i hate bjorn’s mindset so much bc he truly thinks there’d be nothing wrong with continuing to treat erna and their future child as a shield and trophy if the truth about gladys’ affair never came out. he just can’t understand that just because it didn’t happen doesn’t make it hurt any less. sometimes actions don’t speak louder than words, what erna really needed was those words of reassurance and he could never give her that (unless he grovels and does that later idk). just so frustrating all around cause i actually like bjorn at times he’s such an interesting, albeit frustrating, character to me and i just hate to think he won’t grovel enough to make it up to erna because how do you change a mindset so fucked up like that????? oh bjorn…
that stunt he pulled on her birthday literally made my heart hurt… my chest is hurting so much omfg
he didn’t cheat but he was so emotionally unavailable during her pregnancy. and she’s always been aware how high society thought of her, “the villainess who was preventing gladys and bjorn get back together,” “spoiled, new money brat.” her every move was being criticized and at first she could take it because she was falling in love with bjorn, but eventually she realized her entire life was going to be a punching bag for high society so long as bjorn kept gladys’ affair a secret. all the tabloids and gossip talk about erna instead of bjorn now. then she realizes her child will bare the harsh treatment of high society, tabloids, and gossip as well. bjorn thinks, not that it’s a good thing, but because he believes erna can endure it, he will compensate her in other ways, so he never told her the truth about gladys. this all culminates roughly into erna telling bjorn that she can’t do this anymore and bjorn tells her to “just act like a doll that breathes and smiles only for me.” and that breaks her. so yeah, i truly think all the tabloid gossip (rumours caused by his affair), learning that bjorn kept a major secret from her the whole time, realizing bjorn might never truly love her, and realizing bjorn was fine with making erna and their future child a shield for gossip, made erna miscarry…. and obviously after the fact, he removes all baby items to not remind erna of what she lost out of consideration, but erna, already heartbroken, takes this gesture as him not caring that she lost their baby. ugh. word salad. so he didn’t cheat but he hurt erna so badly imma need a long and thoughtful chasing arc from him

		








he’s a FREAK and they match each other so well