
My heart hurts for both of them - I feel like both of them are so insecure in their own way - Maya is afraid of losing Nemu, while Nemu is afraid of losing Maya to somebody. Honestly, I feel like if it wasn't for Ruka being a piece of selfish shit, everything would have been fine. Nemu would have been happy for Maya that he finally found basically a purpose in life and sooner or later they would definitely learn to balance things out. With the insecurity, however, it took a completely different turn. This arc is definitely my worst fear - choosing between your career or your loved one... while money isn't everything, I've grown to understand that life without it won't be easy either and if you manage to find a work you love that allows you to live comfortably, will you leave it? But then if you leave your loved one to it, will you come to hate it? But if you leave your work then you will become a leech and they will get sick of you sooner or later. Then doing a job you hate would put you under extreme stress and it would strain your relationship as well and it could lead to an end due to possible future "I have this job only because you made me give up what I loved!" What then? I have too many questions and no answers.
I strayed a bit. In short, I wish they could communicate more... talk things through in a calm manner and find a common ground. I don't blame Nemu for feeling insecure, who wouldn't feel that way when people around rub salt in your raw wounds and poke where it hurts the most? I also don't blame Maya for being caught up in work, because he finally found something he is passionate about and is taking up responsibility of being an adult. I don't know how they will sort things out, but just do it fast, I don't think my heart can handle this arc for too long...
Also, yeah, so I don't know why I torture myself so much that I went and re-read the last few chapters in order to understand the situation better so I became a sobbing mess.

Damn it a false update... I had to read this again and despite it being for what feels like 100th time, my heart aches everytime. It's a good heartache though because the end makes up for the tears every single time! (/TДT)/
KageHina dj are always so pure, they heal... and sometimes break my heart violently and brutally and then heal it (like this one or the one where Kageyama has to keep repeating the promises he pinky-promised Hinata) (/TДT)/

I know the feeling, I have re-read it so many times. And looking at the comments to agree with this fine pice of art ヾ(☆▽☆). I read your comment and I had to ask.
What's the name of the manga you tell about Kageyama reapetting the promise he piy-promised to Hinata. I gotta read it, please!
If you had the name or link and remmerber the name can you please post it. Thanks :3
OMFG, when Itsuki still had pants on when the action started, I thought he had fish net stockings on, holy shit