This is rushed and the shitty translation ain't helping like what is going on
....what the fuck IS this shit. Like. Wow ok.
First off. The male lead is just so horrible??? Like it's so obvious he does NOT care about MC. He's just obsessed with him, because he basically controls everything he does without regard to what he wants to do. He beat someone up because they annoyed him for simple ~existing~ AND he watched a gang rape and had the gall to call it fucking boring.
I'm genuinely mad he didn't get beat up or even just hit at least once because he would have deserved it. He's fucking horrible.
Second. The mc started off cool and then just...blanded out. Ik he's in a weaker body but he really couldn't do anything about the white head? Part of it was the trauma response which understandable, but after that? He should have landed one kick in at LEAST. I hate how he met getting played around by everyone and their fucking mother.
Third. The brother!!! He definitely deserves the hate but how is it that he's the only one getting hated on??? Yeah he's a bag of ducks who deserves the worst but I hate how they're just letting the white haired guy Scott free??? Like that's literally rape mcgee what are you on. That's Chris's browns long lost twin, Chris white. Sincerely hope he gets fucked by a swordfish using a chainsaw cause.
Then those two. Like. It feels like the author just resolved them by vaguely saying "yeah blue hair is the worst so his ending is to be taken advantaged of by a hot guy" which let me preface this by saying that irl by any standards that is horrid!!!! But this is bl and we know that these authors consider that a good ending. So he only has to suffer by being under a hot guy ashen his brother had the worst humiliation done to him.
The blue haired weirdo should have gone to jail. His crimes should have been publicized. And so should Chris whites. They deserve the worst I fucking hated that shit ass ending.
Also j would have payed good money to punch that cyan fuck faced guy at least once.
After all of that but we can't deny this is peak manhwa. Both of them losing their old identity but each of them is a reminder to other person old self. How Mc is just good overall because he would still a good MC even if this isn't bl. MC personality really also standout I have read 200 manhwa and mangas but taemin is still unique
I'm sorry but if you think this is the peak of manhwa I really think you should expand your horizons.
Not insulting you personally cause I've def read my fair share of BL's but most of them are trash. So a story where the mc has an actual personality for once doesn't make it amazing, just not bottom of the barrel.
..i realized I probably came off super rude with that, sorry. If you want a good BL that is still dark like this, I really recommend CHECKMATE(TAN)
Its one of the good ones with an interesting mc from start to finish. The male lead isn't a complete asshole and the story shows how sa is wrong
WHATT? "the male lead doesn't care abt the mc" bro r u srs did you read this with your eyes closed mc legit saved ml when he was at his lowest point MULTIPLE TIMES, ml was head over heels for him. i dont get how you can even think that the ml didn't care abt him what
I think you misinterpret my meaning. I'm not saying he's irrelevant. No, the male lead very obviously cares about the existence of mc. He's obsessed.
But that's it. When you really care for someone, you want what's best for them. You listen to their opinions. Male lead is just pulling him around doing whatever he wants. Mc is a bit complicit for letting himself be pushed around like that, but my point still stands
I know this is an old comment, but I really needed to know if this was worth continuing, and with this I can drop it. There were so many positive comments, but a lot of it seems to stem from nostalgia more than the quality of the story. The ML was just another horrible person with bully tendencies, I'm kind of tired of the type
Yeah, you're not losing anything.
And hey I'm glad my hate rant could be helpful to someone lol.
The amount of positive comments surprises me as well. Bl readers in general have low standards but I thought there would be more people wishing for blood.
I like dark stories, but when it's framed as something "normal" or obvious and not literal ABUSE it really gets to me.
Especially when the male lead who supposedly is in love with the main character is just tugging him around doing whatever he wants with no regards to his personal choice. It's like he wants a puppet with a name rather than the person himself. Not to mention he's ok with RAPE as long as it's not to someone HE "owns".
Sorry I went on a tangent again lol. I'm just so disgusted it's not even funny. I didn't even remember this story until I read through my comment again and all the hate came back LMAO
Ok wow so many feelings.
First off. I was not expecting some things. Like yeah there and been sex scenes but a smut scene is very different to literally sa'ing a guy in the middle of a party in broad daylight like what. Did not expect that. Hope they don't include anything like it ever again. Thanks.
Two. Dawg when did mc even catch feelings for the ml. Like yeah he told him he loved him but that was in a game. When he got transported in those feelings should not have manifested irl. I've told yoosung from mystic messenger that I loved him. If I met him irl you can BET I'm not getting anywhere near his bed what.
Three. I want to preface this by saying I would never purposefully hurt a kid but goddamn that ishis or whatever was getting on my nerves I wanted to drop kick that goat child out a window or something. Also they confused me so damn much cause wdym you are three people and two genders depending on the day??? On the other hand I feel like they're going on the romance route fro glasses guy so Ig he'll get to enjoy two different baddies
Also as always the lack of women and the micro racism is staggering but alas what else is new
YOURE SO REAL
Wait so does he love her or not I'm confused. Or is it like a crush. Cause I don't get why he gotta be doing all that tbh
He most definitely loves her but has issues properly conveying his true feelings to her especially when she's being so distant
He might love her, but I think he’s just too emotionally constipated to even notice (￣∇￣") I think he’s been fighting for his life for so long that he’s tries to rationalize everything - as in, staying with someone just because of love would leave to danger bc it doesn’t have any reason or something. Fingers crossed they both reach some understanding!
Pretty sure he likes her, but yk he must've not realised it himself.
Omg. Don't even :(
Hopefully nothing disgusting happens again I'm really begging here
Does the translation get better? I rage quitted after teenmanhwa or whatever other fucktard group took it up
Yeah, read the akumakira ones.. They're good.
Are they posted here or on a other sight?
They’re on this site. Look at ALL the chapters. You’ll see AkumaKira’s name by the chapters. Start from the beginning if you have to, I did. It’s well worth it for such a great story.
im a lil late but if ur still interested in reading a quality translation u can read on w3btoon for free
Crying because if they ever make a live action of this I just know they'll cast the most pasty ass actress to portray her and it's not like shes the queen of melanin or anything but it will still hurt
Omg yes like the time the season 1 ML of seasons of blossom was short like a pretty important part is that is a nerdy short guy while FL is tall, popular and well liked. In the k drama they casted the tallest guy they could possibly get like wtf give me my short king
Literallyyyy. It makes me so mad in asian shows lmao. They always gave the main character to the most stereotypically attractive person auditioning for it, fuck the written descriptions.
We'll have a mc that's normal and wallflower looking and then have the most gorgeous actress portray her. Mediocre looking women are fine and short kings are cute, where's our representation damnit
This is pretty well written. Depressing as fuck tho lmao.
Brown haired guy deserves so much better. He is basically perfect. So why is his taste in partners so shit?
I did feel bad for the mc and seeing his backstory I can guess the author is trying to take his pity points back up but goddamn. He just doesn't deserve the other guy. Some things are understandable, since he literally just came out of an abusive relationship.
But goddamn. Grow up a bit. You imagine things which is understandable, and then you go to your ex's house. I could excuse that since he was out of it, but then he goes and has sex with the guy? Multiple times????
All while wanting to go back.
Then he finally realized he fucked up, but instead of coming forth he acts like nothing happened and KEEPS meeting the ex??? Bitch?? Make it make sense.
What the fuck did YOU think was gonna happen. You cheat and then come out late when you're sleeping in the same room bffr.
Then he rightfully gets angry and you GO BACK TO YOUR EX???!?!? HUHHH
Like. The brain isn't braining.
I stg they better give the brown haired guy a good ending. If he ends up with the mc, its because the mc better get an attitude change and grovel by his feet after becoming a successful writer to prove he isn't with him out of need. Cause otherwise I'd be so happy to see his succeed in acting and ending up with the cute rabbit like girl.
Also!!! Can I just say how much stronger than me the friend is? I would have dropped his ass long ago(I wouldn't, but I'd be very resentful about it.)
Having friends in abusive relationships eats you up. It's like you're the one doing the emotional Labor for them. I've had friends pull back from me when I told them their partners weren't good enough for them and in this case I don't doubt the male lead would have made sure I was cut off for good if I existed in that universe cause I don't think I could open my mouth without insulting that takumi wannabe at least once.
Like. Kudos to him really for sticking it through and still looking out for him.
I also really love he's looking out for ALL his friends.hes a genuinely fair guy, and the same way he wants to help mc he doesn't want mc to drag the ml down. Because that's what he's doing. And I get he's your friend. But cheating is not ok. And after everything, that might be my breaking point. Hurting someone who has been nothing but perfect towards you. Nah I'd be out
Limón didn't even appear this chapter and he still pissed me off lmaoo