
Is he trying to say "i should accept deep down i feel like i belong to you"?? Because despite the psycho he is that's a cute line. I'm probably wrong tho.

I understood it more of Ilay saying like he shouldn't exercise so much self restraint towards Tay or that whenever Tay isn't around Ilay loses his marbles, Ilay was kind of saying that he shouldn't be doing these things bcs his subconscious should already be aware of the fact that Tay belongs to him no matter what, like assurance to himself in some twisted way. did u get my point

So now he can't win any of his matches because he has a jinx of only doing good at matches after having good s3x and he can't do it anymore with anyone other than kim dan? Ohh boy... I was thinking maybe it will be a su1cidal kim dan and jk trying his best to cure his depression after grandma dies kind of thing but i bet it will be just something along the lines of "who gave you permission to leave? You have a debt you have to pay me and I'll blackmail you using your debt to rape you so i can go on with my career and i won't use anything like a sorry or grovel because what the hell is that??" And then Dan should be like "boo hoo my grandma died, i want to feel numb, i don't want to feel anything, so i will just give into jks rape because i don't want to think about anything, because i am an incapable character of basic intelligence not being able to differentiate simple right from wrong and not understanding of when someone wrongs me and i apologise for gettin anything and everything done to me because, well, im dumb..." And just let him rape him.
I just hope with her skills the author just picks up a novel instead of trying to write something from her own mind because appearantly her skills for writing isn't parallel to her drawing skills.

I read a lot of cross dressing trap seme stories but this one's the worst. The dude is really narcissistic and a sucker. But he apologized genuinely. I mean he gave his ass even though he didn't even do anything that bad. He didn't try to fuck the seme up or disrespected women. None that might trigger "i was raised by feminist women and came to hate men" stuff. He doesn't deserve to be black mailed like this. Sure he is living in his own delusions but you can break it down to him without belittling or disrespecting him. What the fuck is "you are available for me to fuck. That's all"?????? You're acting just the same as all those shitty stereotypes you hate. I really like revenge arcs and when haughty men are brought to their knees as well but the uke is just a poor egoistic dude with no harm. Ain't trying to molest or harass anyone like that dude in your class. Not to mention i hate how they portray the otaku/nerd perverts. You want to talk about shitty men? Start with the most popular ones that think women or men are just toys.

This better be redeemed by a BJ Alex type of regret on the seme side bc elseway this is just sad.
Yeah the uke is an arrogant asshole, but he even went as far as sucking d*ck to not look stupid. He‘s not gay, or even questioning his sexuality, that is already a disproportionate punishment.
The seme makes sense only in scenes with the other women, why basically torture a guy that even explained that he was going to right his wrong a few days later so nothing could be said to „her“? He’s just a sadist with a convenient excuse to be mean to men.

From the first time i saw you, i liked you. And i still like you. And i get jealous of other people when ur close to them. And i want you to like me. But you don't like me. So I'm angry. So i literally fuck up your whole life ever because i like you and you don't like me and i want you to like me and you don't like me. I manipulate people to isolate you because i am jealous. I hypnotize you and r*pe you everywhere and anywhere, everytime and anytime, in front of anyone and everyone including your and my parents, because i love you. And you don't love me. Wow such a story! Excellent!

I wish scanlations would put uncensored version seperately for those who want to read it uncensored. For me, as it is redrawn by someone other than the author, the difference in drawing style and coloring... İs just a no. It's distracting and disturbing. I respect anyone who wants to read it uncensored but please give the option to read it with lightsabers as it is not the original version.
Ok but can we talk about how cute he is as a cat??