
Um sorry but I really don't get how people read and enjoy stories like this....he was in love with him but was pimping him out to old men and watching them fuck him and fuck him raw? I just...I just don't know. I literally feel like puking rn and icb these comments saying this story was "beautiful"......

I'm one of those who actually like this work, and tho I don't necessarily find it beautiful, I'll tell you why I'm drawn to it- it's because it's messed up, and not just messed up for the sake of being edgy, but it's authentically messed up- it's practically novelty for me because the character's drives and actions are not something that is relatable or common, I like the creativity of how it meshed together and how the author really pushed it to extremities while still retaining the plot.
If I'm relating it to real life interests, I'd say it's similar to liking serial killer documentaries- I do not wish even on my worst enemy to suffer the same way those victims went through nor will I ever find the interest to do such crimes, but I'm so invested in the drives of the killers, their MOs, what pushed them to do it, and so on so I consume those type of works over and over; only difference is that this one's fiction so there's more leeway to rationalizing and interpreting the characters' actions.

HELP!!! I want to read this but I really can't read stories where the seme/uke cannot choose between two people and keep alternatingly sleeping with them until the end where they magically choose the right one so please can someone tell me, if this story is exactly like that?

I don't think you are into love triangles. I don't think this is your type of genre. It is given in every triangle the other's efforts will go to waste but that same person knew what he is doing (a third party entering on somebody's business). It's also effed up how the uke appeared to have used the second ml to make the main ml jealous. But duh its all done! they had closure, uke became decisive and honest after deceiving himself and deceiving on the one he loved
Ps. This is an adult content i hope you are not a minor. Happy Lunar New Year btw

mna idk but it just puts me off so fucking bad when it explicitly shows any of the two main characters having sex with someone other than each other like I'm sorry it's okay we get it! They are sleeping with other people because they are not committed yet BUT you don't have to draw them having sex with the others every other chapter!!!!! Just tell us they fucked and get it over with but no they gotta draw whole 50 kin porn scenes in there

Ah I know exactly how you feel, even at the start of certain stories if one mc is having sex with someone other than the other mc it’s like ah come on I don’t want to see this! It’s even worse if it’s well into the story and the mc had already been with the other mc at least once, even if they aren’t an official couple yet like I think happened in this story. I know that other guy had been Jaeha’s fuck buddy well before the story started but I don’t want to see them do it. Of course it’s the worst if they are a couple and either cheat, or get blackmailed by someone and the absolute worst getting raped that goes on for three chapters, but everyone hates that.
Soooooo that's it? It started off so good and had so much potential but then it got cliche real soon and then the thing with the red thread ruined it further. Cause' I thought the red thread meant they were destined to eachother so why and how did it disappear between them both and then next showed to tied to someone else? That shit was unreliable af lmaoooo but still it was rather cute