i actually can’t he is so immature omfg he’s like a spoiled little boy who teases his first love because he never learned emotional intelligence. throwing her hat and hiding her glasses are what children do because they don’t know how to beckon the attention of the person they like. seriously what is this dudes problem
i also love it when authors write their male leads having unobtainable wealth and romanticizing it while simultaneously having a main character who is a regular citizen, who works hard to purchase necessary things, like glasses, and then laughs in our face and make the male lead the most insufferable bitch by undermining all their hard work and never addressing their hardship. just playing in our faces
so how do eros’ arrows work? does it amplify her hurt and negative feelings, randomly place hatred in her heart, or manipulate her into twisting her feelings into hatred? maybe it’s a combination of all of the above ?? but also… one of them is way less aware of it than the other… [if] or [when] the arrow’s effects wear off, will their feelings stay? go away? and maybe the tree ending is far from, since the author has already chosen to make daphne fall in love first !! idk !!!
i dunno if i can go into this manhwa without seeing ableist comments on the ml’s behaviour in the earlier chapters… yeah no shit he’s gonna act that way, he was blinded and scared. i used to take care of my elderly grandmother who was also slowly losing her vision and mind. she would curse at my family and throw things, refuse to get out of bed and let us wipe her sweat off, but i know she was suffering and extremely scared all the time. she would cry herself to sleep every night until she fully forgot who we were. there were moments of clarity where we could hold normal conversations with her and she would apologize sometimes. it’s not her fault for becoming blind or her fault for slowly losing her mind to age and dementia. i’m only at chapter 11 and seeing him slowly improve is great but also im already seeing ableist ass comments ( ̄へ ̄)road to recovery isn’t linear, and clearly he was at his lowest until paula appeared.
love how unreliable narrator cesare is deluded into thinking ruby actually liked him when she was just stroking his ego enough to ensure she survives. when she couldn’t take the amount of proposals and divorces she was getting, she made the mistake of lashing out and then cesare became the man he hated most, their father…










i loveeee this story so far. i let it marinate for so long that it’s been completed for over half a year!!?? now i have an amazing story to binge
well… if marcia was slightly smarter then she’d realize “laurent black hair” + similar age to lalisa, that her “prince” was richard. and if it wasn’t obvious enough, he fell in love with her at first sight