
At first, i felt bad for uke. But you know, i liked how this showed the reality of r4pe. In most yaois the seme cldve r4ped the uke like 89 times but the uke wld forgive him as if he had done nothing! This really highlights how r4ping is no easy matter, it can and will leave after effects on people.
However, with chp 70, i was so disgusted with how cocky the seme was. Like, this mfer shld just stfu, i get it, he loves the uke, but u gotta pay for ur actions. Here, i wanted them to depart and that is it, idc if they lived their whole lives single.
However, then in chp 72, when the uke goes to Yohan's house I WAS SO CONFUSED. like wtf?!?! If the story showed how the uke has been impacted by that one time the seme r4ped him, then how come he is completely unfazed by Yohan, the guy who r4ped him almost every day???? The only excuse to that dum move of the uke, wld be that everyone has different minds....but still-
Then, there, i wanted them to depart but the seme to happy..idk, get a wife and kids.
But it ended differently, lol. I mean not that i mind much.
And then, with chp 84 , wtf? I rlly hate those relationships that go like "oh that person looks like *insert past crush*" and then theyre in love with that person.
Overall, this is mediocorr, the whole aura while reading it was so depressing. If u like that, then ig u shld read this...
"You're the only one who can rape me"
-uke from Kajou Mousou Shounen
So "romantic" ....