him! She was there!
And now she’s this amazing woman who concentrates so much on her job BECAUSE SHES THE FUCKING QUEEN AND IF NOT FOR HER THE EMPIRE WOULD BE DOWN TO RUINS OR HE WITH AN ANEURISM
And they grew so apart they got this miscommunication it hurts to read. He thinks her cold: dude, what do you except? You rlly think she’d leave her work to adore you? Fck off.
And now she’s so broken inside by his fault that she doesn’t dare HOPE.
HOPE IS BASICALLY EVERYTHING.
Soviesu Robbed her of her hope. She hoped her marriage would last forever: it didn’t. She hoped he’d love her forever: he laid with another woman the instant he met her. And then dared to lay with her.
Henley is practically puppy eyed everytime and being NO SHY of his love but to her (and to a normal woman who understands that if she reads it wrong she could cause trouble and create a breach on an important relationship; also, fgs, he had the popularity of a WOMANISER, OF COURSE NAVIER LAUGHS HIS ANTICS OFF! Men can play anytime but they’re playing and you take it seriously then they’d be like wut and it’s super awkward) yet she doesn’t respond due to all of the reasons I said above!
And sociesht has the NERVE to pull a “ u dumb woman know no better just do what I tell you!” To a fucking Queen uh EXCUSE. ME. MISTER IM NO EMPRESS TO JUST WARM THE SEAT I ACTUALLY DO WORK AND PROGRAM SOCIAL ORGS HERE I DONT EVEN HAVE TIME TO FOOL AROUND OR HAVE AIDES WHO DO MOST OF THE WORK UNLIKE SOMEONE AKA YOU
Yes omg!! We literally need to write this and force him to read it over and over again. Put him in a device that doesn't let him even blink and simply moisten his eyes after a certain period because fuck him!! He needs massive reform frfr fucking god he's a stupid used douchebag!! Time to throw him away!! Oh no I'm so worried about the prince or his servants I hope they dodge!! (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
1. I decided to leave this to the end ( of my 44 NEW UPDATE GOD IS THE WORD MY LOVE IS GOD) in fear of what might’ve happened after her proposal. Turns out, I’m now fucking afraid of the ml and kinda hated him right then. Like, dude, u my babe, but you had no right to mess around with the ambitious young ladies like that (and don’t start with oh he might not cause I know you know WE know he can. And he will, if it meant him getting further from our beloved mc)
So yeah if he’s gonna bully my precious side kicks then nope
2. “I’d this isn’t love I dont know what love is” the only line I understood in his melodrama
3. Gods the emotions I’m conflicted. Normally I’m all in for yande possessive bois but, this dude just idk what’s up with you I wanna love you and I almost did at the end but I’m still hell of a bit afraid there










Packers? Did they-when-am I not understanding anything.
(Thanks for the lesson tho I knew about zero before this)