....ok I just woke up from a dream where I'm hecate goddess of magic and my...love interest(?)(lmao sometimes I dream up random stories in my head I don't know anyone in the story) was the god of sadness. We were in a makeshift pantheon on earth and we newer gods(even tho hecate is old-) were supposed to wait to be assigned roles to know where to sit and once I sat, the guys role was announced and zeus went "...he's not one of my own" cause the "good" gods have no domain over sadness apparantly and suddenly the dude started transforming into this darker figure and fighting zeus and me, ever the smart one, thought it was safer to flee instead. So I did.
Main entrances were locked but there were huge windows barred by wood that I was able to brake through....and just ran away.
Athena(I called her athena but she had a bow so maybe artemis) managed to escape as well but was injured so I decided to carry her while I flew.. and then we went to the supermarket to buy pizza.
Where I found my history professor....
And then I woke up.
But the point is that I decided to flee with no regards to my family(even tho logically they didn't exist unless my imagination conjured them up specifically to save them) cause I thought it was a lost case and way more strategical to get reinforcements once I knew what was going on (I did feel horrible though, and once I wanted to turn back I had athena/artemis who was injured and couldn't leave. I woke up with my heart beating) while this man, hades(....omg I just realized he has the name of a greek god as well lol) didn't hesitate to sacrifice himself for his loved ones...even though it's pretty stupid since he'll die while she would get hurt, yes, but still survive from it.
I DID NOT EXPECT THEM MENTIONING DEAD NAMES OMG
To be honest I was quite disturbed by this story(what the duck is going on with the ml) but Im glad they mention themes like this and how she's actually disturbed by him being a fucking profile.
Question tho...he called her "pitiful bait"
That means he has an ulterior motive...but if so, why is he acting so in love even when she's not even there?
I can't tell if he genuii likes her(even if not in a romantic way yet) or if she's just another pawn.
And i don't know which I prefer tbh cause on one hand her be a pedo and on the other her just be using her which are both pretty shitty to me











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