
I'm not clear,so please explain it to me

In the past, the main character (black-haired guy) had a friend who was gay and who liked him. However, the friend's sexual orientation was revealed (presumably causing him to be teased by his classmates), and the friend committed suicide by jumping off the roof of a school building. Thus, the main character freaked out when he saw the blonde guy leaning over a railing, looking like he's about to fall down.

The blonde guy seems to have had traumatizing experiences with people who found out about his sexual orientation in the past (just like the main character's friend), so blondie freaked out when the main character woke up while blondie was kissing him. He was afraid that the main guy would despise him, ridicule him, scorn him, etc., just like everyone else who found out about his homosexuality. So, this is the exact reason why he's never opened up to anyone in his high school (until now, that is)--it's why he always plays the loner, since he figures that it's better to be alone than to have lots of friends who'll turn against you the moment they find out who you really are.

Please don't read this shit , theirs nothing good about it, no love only pain and humiliation. I wanna kill That freak and crazy seme (╬ ̄皿 ̄)凸

Not the point. They're not pissed off at the author's effort, they're pissed off at how too many stories like this normalize just exactly this type of abusive relationship. All fine and good that the author wanted to try something different but the author fails to recognize that this is just another tired and cliched style of writing rather than anything really different.

I'm not quite familiar with other authors writing about abusive relationship mangas, and in that regard- I'm sorry for being ignorant towards that in making an argument. Though, I still feel that other people's tastes shouldn't be generalized into one statement, saying that it wasn't good.
I, for one, really liked it. I know that is a little strange coming from a story where most people want to argue it bad, but it's just my opinion. I am aware that there are good plots and storylines out there, but this manga was a little special, to me at least, as the only one with similar elements was "Love Prism" which was more abuse than love, in my eyes. For this particular manga, I thought that some things were interesting, looking at character development, seeing how one character chose 'x' character over 'y' and it was an experience, to me, seeing the attachment of him grow for one more than the other.
Of course, this may just all be me, but the author took my interest, got me psyched for psychology, and had me like the content. I realize that my comment might have come out wrong around 3-4 months ago, but, as I saw it, the person whom I saw responding to left no comment about how it was his opinion, and that it was his view. For my side, I thought if it as defence for the author, as things like that can lower morale. I want to see more of this author's works- definitely. I love their style and plot, what can I say.
I actually wasn't expecting a response, but I'm glad for the criticism. If I didn't get around to making myself clear, or you're frustrated because I didn't make a point of something you said, let me know.
Don't want such good manga to end so fast. Sensei, don't do that ok