man i love coming back to this bc not only does this have a great premise, but i love the reveal that this whole game is basically a reflection of the creator who made it. he's charming, but he's kind of apathetic. that's why in the beginning, his game is being critiqued despite how he likes it. that's why in the game, he realizes that all of the character he made are 1-dimensional. and this apathy comes from the fact that he himself is an orphan. he had to steel himself to grow up.
i still love this and i love returning. a lot of bl donghuas are getting adapted, but i truly hope that this gets a live action or an animation. i think it would be amazing, even despite the censorship
so obviously ali san is derkila bc alikred is derkila backwards, but now i still wonder how exactly we're going to get the reveal and how much of alikred is derkila. because the name thing is obvious, but its not like ali san is just derkila straight up or we'd have more info. i think its about time we see more of ali san
Man it's just soooo sweet of zanka to give rudo some heartfelt advice. i think what gets me is zanka saying in his head that rudo being focused on just revenge is a waste of time for him. and i think that sentiment is very true. rudo is a nice and kind boy.
despite how much his story is about rage and being consumed by rage and tragedy, somehow he still retains that kind part of him. the one instilled in him from regto. the one he always is inside. he's just a very kind person, and it would be lovely to see him cling onto love and kindness instead of hate and revenge.









also i know it's a serious moment, but omg rudo just looks so cute as a wolf, get my son away from the strange individual he's fighting <///3
jokes aside, he looks cool as shit and i really like the emphasis of rudo saying like nah. bro didnt become god, he's still a human. because he's right, while he has powers and new weird form, ultimately it's not like he actually gained divinity. the people of this world already have powers, but while he looks different, it's not like he became a real divine being, that of like the crazy watchman we saw at the border. so rudo clock that fraud